Episode 31

Welcome to another installment of isolation theatre. I’ve survived another month and have a dozen-plus tracks of depravity for your consumption. Lots of lurching rhythms in this month’s episode; hopefully you find it to your liking. Until next month, cheers.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Caffa – “Despondency”
02) Noroth – “It Dwells Amongst Us” (03:45)
03) Potop – “Untitled” (06:33)
04) Nervous Sex – “Beast Boxer” (12:10)
05) Hallucination – “Hallucinations” (13:55)
06) Low Places – “Malcontent” (15:15)
07) Oaf – “Revenge” (17:25)
08) Black Turmoil – “-“ (20:08)
09) Hwwauoch – “Distorted Perception” (23:52)

Side Two:

10) Impetuous Ritual – “Sullen” (28:27)
11) dodenbezweerder – “Zwarte Sluiers Over Dode Gezichten” (34:40)
12) Lydia Lunch & Lucy Hamilton – “A Quiet Night of Murder in Greenwich, CT” (39:38)
13) The Snipers – “The Parents of God” (42:10)
14) The Soft Moon – “Total Decay” (46:25)
15) The Mall – “An Answer” (50:19)
16) Silicon Teens – “A State of Shock (Part Two)” (53:53)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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Episode 28

Welcome back, it has NOT been a while. Hopefully the cooling weather (for us in the Northern Hemisphere, at least) finds you well. This month’s installment finds me with an apparent split-personality. Side one is very heavy on metal while side two is almost solely in the vast realm of post-punk. Hopefully you don’t find it too jarring. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Entropy Created Consciousness – “Nights II – IX”
02) Sainte Marie des Loups – “Progéniture” (04:32)
03) Black Witchery – “Into Damnation Eternal” (10:08)
04) Cyanic – “Endless Scorn” (13:04)
05) Fleshrot – “Bubbling Cerebric Waste” (15:03)
06) Funeral Leech – “The Burden of Flesh” (17:40)
07) Blood Iscariot – “Untitled Two” (24:20)

Side Two:

08) Moral Order – “This is the Life You Must Live” (28:25)
09) Territorial Gobbing – “Moniker” (32:00)
10) Kris Baha – “Fuels the Fire” (34:35)
11) Sink – “Dream Map” (41:00)
12) Soror Dolorosa – “Trembling Androgyneous” (45:00)
13) Crux Ansata – “No Time For Lies” (50:40)

Episode 26

Back at it from a short layoff, but that’s just how the calendar works. This month’s episode isn’t the most dynamic or diverse (genre-wise), but it’s pretty snappy, if I do say so myself.

I’m eager for autumn to begin officially in a few short (I hope) weeks as I just cannot stand summer time. Hopefully the cooling weather doesn’t lead to more Covid variants mutating in the lungs of the stupidest members of society. It’s been pleasant attending shows again after such a long layoff. That’s all I’ve got for this month. Be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Lamp of Murmuur – “Chalice Of Oniric Torment”
02) Lunar Kingdom – “The Call of the Blood” (05:30)
03) The Secret – “Love Your Enemy” (11:35)
04) Unruh – “Five Year Wager” (13:43)
05) Rusted Shut – “Feed the Beast” (17:00)
06) Useless Children – “Rest My Bones” (20:30)
07) Hatred Surge – “Bestial” (23:20)
08) Marc Barreca – “Church and State” (25:08)

Side Two

09) Miami Death II – “Strange Presents” (28:07)
10) Human Failure – “Crown on the Head of a King of Mud” (30:08)
11) Tomb Mold – “Demon Ruins” (34:00)
12) Bloodsoaked Necrovoid – “Viciously Consumed by the Unfolding Unknown” (39:00)
13) Uniform – “Headless Eyes” (44:16)
14) The Unholy Two – “Rabid Wolverine” (48:12)
15) Swann Danger – “Converge” (53:13)

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Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 23

Greetings! Gotta admit, my mind may have been (further) warped by this heat because I am here to present you with a surprisingly catchy, straight-forward episode this month. Crack yourself a domestic of your choice and let those eyeballs swim.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caustic Wound – “Cataclysmic Gigaton”
02) Friendship – “Grief” (3:21)
03) Repulsion – “Horrified” (5:54)
04) Sacrocurse – “Kirie Eleison” (7:38)
05) Laudanum – “Invoke” (10:50)
06) Teeth of Lions Rule the Divine – “New Pants & Shirt” (15:40)
07) Casing – “Circular Tombs” (21:00)
08) Oozepus – “Lypemania” (23:40)

