Episode 77

Welcome to the final episode of 2025. It was nearly the final episode of this series but I’ve decided to carry on; hopefully with a new computer to facilitate this monstrosity. Please, Santa Baby.

This month’s installment is admittedly a lil clunky in the transitions of sound/theme. I trust you’ll be able to soldier through if you’ve made it this far. If you’re a neophyte, it’s always ok to ask for assistance. I’ll leave you with this preface and thank you for any and all support. See you in the new year, the first Wednesday as always. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Zeni Geva – “Shi No Umi”
02) KEN Mode – “Ahriman” (04:05)
03) Sheer Terror – “Walls” (09:00)
04) Yellowcake – “Mind Scabbed Over” (11:40)
05) Dead in the Dirt – “The Pit of Me” (14:25)
06) Krypts – “Vanishing” (16:30)
07) Plague Patrol – “God From the Nameless Mist” (20:40)
08) Grave – “Inhuman” (24:20)

Side Two:

09) Consummation – “Heautontimoroumenos” (28:10)
10) Dogman – “Desperation” (35:10)
11) Foul Light “I” (39:15)
12) High Speed Violence – “Lust” (44:15)
13) Jon McCallum – “Across the River” (48:10)
14) Corpse Desecration – “Not Just Another White Man” (50:10)
15) Blood Tower – “The Fisherman” (54:25)

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Episode 72

Greetings, this episode marks the end of the sixth cycle of this project. Next month will mark its sixth anniversary; I’m not good at basic math.

We kick things off with some noisy experimentation before gliding into more familiar blackened material. The second side begins with slower material before smashing into a sizable crust blossom that subsides into some slow-burn material.

That’s all I have to say subject matter-wise. Look after your own and don’t let these fascist bastards wear you down. I will return the first Wednesday of August for the sixth anniversary.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Shiver – “Prey”
02) Inevitable – “Renal Hypoxia” (05:00)
03) Cultum Interitum – “S” (09:50)
04) Knelt Rote – “Rumination” (14:50)
05) Temple Moon – “Ceremonial Decay” (18:20)
06) Gates of Dawn – “Crimson Mess” (21:40)His Hero

Side Two:

07) Devs Mortvorvm – “Orgy in the Graveyard” (29:00)
08) Gawthrop – “Odynometer” (34:55)
09) The Black Hand – “Straight Shooter” (37:55)
10) Forclose – “Gunfire” (40:45)
11) Phobia – “Blackened Day” (42:25)
12) His Hero is Gone – “Cavities + Chain of Command” (45:10)
13) Swimming in Bengal – “Apricot Haze” (49:40)

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Episode 68.5: Anxious Karaoke V

Hello again, friends. I’ve returned with the fifth installment of the all-covers special known as “Anxious Karaoke.” I’m pretty pleased with the balance and variety of this year’s installment. Heavier on the evil-ing metal on side one while side two slides into some melody and dare I say tenderness. Hopefully you find something you like.

I’ll return shortly with your regularly scheduled, no-gimmicks-attached episode the beginning of April. A note, I’ll be out of town shortly, so episode 69 may arrive a day or so later than the first Wednesday of the month as is standard. Time will tell.

Thanks for the continued support. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Vengeance Sorcery – “Bleeding Sky” by Barathrum
02) Black Fucking Cancer – “Krossfyre” by Katharsis (04:20)
03) Krisiun – “Total Death” by Kreator (09:35)
04) Venefixion – “Ripped from the Cross” by Grotesque (12:35)
05) Altar of Gore – “Wizard of Gore” by Impetigo (16:35)
06) Rotten Sound – “Dead Shall Rise” by Terrorizer (20:40)
07) Tote Haut – “Shedding Skin” by Pantera (23:30)

Side Two:

08) Gulch – “Sin in My Heart” by Siouxsie & the Banshees (29:05)
09) Mind Eraser – “Teenager(s)” by Meat Puppets (32:05)
10) Neurosis – “Saturday Night Holocaust” by Dead Kennedys (37:45)
11) Daemon Jennings – “Gently Johnny” by Paul Giovanni & Magnet (44:10)
12) Unwell – “Don’t Beat Me Down” by Gordon Lightfoot (47:00)
13) The Residents – “This is a Man’s World” by James Brown (49:45)
14) Cyanide Tooth – “Clones (We’re All)” by Alice Cooper (53:00)

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Episode 62

Welcome back. I’ve got a bit of an “in like a lion, out like a lamb” situation for you all this month. Hopefully the noise and power electronics that kick off this episode doesn’t deter the fainter of heart. New things are good for you. Still lots of guitar-based music if that’s your thing, worry not.

Not much more to add, thanks as always for any and all support. Next month will feature two episodes as you’ll also be “treated” to the annual Samhain special. Before that I will return as usual the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Mouths Agape – “Praise”
02) Tølerant – “Peace Through Strength” (05:50)
03) Enbilulugugal – “XXXIII” (10:30)
04) Hexerei – “Essence of Ancient Evil” (15:05)
05) Como o Breu – “Luz que Fere” (20:20)
06) Ritual Death – “Ritual Death” (24:00)

Side Two:

07) Malicious – “Hideous Transformations” (28:15)
08) Lord of Putrefaction – “Wings Over a Black Funeral” (31:30)
09) Axefear – “Furnace of Fear” (35:30)
10) S.H.I. – “New World Order” (39:10)
11) Armor – “Proper Treatment” (42:45)
12) Deathcharge – “Untitled” (46:15)
13) The Sound – “New Dark Age” (50:55)

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Episode 59

Greetings, thank you for returning with me this month. I’ve been feeling a bit sped up lately so you’re likely to notice that a number of the songs in this month’s iteration take their time to unfurl. That isn’t to say that there isn’t much pep, either. One pace is no pace to aspire to.

