Episode 81

I’ve returned with more nonsense and in record time, I believe. Heavy on the noise (kinda) and the slower pace (certainly) this month. Perhaps I was influenced by the full moon; it’s anyone’s guess. I have to be going now but I will rejoin you next month on the first Wednesday with more of this silly music. Thanks for the continued support. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Merzbow – “Spiral Blast”
02) Smut – “A Grandeur in the Beatings of the Heart” (04:30)
03) Luna Del Cazador – “Red Land” (08:55)
04) Corker – “No Necessities” (17:05)
05) Vaurien – “Le Voyeur Triste” (19:55)
06) Sentiero Dei Principi & Deathvoid – “Lava Forque” (23:00)
07) Vermes – “El Espejo” (26:55)

Side Two:

08) Prison Hell – “Violent Opportunity” (28:50)
09) Kiloton – “Spectre” (32:45)
10) Peace Test – “Slow Brain” (37:15)
11) Secretors – “Real World Data” (38:35)
12) Unruly – “Problem” (40:15)
13) Decrepit Altar – “Beckoning of the Moss Ridden Tombs” (44:45)
14) WarHorse – “Every Flower Dies No Matter the Thorns (Wither)” (49:20)

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Episode 80.5: Anxious Karaoke VI

I’m back with the annual glib adventure that is Anxious Karaoke. It’s been fun to relent in my obnoxious devotion to earnestness with this once-a-year exercise. Hope you enjoy it. I’ll be back in a couple weeks (less, actually) with a new episode of the regular doom and gloom. Happy Spring Equinox and Bear Down.

Thanks for the continued support. Onward. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Un Hombre Solo – “Cebras” by Alaska y Dinarama
02) Absolute Body Control – “Baby’s on Fire” by Brian Eno (04:35)
03) Displeasure – “Nothing But a Nightmare” by Rudimentary Peni (07:45)
04) Scarecrow – “Kill the Police” by Jesus and the Gospelfuckers (09:25)
05) Cursed – “Search and Destroy” by Iggy and the Stooges (12:00)
06) Schleimer K – “On the Road Again” by Canned Heat (15:25)
07) Królówczana Smuga – “Serce” by Siekiera (19:40)
08) War Drum – “First Steps” by Severed Heads (23:55)

Side Two:

09) Vermapyre – “To Walk the Night” by Samhain (28:05)
10) Yahwist – “Death II” by Pulp (30:30)
11) Cruel Master – “Legalize Murder” by GG Allin (34:25)
12) Merda Mundi – “The Bitter Taste of Emotional Void” by Mütiilation (36:00)
13) Oath of Cruelty – “Denied Birth” by Merciless (43:10)
14) Yellow Cross – “Artifacted Irreligion” by Benediction (46:55)
15) Insect Warfare – “Caught in a Dream” by Napalm Death (49:55)
16) Sleep – “Lord of This World” by Black Sabbath (51:25)

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Episode 76

Short turnaround but here we are with a baker’s dozen + of bizarre musical choices. This month’s offering begins with a lurch and honestly stays pretty “punky” for a big chunk of its duration. Lots of other weird explorations for you to ponder. I don’t have much else to say, so I will thank you for any support in the past, present, and future.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Treeline – “Viaduct”
02) Sunsmasher – “Mujeres Libres” (04:05)
03) Nëbrahhartën – “Serenity of Mortality” (09:30)
04) Constant Nausea – “Habitus ostatecznej alienacji” (15:35)
05) Portal Tomb – “Self” (18:05)
06) Vole – “Ortel” (24:30)
07) Extreme Noise Terror – “Bullshit Propaganda” (26:30)

Side Two:

08) Nikudorei – “Meat Slave” (28:30)
09) Voice Crack – “Turn Table Wax” (34:00)
10) Nurse With Wound – “Two Mock Projections” (37:35)
11) The Mob – “I Hear You Laughing” (43:40)
12) Flower – “What Else?” (48:25)
13) Naúx – “Too Much Sex” (51:15)
14) Crash Course in Science – “Flying Turns” (54:30)

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Episode 74

Hello again. Back with more of what you didn’t ask for. Heavier presence of electronics on this installment which I try to balance with all the crunch and screaming. Not too much noise, but we can’t have everything we want. I’m currently exhausted so I won’t be writing much more. Thanks for the continued support. I’ll be back the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Snowy Red – “The Right to Die”
02) DFHK – “Decay Force Hong Kong” (04:25)
03) Culled Hands – “Tree of Life” (06:30)
04) Morbid Suggestion – “I II III” (10:00)
05) Noktvrnvs – “Iter Vermivm” (16:30)
06) Mars Ultor – “Apotheosis” (22:00)