Side Two

09) Anima Nostra – “Solemn Majesty” (27:50)
10) Kujo – “شعب عظيم”
11) Autoerotichrist – “If I Take My Meds It Will Stop” (37:15)
12) Thousand-Eyed Goat – “Blood Loti” (39:39)
13) Adverso – “Adventus” (42:38)
14) Imperial Triumphant – “Rotted Futures” (48:12)
15) The Sisters of Mercy – “Fix” (52:22)

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Episode 22

Greetings from Hell! Warm weather and all its disgusting acolytes (pollen, sandle-wearers, backsweat, et al) are here. I’ve been on a sobriety kick, so be forewarned of some stranger-than-usual swerves ahead. Lots of bleeps, clicks, and groans. Not much else to include here, so I’ll bid you farewell. Until we meet again.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caged Bastard – “True Colours”
02) Morne – “Force” (3:19)
03) Kommand – “Radiation” (6:41)
04) Death Worship – “The Poisoned Chalice” (10:17)
05) Dødheimsgard – “Kronet Til Konge” (14:45)
06) Morbid Sorcery – “The Black Winds” (18:55)
07) Nox Morbum – “In Delirium” (22:15)
08) Special Interest – “A Depravity Such As This” (25:20)

Side Two

09) Martial Canterel – “Shadow Half” (28:23)
10) Executive Slacks – “So Mote It Be” (31:30)
11) Mommy – “Mommy” (35:42)
12) Horrendous 3D – “Conscience” (38:16)
13) Spine – “Rain Down” (40:06)
14) Egregore – “Astrotheology” (40:44)
15) Germfask – “000162 – Andresen, Bent B.” (43:25)
16) Directive – “Flagellation Command” (47:27)
17) Breathing Problem – “Lust” (49:35)
18) Ariel Kalma – “Casiopee” (54:20)

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Episode 19

Another one in the books. It’s been a curious experience to compile the last two episodes while completely sober. I’m curious as to whether there is a noticeable difference to a listener. Meh.

This month’s installment is more akin to non-identical twins than a loopy, schizophrenic only child.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vile Spirit -Skew
02) Puro Odio – Condena (1:50)
03) Nocturnal Departure – Ritualistic Vomit (3:37)
04) Nachtmystium – Pitch Black Cadence (7:23)
05) Hail Conjurer – Blood Magician (11:43)
06) Tzompantli – Tlehco Tonatiuh – 1 (14:55)
07) Act of Impalement – As Their Temples Burn (18:18)
08) Tetragrammacide – Meontological Marga of Misanthropic Computation & Extensive Backwards Physics (21:10)
09) Lust For Youth – Ruins (24:48)

Side Two

10) December – Never.The.Sun (27:30)
11) L.O.T.I.O.N. Multinational Corporation – Hardware (31:19)
12) Ministry – You Know What You Are (34:22)
13) Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel – I’ll Meet You In Poland Baby (38:46)
14) O.L.D. – Outlive (43:27)
15) The Blight – Antihuman (46:55)
16) Crispy Ambulance – Four Minutes From The Frontline (51:43)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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Episode 15.5

A special, non-canonical* episode for this Samhain season. The following mix is comprised solely of interludes, intros, and outros from groups within the metal underground, forming what I would lazily call a dungeon synth/dark ambient affair.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Superstition – Unholy Transformation pt. 3
02) Cemetery Urn – Destroyer of Worlds (1:05)
03) Teitanblood – Insight (1:50)
04) Sepulchral Rift – Maledictum (Ascending Void) (3:18)
05) Blasphamagoatachrist – Intro (50 Cal. Demonic Chant) (6:33)
06) Tetragrammacide – Transcranial Ka’abatronic Stimulation Collapse (8:58)
07) Nocturnal Departure – The Incantation (10:48)
08) Khthoniik Cerviiks – KC Exhalement 4.0 (Welcome to HAL) (13:07)
09) Mayhem – Silvester Anfang (15:30)
10) Kommodus – Iron Dawn: A New Crusade Rides Out (17:15)
11) Avzhia – Into the War (18:44)
12) Sainte Marie des Loups – Absurdités et Blasphémes (20:30)
13) Gravesend – Scurrying (22:00)
14) The Ruins of Beverast – Subterranean Homicide Lamentation (22:59)
15) The Bottle Doom Lazy Band – L’Ankou Twisted Song (24:51)
16) Ride For Revenge – Ask It Again In Hell (27:20)

*I do not (yet) repeat groups on mixes, but this “special edition” is not beholden to that rule. Think of it as the Treehouse of Horror precedent.

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