Episode 57

Hello once again. Hopefully the all-covers episode treated you well and you were left filled with mirth and nostalgia. But it is time to return to form.

April’s episode is filled to the brim with blackened noise and…regular noise, I guess. It also starts with a great deal of punk nastiness. Perhaps I’m raging against the dying darkness as the temperature soars and my mood sours. There’s no way anyone could know. BUT, you have nearly 60 minutes of sonic mayhem to use at your discretion. Please do so.

Thanks as always for any and all support. It is much appreciated. I will return the first Wednesday of May with more musical bullshit to tide you over until the next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Scumraid – “Chronic Isolation”
02) Fairytale – “Fairytale” (01:15)
03) Enewetak – “Hands Are Tied” (05:05)
04) Virgin Witch – “Nail of Dicara” (09:40)
05) Final Dose – “Like Rats” (12:50)
06) The Black – “The Priest of Satan” (15:20)
07) Phaunos – “III” (19:45)

Side Two:

08) Altarage – “Foregone” (28:55)
09) Dead World – “El Shaddi” (35:50)
10) Carbonized Organs – “Evil Rectum” (40:50)
11) Ariadne – “Feeble Heart” (46:40)
12) Zero Kama – “Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome” (48:35)
13) Scorpio Doctrine – “The Dragon Called Christ” (51:45)

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Episode 50

Here comes the fiftieth episode of this vanity project. So much time spent on what I deem to be “reputable” sounds; hopefully you’ve found me agreeable.

This basement (Hi, Anthony) that I’ve spent much of this project’s undertaking has cooked my brain so I am curious if the progressions make sense outside of this place in the world.

Side one is largely straight-forward and blackened; side two is relatively quiet, lyrics-wise. I’ll see you soon for more nonsense. I’ll see you all the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Death Vomit – “Holocaust”
02) Exmortem – “Funeral Phantom” (02:35)
03) Khthoniik Cerviiks – “Odyssey 3000” (05:50)
04) Skáphe – “III” (11:00)
05) Darkthrone – “Under a Funeral Moon” (15:05)
06) Black Hurst – “Hurst” (19:50)
07) Church Police – “Life is Fun” (24:35)

Side Two:

08) Nothing People – “Fatal Planet” (28:20)
09) Strangulated Beatoffs – “Exorcist III” (31:20)
10) Engürdetz – “Blodfest” (36:25)
11) Uranium – “We Deserve Death” (39:20)
12) Prurient – “Vertigo” (44:45)
13) Bardar – “Come With Me” (49:45)
14) Twenty Four Hour World – “Miracle” (51:55)

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Episode 44

Another episode “in the can.” A few more “heavy hitters” on this episode than normal, but I felt like giving some larger acts their flowers, so to speak. This month is heavier than normal (I guess) on acts from the electronic/experimental realm. Do with that information what you see fit.

I will be returning in a little over two weeks for the third installment of the all-covers “Anxious Karaoke” special. So look forward to that nonsense if you’re so inclined. On that note, enjoy the sounds and thanks for taking the time to listen.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Mas – “Celui Qui N’avait Qu’un Coeur”
02) Cyberplasm – “Perfect Body Pt. II” (04:15)
03) Pilgrim Screw – “Picher, Oklahoma” (07:40)
04) Rudimentary Peni – “The Only Child” (11:20)
05) Lindow Moss – “….and They Shall Gut Our Corpses with Their Silver Spoons” (12:45)
06) Boloto – “Призраки Прошлого” (16:50)
07) Master’s Hammer – “Útok” (21:10)

Side Two:

08) Infandus – “Dead Mountain” (28:35)
09) Abysmalist – “Black Lacquer” (31:40)
10) Thecodontion – “Stagonolepis (Robertsoni/Wellesi/Olenkae)” (37:20)
11) Stromstad – “Blood Consciousness” (42:00)
12) Delta Point – “No One is Looking Out For You” (45:45)
13) German Army – “Life In A Maze” (49:30)
14) Tristwch Y Fenywod – “Ferch Gyda’r Llygaid Du” (52:30)

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Episode 40

Back to our normal state of affairs after last week’s Autumnal/Dungeon special. Hopefully you faithful listeners were sated by episode 39.5’s subterranean hums, beeps, and groans over the Halloween weekend.