Side Two:

07) Abysmal Lord – “Bestiary of Immortal Hunger” (29:20)
08) Invultation – “Severed Umbilical Chaos” (32:15)
09) Somatic Decay – “Total Human Obsolescence” (36:20)
10) Thou – “House of Ideas” (40:10)
11) Groinoids – “Crematorium” (46:05)
12) Ed Hall – “White House Girls” (50:05)
13) Paul Roland – “The Puppet Master” (53:25)

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Episode 72

Greetings, this episode marks the end of the sixth cycle of this project. Next month will mark its sixth anniversary; I’m not good at basic math.

We kick things off with some noisy experimentation before gliding into more familiar blackened material. The second side begins with slower material before smashing into a sizable crust blossom that subsides into some slow-burn material.

That’s all I have to say subject matter-wise. Look after your own and don’t let these fascist bastards wear you down. I will return the first Wednesday of August for the sixth anniversary.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Shiver – “Prey”
02) Inevitable – “Renal Hypoxia” (05:00)
03) Cultum Interitum – “S” (09:50)
04) Knelt Rote – “Rumination” (14:50)
05) Temple Moon – “Ceremonial Decay” (18:20)
06) Gates of Dawn – “Crimson Mess” (21:40)His Hero

Side Two:

07) Devs Mortvorvm – “Orgy in the Graveyard” (29:00)
08) Gawthrop – “Odynometer” (34:55)
09) The Black Hand – “Straight Shooter” (37:55)
10) Forclose – “Gunfire” (40:45)
11) Phobia – “Blackened Day” (42:25)
12) His Hero is Gone – “Cavities + Chain of Command” (45:10)
13) Swimming in Bengal – “Apricot Haze” (49:40)

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Episode 70

Getting this month’s episode in at the last moment. Hopefully you haven’t been waiting too long. This installment has a strong rock music foundation I’d say. There aren’t too many

oddities this month, but that’s not a bad thing. I’d say it’s actually a rather upbeat affair save for the end. But that’s for you to suss out, I suppose.

Thanks as always for the support and keep up the fight. Don’t let these fascists wear you down. I will return the first Wednesday of June.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Nocturnal Prayer -“Basking in Corporeal Destruction”
02) Grógaldr – “Boiling Seed, Howling Spirit” (03:30)
03) Gaoled – “Becoming” (09:15)
04) Dropend – “Die?” (11:30)
05) Kreator – “Awakening of the Gods” (13:15)
06) Downwinder – “The Toxic Sawder” (20:40)
07) Blasphematory – “The Old Book” (24:55)

Side Two:

08) Naamath – “Light is Gone” (28:40)
09) Today is the Day – “Hermaphrodite” (34:00)
10) No Trend – “Mass Sterilization Caused by Venereal Disease” (39:45)
11) Mars – “Helen Fordsdale” (42:10)
12) Theatre of Hate – “Do You Believe in the West World” (44:35)
13) De Brassers – “Sick in the Mind” (49:00)
14) Pink Reason – “Motherfucker” (54:00)

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Episode 65

Greetings. I’ve returned like the snow did last night, albeit almost phantom-like in its fleetingness. There is much in the way of your metals of death and blackness this month. This installment also features a hefty amount of noise/sonic weirdness, not to mention electronics. Hopefully it soothes your nerves. Thank you for the continued support.

Schedule alert: I’ll be back the second Wednesday of January. I’m not wasting my time churning one of these out for New Year’s Day. January 8th will mark my return. May the end of 2024 find you well. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Paineater – “Genocide King”
02) In Obscurity Revealed – “Magnum Spectrum” (04:20)
03) Necrony – “Under the Black Soil” (07:05)
04) Pestilength – “Phorme” (11:30)
05) Flying Testicle – “Dark Eyes” (15:25)
06) Jimmy Smack – “Death is Certain” (23:00)
07) Lisa Gerrard – “The Rite” (24:55)

Side Two:

08) The Sun of Mithras “IV” (28:10)
09) Kampfar – “Flammen fra Nord” (31:15)
10) Satanic Magick – “Unbreakable Domination” (36:40)
11) Veins Like Vines – “The Wound-Bearer and His Lance…” (41:30)
12) Caroliner Rainbow Throw Up Fantasy – “Bow Tie Buddy” (45:40)
13) Schleimer K – “Come to Me” (49:10)
14) Nocturnal Emissions – “Don’t Believe It’s Over” (51:35)

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Episode 60

Greetings, faithful listeners. This episode marks the completion of the fifth cycle of the Anxiety Eternal psy-op. I hope this missive finds you well in this hellscape we call the present day.

