Episode 63

Greetings! Fall has returned and with it my mood has been buoyed. This month’s installment was nearly tardy as we’ve been experiencing ailments in the AE HQ so my attention had been directed there. However, all is well in the household so I have been able to provide you with another ~hour’s-worth of musical filth.

Front half is pretty heavy on the metal tentpoles of this project and the second half is steeped in punk and its numerous offshoots. Revolutionary stuff, I tell ya. I think you’ll enjoy it.

Not much else to say but thanks as always for any and all support. I will return sooner than usual as October also features my annual dark ambient/dungeon synth/whatever episode. See you then.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Ulver – “Hymne VIII”
02) Dusk Shrine – “Atavism” (04:35)
03) Death Vanish – “From Down There” (10:10)
04) Order of Decay – “Vows of Death” (17:05)
05) Crypt of Kerberos – “The End of Time” (22:35)
06) Somnol – “Necrosis Call” (26:00)

Side Two:

07) Hellbastard – “The Pylons” (29:00)
08) Lasso – “Rombo” (34:20)
09) The Dark – “Face in the Mirror” (35:35)
10) Crime of Passing – “Damrak” (38:20)
11) Ganzheit – “Traitor!” (42:05)
12) Das Kinn – “Sichtbeton” (48:30)
13) Twilight Ritual – “Fading Me” (52:10)

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Episode 62

Welcome back. I’ve got a bit of an “in like a lion, out like a lamb” situation for you all this month. Hopefully the noise and power electronics that kick off this episode doesn’t deter the fainter of heart. New things are good for you. Still lots of guitar-based music if that’s your thing, worry not.

Not much more to add, thanks as always for any and all support. Next month will feature two episodes as you’ll also be “treated” to the annual Samhain special. Before that I will return as usual the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Mouths Agape – “Praise”
02) Tølerant – “Peace Through Strength” (05:50)
03) Enbilulugugal – “XXXIII” (10:30)
04) Hexerei – “Essence of Ancient Evil” (15:05)
05) Como o Breu – “Luz que Fere” (20:20)
06) Ritual Death – “Ritual Death” (24:00)

Side Two:

07) Malicious – “Hideous Transformations” (28:15)
08) Lord of Putrefaction – “Wings Over a Black Funeral” (31:30)
09) Axefear – “Furnace of Fear” (35:30)
10) S.H.I. – “New World Order” (39:10)
11) Armor – “Proper Treatment” (42:45)
12) Deathcharge – “Untitled” (46:15)
13) The Sound – “New Dark Age” (50:55)

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Episode 47

Another stroll down the calendar, another iteration of your least-favorite mixtape project. Does it date me that I insist on that “-tape” affix? Probably.

Lotsa punk and distortion this month. Little to be had, synth-wise; just how it goes sometimes. I found myself pleased that a number of artists I’ve long meant to include in an episode found themselves to be.

That’s all I have for this week. Thanks for the continued support and I’ll be back the first Wednesday of July.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Young Widows – “Gift of Failure”
02) Rubber Mate – “Snuff Film” (04:15)
03) Zyanose – “Keep Yourself” (07:50)
04) Hastio – “Isengard” (09:55)
05) Ründgard – “Visions Through the Grim Tower” (13:20)
06) S.V.E.S.T. – “The Evil War” (18:55)
07) Marigold King – “Pillar of Unyielding Cruelty” (24:45)

Side Two:

08) Bestial Putrefaction – “Christ Dismemberment” (28:20)
09) Malignant Altar – “Channeling Impure Apparitions” (30:15)
10) Denial – “The Pestilent Pits of Disgrace” (35:45)
11) Celtic Frost – “Necromantical Screams” (39:45)
12) Savage Pleasure – “The Reaper’s Scythe” (45:25)
13) Leader – “Annihilus” (48:15)
14) Rema-Rema – “Feedback Song” (50:15)

Episode 42

This installment was a fucking pain in the ass to introduce to the ether, but here we are. Probably the most diverse, sonically-speaking, episode in some time, but I think you’ll enjoy its odd cohesion.

Thank you for your continued support and I am looking forward to another year of miserable sounds.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Barren Soil – “Commodified Neurons”
02) Cloak – “Death Scene” (03:40)
03) Prehistoric War Cult – “Raiding the Enemy Village (As Foretold by the Sacred Bones)” (06:15)
04) Vile Ritual – “Ritual Burial” (09:20)
05) Certain Sacrifice – “Second Fall” (12:25)
06) Murderous Vision – “Numb” (18:05)
07) Xmal Deutschland – “Vito” (23:50)

Side Two:

08) Straw Man Army – “The Silver Bridge” (28:00)
09) Bastard – “Tragic Insane” (30:40)
10) Malleus – “Storm of Witchcraft” (33:50)
11) Geheimnisvoll – “Venomous Sorcery Through Hidden Darkness” (38:20)
12) SS-18 – “Undead City” (43:45)
13) Bacterium – “Sorites Paradox” (49:20)

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Episode 41

Here it is, the final episode of the year 2022. No best-of’s or end-of-the-year lists* and whatnot, just the standard weirdness and general discomfort listeners can expect from this project.