Which brings us to this month’s installment depraved collection of songs. The pace is largely lurching this go-around and hopefully it’s to your liking. The blood is thickening (or congealing depending on your condition) so breakneck speed isn’t a priority. Rest your bones and drink up the misery.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Желчь – “Tymop”
02) Grime – “Burning Down the Cross” (05:15)
03) Cavurn – “II” (08:45)
04) Superstition – “Passage of Nullification” (16:20)
05) Mortuary Drape – “Black Night” (21:00)
06) Tombs – “Golden Eyes” (25:30)

Side Two:

07) Claws of Moriis – “Worse than Hell” (28:25)
08) Weregeld – “All Fall Before Me” (32:50)
09) Ærekær – “VII” (35:05)
10) PP? – “I Am The Devil” (38:55)
11) Controlled Bleeding – “Dry Lungs” (43:20)
12) Misery Engine – “Sending The Invaders To Their Graves” (47:55)
13) Pö – “Laydo” (52:30)

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Episode 38

Welcome back, friends. The heat is breaking and it rained all day today which places me in a superior mood for this monthly exercise. Hopefully you, the listener, find this installment to be smoother and less formulaic than the last few. I try not to fall into a pattern but no one is immune to the siren song of “That’ll do.”

That being said, I feel like this episode is very natural in its unfurling and eventual denouement. Hopefully you find it enjoyable.

See you the first Wednesday of next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Tortvred Realm – “‘Neath a Storm ov Savage Steel”

02) Waskerley Way – “Flower Show”
 (03:45)
03) Fall of Saigon – “On the Beach at Fontana”
 (07:40)
04) Twin Stumps – “Beyond the Door”
 (10:45)
05) Black Army Jacket – “Empire of Tears” (15:10)

06) Gag – “Prison Wife” (21:00)
07) Fashion Change – “Death is a Mirror 2” (22:20)

08) Arnaut Pavle – “Eat the Soil from This Grave” (24:00)

Side Two:

09) Bobak – “And the Moon” (28:20)
10) Vorde – “Hatewave” (31:35)
11) Cabinet – “Claustrophobic Dysentery Excreted From the Chiffonier” (37:55)
12) Slog – “Hidden Realities” (43:00)
13) Then Tingari – “Hungry” (47:25)
14) Dead Can Dance – “In Power We Entrust the Love Advocated” (53:10)

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Episode 36

This episode marks the end of the third “season” of this vanity project. I won’t pretend that anything I’ve undertook here has impacted anything of actual merit; but it’s been an interesting distraction at best, and a rote exercise that enables me to keep track of the date.

I figure now is as good a time as any other to speak the “mission statement (ugh)” of this very project into the ether. If for no other reason than my own hubris and current intoxication. The following points are only to be read by the biggest sickos as they are immaterial to your listening experience. I still feel the need to mention them.

-I do not repeat artists/groups (with exceptions for collaborations)

-I will always feature at least one (hopefully more) group or artist featuring a person of color. There’s a sea of white boys in all of the genres I highlight and they don’t need my shine. If this bothers you, then fuck off.

-I will always feature a group or artist from NYC. It was meant derisively, but “No one ‘loves’ New York like a transplant.”

