Episode 57

Hello once again. Hopefully the all-covers episode treated you well and you were left filled with mirth and nostalgia. But it is time to return to form.

April’s episode is filled to the brim with blackened noise and…regular noise, I guess. It also starts with a great deal of punk nastiness. Perhaps I’m raging against the dying darkness as the temperature soars and my mood sours. There’s no way anyone could know. BUT, you have nearly 60 minutes of sonic mayhem to use at your discretion. Please do so.

Thanks as always for any and all support. It is much appreciated. I will return the first Wednesday of May with more musical bullshit to tide you over until the next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Scumraid – “Chronic Isolation”
02) Fairytale – “Fairytale” (01:15)
03) Enewetak – “Hands Are Tied” (05:05)
04) Virgin Witch – “Nail of Dicara” (09:40)
05) Final Dose – “Like Rats” (12:50)
06) The Black – “The Priest of Satan” (15:20)
07) Phaunos – “III” (19:45)

Side Two:

08) Altarage – “Foregone” (28:55)
09) Dead World – “El Shaddi” (35:50)
10) Carbonized Organs – “Evil Rectum” (40:50)
11) Ariadne – “Feeble Heart” (46:40)
12) Zero Kama – “Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome” (48:35)
13) Scorpio Doctrine – “The Dragon Called Christ” (51:45)

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Episode 56.5: Anxious Karaoke IV

Back again with the newest installment of this series. I was finally able to “hit the stage” and belt out some idiotic and garbled versions of popular music (disco-era Kiss) at a wedding some months back. Perhaps that’s why this episode seems less…bleak, I guess, than most episodes. Oh well.

The weekend is here, let yourself be wild and free with these silly songs. See you in a few weeks with more of our regular fare. Thanks again for the support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Black Snakes – “Ain’t No Sunshine” by Bill Withers
02) The Ropes – “Down in Flames” by The Dead Boys (03:10)
03) Integrity – “Making Love With Devil” by Zouo (05:15)
04) Territory – “Buried Dreams” by Carcass (08:05)
05) Derailment – “Cancer Causes Rats” by Thug (11:35)
06) Mystifier – “Leather and Metal” by Poison (14:45)
07) Nunslaughter – “So It is Done” by Acheron (18:30)
08) HellGoat – “Evil Church ft. Predictor” by Enthroned (20:50)
09) Vermes – “Únete a los marginados” by Sudor (25:25)

Side Two:

10) Enbilulugugal – “The Bright Side” by Those Poor Bastards (28:05)
11) Sg.7 – “Hell is Where the Heart is – the Gospel of Tomas” by Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio (31:45)
12) Blessure Grave – “City Lights” by The Shadow Ring (36:30)
13) Void Vision – “Take My Breath Away” by Queen (38:45)
14) Haunted George – “I Put a Spell on You” by Screamin’ Jay Hawkins (43:40)
15) Black Traitor – “Way of the World” by Flipper (45:50)
16) Tafkata – “Children of the Revolution” by T. Rex (50:30)
17) The Honeymoon Killers – “Godzilla” by Blue Öyster Cult (52:40)

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Episode 56

Welcome back. This month’s installment is heavy on guitars and snarls. I’m starting to think that I need to bring out the magnifying glass for more electronically-inclined sounds as they’ve been sorely lacking the last few months. This shouldn’t be misconstrued as an indictment of March’s contribution to the AE oeuvre; crunch and gristle are welcomed in these parts and hopefully you feel the same.

Do the colder months (this query only applies to us in the Northern Hemisphere, I guess) make you covet certain sounds? I find my listening trends follow the climate to a certain extent. But, contrarianism abounds.

Now that I’ve potentially dissuaded you from clicking play (truly, please listen) I’d like to remind you that only underground music is real. And that being said, thank you for your continued support. See you sooner than you think for the Anxious Karaoke SPECIAL EDITION episode in a matter of time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Skulking – “Fixation of the Assemblage Point to Tartarus”
02) Cyclic Amp – “Caress” (04:45)
03) Murmuüre – “Amethyst” (09:00)
04) Sandworm – “Cil Roth” (13:50)
05) Gelkhammar – “Sibà” (17:55)
06) Distant Fear – “Crude Sanctum” (22:55)

Side Two:

07) Gath Šmânê – “Genocidal Alchemy” (28:30)
08) Cruciamentum – “Rites to the Abduction of Essence” (35:30)
09) Total Ruin – “The Solid Unmoving” (41:15)
10) Gaping Maw – “Preparation of Glue From Bones” (46:35)
11) War Drum – “Ryde or Die” (49:30)
12) Glaxo Babies – “Stay Awake” (52:30)

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Episode 55

Greetings! I’ve returned with more filth for the lot of you’s. This month is pretty orthodox in its “darkness” on side one with primarily black and death metal tracks. Side two is when things go a bit off the rails (hopefully in a good way). But that tends to be my “process” for better or worse.