To my tinnitus-addled ears this episode is as close to a representative example of the AE ethos as I’ve been able to muster for quite some time. This project is largely an of-the-moment exercise that isn’t always as diverse as I’d wish; time will routinely preclude me from checking as many genre boxes as I’d like while maintaining cohesion. Hopefully the sonic trail I lead you down isn’t too uneven.

With that being said, thanks to any and all support these past five years. I will return the first Wednesday of August with the next installment.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Numb – “Two Faces”
02) Midnight Climax – “Omnicide (Stench of Death)” (04:45)
03) Pierre Noir – “Welcome to the Black Rave” (09:10)
04) Medwegya – “Space Oddity” (14:00)
05) Eoforan – “Winterflagellea” (18:20)
06) Hagetisse – “Salvation for the Unpure” (21:30)
07) Putrid Temple – “Scorned Progeny” (25:50)

Side Two:

08) Nocturnal Blood – “Genocide Death Prayer” (28:35)
09) Mythic – “Winter Solstice” (32:00)
10) Hell – “Inscriptus” (35:35)
11) Bad Breeding – “Contempt” (40:30)
12) Severed Head in a Bag – “Mr. Dixon” (46:00)
13) Ritual Howls – “A Thoughtful Beast” (49:05)
14) Teenage Jesus and the Jerks – “I Woke Up Dreaming” (54:50)

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Episode 59

Greetings, thank you for returning with me this month. I’ve been feeling a bit sped up lately so you’re likely to notice that a number of the songs in this month’s iteration take their time to unfurl. That isn’t to say that there isn’t much pep, either. One pace is no pace to aspire to.

With that I’ll express my gratitude to any and all support this project has received as it nears the five-year mark. No plans to stop or slow down, either. Forever in/of/for the underground; or some other platitude. See you the first Wednesday of July.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Harvey Milk – “Plastic Eggs”
02) The Misanthrope Project – “Self Harm” (06:20)
03) Rigorous Institution – “Despotism” (09:50)
04) Stingray – “Trench Demon” (13:15)
05) Gehenna – “Know War / No Peace” (15:35)
06) Cult of Daath – “Conceived Through Black Mass Rape 
(Obscene Rites Part I)” (17:30)
07) Occult Blood – “Hexing in the Sepulchre” (24:40)

Side Two:

08) Nekus – “Stygian” (28:30)
09) Gath Šmānê – “Genocidal Alchemy” (34:15)
10) Unhinge – “Moral Anxiety” (41:15)
11) Sissy Spacek – “Untitled I” (42:15)
12) Corpse Desecration – “No Spiritual Values” (46:25)
13) Shadowseeds – “Kali’s Moon (Gamaliel)” (49:20)

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Episode 56.5: Anxious Karaoke IV

Back again with the newest installment of this series. I was finally able to “hit the stage” and belt out some idiotic and garbled versions of popular music (disco-era Kiss) at a wedding some months back. Perhaps that’s why this episode seems less…bleak, I guess, than most episodes. Oh well.

The weekend is here, let yourself be wild and free with these silly songs. See you in a few weeks with more of our regular fare. Thanks again for the support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Black Snakes – “Ain’t No Sunshine” by Bill Withers
02) The Ropes – “Down in Flames” by The Dead Boys (03:10)
03) Integrity – “Making Love With Devil” by Zouo (05:15)
04) Territory – “Buried Dreams” by Carcass (08:05)
05) Derailment – “Cancer Causes Rats” by Thug (11:35)
06) Mystifier – “Leather and Metal” by Poison (14:45)
07) Nunslaughter – “So It is Done” by Acheron (18:30)
08) HellGoat – “Evil Church ft. Predictor” by Enthroned (20:50)
09) Vermes – “Únete a los marginados” by Sudor (25:25)

Side Two:

10) Enbilulugugal – “The Bright Side” by Those Poor Bastards (28:05)
11) Sg.7 – “Hell is Where the Heart is – the Gospel of Tomas” by Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio (31:45)
12) Blessure Grave – “City Lights” by The Shadow Ring (36:30)
13) Void Vision – “Take My Breath Away” by Queen (38:45)
14) Haunted George – “I Put a Spell on You” by Screamin’ Jay Hawkins (43:40)
15) Black Traitor – “Way of the World” by Flipper (45:50)
16) Tafkata – “Children of the Revolution” by T. Rex (50:30)
17) The Honeymoon Killers – “Godzilla” by Blue Öyster Cult (52:40)

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