All of that navel gazing aside, here is episode 36. See you the first Wednesday of next month for the start of Anxiety Eternal’s fourth year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Basic Scream – “Springtime”

02) Kommunity FK – “Tribulations” (04:30)

03) Reeking Nightshade – “The Stars Trace Our Paths”
 (07:48)
04) Beherit – “Witchcraft”
 (14:20)
05) Arkan Azid – “666 Blackholes of Triumph”
 (17:05)
06) Subterranean – “Vengeance We Shall Strike” (20:05)

07) Burial Hex – “Malkuth Rant” (25:08)

Side Two:

08) Squelch Chamber – “Jesus is a Junkman” (28:38)
09) Talk Show – “Night (Renewed By Fire)” (30:26)
10) Musta Paraati – “Hyvää Yötä” (33:44)
11) Grave New World – “God Breathed His Last in Agony” (36:58)
12) Tower 7 – “Delusion of Enlightenment” (41:35)
13) Ire – “Memorial” (44:20)
14) Nightfucker – “Worthless Spirit” (49:42)

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Episode 33

Back to our normal programming with another installment in the books. Heavy on the black metal this month, perhaps due to my realm of the Earth transitioning to Spring time. Who knows. Until next month, this is your faithful selector signing off for the month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Cursed – “Friends in the Music Business”
02) Terrible – “Awaits Us All” (04:29)
03) Autopsy – “Critical Madness” (09:12)
04) Evulse – “Agoraphobia” (13:40)
05) Blasphamagoatachrist – “Fire Demons of Blokula” (16:03)
06) Medieval Demon – “Invisible Black Magic Ritual”(18:55)
07) Burier – “The Taste of Iron” (24:08)

Side Two:

08) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Serpent’s Curse Burns The Wound Of Christ” (28:15)
09) Voids of Nirvana – “An Alluring Curse Upon The Thief’s Jewels” (34:00)
10) Hollow Phobos – “The Sirens of Rho-Gamma” (38:15)
11) 8 Hour Animal – “Oblivs” (41:03)
12) Moor Mother – “Nois Bois” (46:00)
13) Røsenkøpf – “Heed” (47:40)
14) Night Sins – “Hot Dose” (53:12)

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Episode 31

Welcome to another installment of isolation theatre. I’ve survived another month and have a dozen-plus tracks of depravity for your consumption. Lots of lurching rhythms in this month’s episode; hopefully you find it to your liking. Until next month, cheers.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Caffa – “Despondency”
02) Noroth – “It Dwells Amongst Us” (03:45)
03) Potop – “Untitled” (06:33)
04) Nervous Sex – “Beast Boxer” (12:10)
05) Hallucination – “Hallucinations” (13:55)
06) Low Places – “Malcontent” (15:15)
07) Oaf – “Revenge” (17:25)
08) Black Turmoil – “-“ (20:08)
09) Hwwauoch – “Distorted Perception” (23:52)

Side Two:

10) Impetuous Ritual – “Sullen” (28:27)
11) dodenbezweerder – “Zwarte Sluiers Over Dode Gezichten” (34:40)
12) Lydia Lunch & Lucy Hamilton – “A Quiet Night of Murder in Greenwich, CT” (39:38)
13) The Snipers – “The Parents of God” (42:10)
14) The Soft Moon – “Total Decay” (46:25)
15) The Mall – “An Answer” (50:19)
16) Silicon Teens – “A State of Shock (Part Two)” (53:53)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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Episode 28

Welcome back, it has NOT been a while. Hopefully the cooling weather (for us in the Northern Hemisphere, at least) finds you well. This month’s installment finds me with an apparent split-personality. Side one is very heavy on metal while side two is almost solely in the vast realm of post-punk. Hopefully you don’t find it too jarring. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Entropy Created Consciousness – “Nights II – IX”
02) Sainte Marie des Loups – “Progéniture” (04:32)
03) Black Witchery – “Into Damnation Eternal” (10:08)
04) Cyanic – “Endless Scorn” (13:04)
05) Fleshrot – “Bubbling Cerebric Waste” (15:03)
06) Funeral Leech – “The Burden of Flesh” (17:40)
07) Blood Iscariot – “Untitled Two” (24:20)

Side Two:

08) Moral Order – “This is the Life You Must Live” (28:25)
09) Territorial Gobbing – “Moniker” (32:00)
10) Kris Baha – “Fuels the Fire” (34:35)
11) Sink – “Dream Map” (41:00)
12) Soror Dolorosa – “Trembling Androgyneous” (45:00)
13) Crux Ansata – “No Time For Lies” (50:40)