As for my monthly weather report–we got snow and it’s been cold. I am in my element so maybe that means this episode also sounds more jubilant somehow (?).

Anyway, that’s all for now. See you the first Wednesday of March for the next installment. Thank you for any and all support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Wilsumnes – “Sacrificial Blood”
02) Slutvomit – “Baphomet’s Call” (04:50)
03) Craft – “Fuck the Universe” (09:40)
04) Kapala – “Moral Attrition” (14:05)
05) Concrete Winds – “Sulphuric Upheaval” (18:20)
06) Ensepulcher – “Perishing in Morbidity” (20:35)
07) Grotesque Bliss – “Bringeth Death to Life” (22:35)

Side Two:

08) Spine Wrench – “Lie Baiter” (28:50)
09) Realize – “Simulated World Down” (33:35)
10) White Slug – “SS Musick” (37:45)
11) Formal Defect – “Feel Your Crime” (40:25)
12) Gus Coma – “The Infiltrators” (44:30)
13) Abner Malaty, Alix Cain, and Tom Burris – “I Am Spirit” (49:30)
14) Sa Lansangan – “Maniningil, Maniningil + Sees Them” (54:20)

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Episode 54

A new year and another chapter in the book of Anxiety Eternal. If you’re interested in my opinions on the releases that were released (and actually heard by your selector) in 2023, feel free to mosey over to my Instagram (@Anxiety_Eternal) for such frivolity. If not, make no such detour.

This month brings more synth and electronic foul play than recent episodes while still retaining the expected viciousness and cold detachment I assume listeners expect of this project. Not much else to add, I’ll let you decide the merits of this installment.

Thank you for any support and I will return the first Wednesday of next month with more unnerving audial mayhem.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Scimitar – “Flame War”
02) Aïboforcen – “S…You F…Too Much!” (05:20)
03) Security Device – “Clone” (08:10)
04) Gruuthaagy – “Zvanje Drevne Aveti” (13:45)
05) Havohej – “Seven Jinn” (16:00)
06) Khanate – “Dead” (19:25)

Side Two:

07) The Infinity Ring – “Tiferet II” (28:30)
08) Fursaxa – “Alone in the Dark Wood” (33:00)
09) Norn – “To True Luminaries” (37:20)
10) Somnolent – “I” (40:50)
11) Goat Piss – “Cacophony of Piss” (47:15)
12) Possession – “Crux Immissa” (50:15)
13) Miasmatic Necrosis – “Apex Profane” (53:10)

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Episode 53

Greetings. Welcome to the final episode of 2023. Hopefully this year has found you (who?) in good shape and good spirits. This month is heavy on guitars and light on electronics. I’ve found myself in a bit of a drought when it comes to new (or merely new-to-me) EBM, dark wave, synth, etc. acts so please feel free to shoot me suggestions.

But who says the “ole same ole” is inherently a bad thing. Lots of nasty death metal, driving post-punk, jolting punk, and immiserating black metal for your hungry ears.

Thank you for your continued support and I’ll return next month/year on the first Wednesday with more hits from hell.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Heart of Snow – “Start Carving”
02) Nocturnal Projections – “Another Year” (03:15)
03) False Act – “False Act” (07:40)
04) Szmej – “Burn the Empire” (10:00)
05) Midoran – “Sogörn – Tragic Death in the Swamp…” (11:30)
06) Fallen Forest – “Stars in the Sky” (18:45)
07) Jordablod – “Hin ondes mystär” (23:30)

Side Two:

08) Barren Altar – “Delirium Vivens” (28:00)
09) Gosudar – “King of Pain” (35:50)
10) Kriegszittern – “Surrender” (40:25)
11) Life – “Ossification of Coral” (43:25)
12) Pure Terror – “Fuck the Occupation” (48:40)
13) Displeasure – “Property Management Scum” (50:05)
14) Can – “Thief” (51:45)

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Episode 52

I’ve returned after a short respite with new ugliness. No schticks or gimmicks this episode (no disrespect to the specials), just nasty black metal, depressing noise rock, upsetting experimental excursions, and punishing hardcore.