This month leans heavily into the blackened and the punk side of things; so hopefully to your liking. I’m also pretty sure this might be the first episode with two tracks featuring female performers, which is pretty embarrassing if I’m being honest. Here’s hoping for more diversity in personnel for the coming year.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

*I always appreciate (assuming the person doesn’t have shit taste) reading a well-curated best-of list. Please do not hesitate to share yours.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Hold Me Down – “Faces”
02) Gnaw Their Tongues – “Nihilism; Tied Up and Burning” (04:00)
03) Fetishism – “Death is the Key” (09:15)
04) Altar of Woe – “The Flame of Truth” (15:45)
05) Begat – “Begat” (20:05)
06) Agalloch – “The Lodge” (23:50)

Side Two:

07) Swordwielder – “Out of Hades” (28:15)
08) Doldrey – “Endless Torment” (35:55)
09) Sørdïd – “Another Day” (38:35)
10) Kobra – “C.P.D.M.” (39:50)
11) Salvation – “Voices in the House” (42:45)
12) The Creatures – “Sky Train” (49:55)
13) Nathalie Stern – “Then You Talk of War” (53:00)

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Episode 18

First episode of the New Year. This episode is a lot noisier than more recent iterations, if that’s not to your liking, then skip around. I don’t know what to tell you. Try something new.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Philip Johnson – New Age Sewage
02) Thy Sepulchral Moon – Spell I – Rain As Funerary Attendants (2:45)
03) Dragged Into Sunlight – To Hieron (5:33)
04) Akhlys – Tides of Oneiric Darkness (8:33)
05) FUROR – DIE REINA (13:13)
06) STCLVR – Fuck My Future (18:17)
07) Dead Boomers – All Daddy No Sugar (21:22)
08) Einstürzende Neubauten – Aufrecht Gehen (24:47)

Side Two:

09) Skin Chamber – Horde (28:25)
10) Stimulant – Untitled + Oil Based (31:33)
11) System Fucker – 自分自身を持て (32:36)
12) Crazy Spirit – Cool Death (34:13)
13) Subdued – Wander In the Dark (35:30)
14) Chaotic End – Fugitives of Silence (38:07)
15) Deus Vermin – Planetary Illness (41:11)
16) Halo – Raping the Raper (46:14)
17) Atrax Morgue – A Quiet Night of Murder (51:12)

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Episode 15

Welcome to the fifteenth installment in the A|E project. I’ve got a lot of skronk and punk for y’all this month; must be something with the warmer months but I haven’t been listening to much black metal. It’s also noisier without really venturing into much noise territory. Whatever, you’re not here for musings, enjoy.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Update: I replaced a track by an artist that requested their music be removed. Ended up switching things up and added another additional song.

Side One

01) Vaabnet – Himmelstrasse
02) Siege Column – Funeral Fiend (3:32)
03) Atrament – War Seed (7:29)
04) Spectral Voice – Lurking Gloom (10:17)
05) Dogpile – Inferno (15:20)
06) Pouppée Fabrikk – Distraction (19:13)
07) ROHT – Hlíðin (23:12)
08) Ces Cadáveres – Don’t Escape From Death (25:02)

Side Two

09) Jako Maron – Pendulé (28:02)
10) Mróz – Countless Cycles (32:35)
11) Howls of Ebb – The 6th Octopul’th Grin (34:56)
12) Great Falls – Go To Glory (40:15)
13) Wound Man – Rolled (43:56)
14) The Shits – I Know (47:13)
15) Spahn Ranch – Wonder and Perish (49:55)

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Episode 02

The second episode in my monthly mix series. The artists and their respective songs are as follows, with the start time noted within the parentheses following each track:

Side One
01) DAF – Ein Bisschen Krieg
02) Oranssi Pazuzu – Danjon Nolla (3:50)
03) Rienaus – Uhrilahja (7:30)
04) Von – Veadtuck (12:50)
05) Circle Confusion – (In the) Name of Survival (16:10)
06) Die Form – Bite of God (20:30)
07) Red Harvest – Last Call (24:02)

Side B
08) Peter Baumann – Biking Up the Strand (28:45)
09) Todd – The Knife Whisperer (30:46)
10) The Homopolice – Assfucker (34:12)
11) Anatomy – Hunting Song (38:12)
12) Amebix – I.C.B.M. (40:45)
13) Stormcrow – Cycle of Extinction (46:30)
14) Serum Dreg – Death Ritual (52:12)
15) Systral – Disaster Must Come (53:57)

Episode 01

The inaugural episode in my monthly mix series. The artists and their respective songs are as follows, with the start time noted within the parentheses following each track:

1) Bone Awl – Show Me
2) Warthog – Pig (3:07)
3) Wømb – He is the Preacher of the Gods (4:30)
4) Atriarch – Oblivion (6:18)
5) Mütiilation – Ravens of My Funeral (9:05)
6) Portal – Curtain (16:41)
7) Innumerable Forms – Life Beyond Life (22:15)
8) Mylingar – Början (24:53)
9) Systems Collapse – Death of an Idiot (31:05)
10) Hocico – Sexo Bajo Testosterone (34:28)
11) Children’s Hour – Slaughterhouse (39:29)
12) LIK – Djupa Sinn (43:45)
13) SQRM – Cut My Strings (49:19)
14) Axegrinder – War Machine (53:01)