Hopefully this pretty straightforward episode finds you well. Thanks as always for any and all support. I will return the first Wednesday of December with the next installment.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Spirit Possession – “Second Possession”
02) Abigail – “Mephistopheles” (04:55)
03) Carrion Bloom – “Deformed Progeny of Narcissus” (10:00)
04) Mace Head – “Mind Attack” (14:45)
05) Zygome – “The Power Shifts” (19:05)
06) Extended Hell – “Armchair Killers” (22:25)
07) Public Acid – “Nuclear Child” (24:00)
08) Subordinate – “Subordinate” (25:55)

Side Two:

09) Foot Hair – “Punitive Damages” (28:45)
10) No Balls – “Barely Breathing” (32:00)
11) Beirut Slump – “Sidewalk” (34:40)
12) Psychic TV – “Part II” (37:30)
13) Hadewych – “Stofkrach” (43:10)
14) Mother Tongue – “The Humble Man” (47:00)
15) Archipelago Brewing Company – “Child of God” (51:20)

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Episode 51.5: Samhain Special IV

I’ve taken to sweeping the discarded leaves of Summer which means the cool of Autumn is officially here. With that I offer you the fourth installment of the Samhain Special of dark ambient/dungeon synth material.

May your Hallows’ Eve be sinister and I trust this collection of sounds will help you usher in the season. I’ll see you in one week’s time with the next regular installment. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Profane Order – “A Barren and Everlasting Isolation”
02) Grave Chalice – “Bleeding Out the Stars” (02:20)
03) Lust Hag – “Winds of Hell’s Gate” (03:40)
04) Blood of Raui’Ahn – “Inhaled Fumes of Death” (04:45)
05) Nebulous of Blood – “The Coming of the New Lord” (05:50)
06) Pa Vesh En – “With Pain He Waits in Vain” (08:25)
07) Claws of Moriis – “The Night Is So Lovely” (11:15)
08) Sarcófago – “Recrucify” (13:45)
09) Bog Body – “Frigid Shivs Slit Their Throats” (16:00)
10) Nexul – “Memoriam” (17:45)
11) Gateway – “Nachtritueel (Evocation)” (20:20)
12) Cabinet – “Foul Structural Rot” (22:10)
13) Portal – “Outre'” (24:45)
14) Merciless Scum – “333” (27:20)

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Episode 51

Welcome back. The leaves are falling and a return to seasonal normalcy approaches. This month’s episode is pretty guitar-centric, but it kicks off with two electronic oddities. Not much in the way of melody this month either, but I doubt the faithful few of you will find that objectionable either. Not much else to say other than thanks for the support.

Also, I will return in a few weeks with the newest installment in my Samhain/dark ambient special. Stay tuned for that and be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Börning Mashiah – “Carcosa Dream”
02) [Code/Neda] – “Red Book of Terror” (03:35)
03) Saw Throat – “Inde$troy {edit}” (08:45)
04) Kärsimysnäytelmä! – “Juudas” (13:05)
05) Mons Veneris – “The Nightsky Spectres” (18:40)
06) Thy Black Blood – “I’ll Spit On Your Cross” (23:30)

Side Two:

07) Prayer Position – “The Garden” (28:40)
08) Manat – “Manat” (31:15)
09) Gore Beyond Necrosy – “Gurgling Spiral Repulsion” (33:50)
10) Conjureth – “Clotted Scripture” (35:00)
11) Musmahhu – “Thirsting for Life’s Terminus” (38:15)
12) Assumption – “Liquescent Hours” (45:45)
13) Converge – “You Fail Me” (50:30)

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Episode 50

Here comes the fiftieth episode of this vanity project. So much time spent on what I deem to be “reputable” sounds; hopefully you’ve found me agreeable.

This basement (Hi, Anthony) that I’ve spent much of this project’s undertaking has cooked my brain so I am curious if the progressions make sense outside of this place in the world.

Side one is largely straight-forward and blackened; side two is relatively quiet, lyrics-wise. I’ll see you soon for more nonsense. I’ll see you all the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Death Vomit – “Holocaust”
02) Exmortem – “Funeral Phantom” (02:35)
03) Khthoniik Cerviiks – “Odyssey 3000” (05:50)
04) Skáphe – “III” (11:00)
05) Darkthrone – “Under a Funeral Moon” (15:05)
06) Black Hurst – “Hurst” (19:50)
07) Church Police – “Life is Fun” (24:35)

Side Two:

08) Nothing People – “Fatal Planet” (28:20)
09) Strangulated Beatoffs – “Exorcist III” (31:20)
10) Engürdetz – “Blodfest” (36:25)
11) Uranium – “We Deserve Death” (39:20)
12) Prurient – “Vertigo” (44:45)
13) Bardar – “Come With Me” (49:45)
14) Twenty Four Hour World – “Miracle” (51:55)

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