With that I’ll express my gratitude to any and all support this project has received as it nears the five-year mark. No plans to stop or slow down, either. Forever in/of/for the underground; or some other platitude. See you the first Wednesday of July.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Harvey Milk – “Plastic Eggs”
02) The Misanthrope Project – “Self Harm” (06:20)
03) Rigorous Institution – “Despotism” (09:50)
04) Stingray – “Trench Demon” (13:15)
05) Gehenna – “Know War / No Peace” (15:35)
06) Cult of Daath – “Conceived Through Black Mass Rape 
(Obscene Rites Part I)” (17:30)
07) Occult Blood – “Hexing in the Sepulchre” (24:40)

Side Two:

08) Nekus – “Stygian” (28:30)
09) Gath Šmānê – “Genocidal Alchemy” (34:15)
10) Unhinge – “Moral Anxiety” (41:15)
11) Sissy Spacek – “Untitled I” (42:15)
12) Corpse Desecration – “No Spiritual Values” (46:25)
13) Shadowseeds – “Kali’s Moon (Gamaliel)” (49:20)

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Episode 58

Welcome back. This month’s installment is heavy on the death metal side of things while featuring a good helping of the experimental side of electronics. Funny how it works out like that at times.

Hopefully this month’s installment is to your liking. I will return the first Wednesday of next month. thanks for the continued support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Oath of Cruelty – “At the Tyrant’s Behest”
02) Mortal Incarnation – “Infinite Consciousness Unchained From the Mortal Incarnation” (04:40)
03) Plague Bearer – “Antichristian Inquisition” (11:00)
04) Impure – “Worship Them” (14:35)
05) Goat Tyrant – “Descend Into Damnation” (17:55)
06) Feeble Rot – “Halls of Whisper” (21:25)
07) Soft Shell – “Strange Shadows, Shifting Masses” (22:55)

Side Two:

08) Formal Defect – “Feel Your Crime” (28:30)
09) Martyr Colony – “Leviathan” (32:35)
10) Serration – “Weakness in Remorse” (37:15)
11) Catafalque – “We Listened For a Clap. There Was Nothing and We Laughed” (42:50)
12) Ash Prison – “Black Horizon” (48:05)
13) Cave In – “Casio Killtoy” (51:00)
14) Alternative – “Love and Life” (53:25)

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Episode 57

Hello once again. Hopefully the all-covers episode treated you well and you were left filled with mirth and nostalgia. But it is time to return to form.

April’s episode is filled to the brim with blackened noise and…regular noise, I guess. It also starts with a great deal of punk nastiness. Perhaps I’m raging against the dying darkness as the temperature soars and my mood sours. There’s no way anyone could know. BUT, you have nearly 60 minutes of sonic mayhem to use at your discretion. Please do so.

Thanks as always for any and all support. It is much appreciated. I will return the first Wednesday of May with more musical bullshit to tide you over until the next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Scumraid – “Chronic Isolation”
02) Fairytale – “Fairytale” (01:15)
03) Enewetak – “Hands Are Tied” (05:05)
04) Virgin Witch – “Nail of Dicara” (09:40)
05) Final Dose – “Like Rats” (12:50)
06) The Black – “The Priest of Satan” (15:20)
07) Phaunos – “III” (19:45)

Side Two:

08) Altarage – “Foregone” (28:55)
09) Dead World – “El Shaddi” (35:50)
10) Carbonized Organs – “Evil Rectum” (40:50)
11) Ariadne – “Feeble Heart” (46:40)
12) Zero Kama – “Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome” (48:35)
13) Scorpio Doctrine – “The Dragon Called Christ” (51:45)

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Episode 50

Here comes the fiftieth episode of this vanity project. So much time spent on what I deem to be “reputable” sounds; hopefully you’ve found me agreeable.

This basement (Hi, Anthony) that I’ve spent much of this project’s undertaking has cooked my brain so I am curious if the progressions make sense outside of this place in the world.

Side one is largely straight-forward and blackened; side two is relatively quiet, lyrics-wise. I’ll see you soon for more nonsense. I’ll see you all the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Death Vomit – “Holocaust”
02) Exmortem – “Funeral Phantom” (02:35)
03) Khthoniik Cerviiks – “Odyssey 3000” (05:50)
04) Skáphe – “III” (11:00)
05) Darkthrone – “Under a Funeral Moon” (15:05)
06) Black Hurst – “Hurst” (19:50)
07) Church Police – “Life is Fun” (24:35)

Side Two:

08) Nothing People – “Fatal Planet” (28:20)
09) Strangulated Beatoffs – “Exorcist III” (31:20)
10) Engürdetz – “Blodfest” (36:25)
11) Uranium – “We Deserve Death” (39:20)
12) Prurient – “Vertigo” (44:45)
13) Bardar – “Come With Me” (49:45)
14) Twenty Four Hour World – “Miracle” (51:55)

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Episode 44

Another episode “in the can.” A few more “heavy hitters” on this episode than normal, but I felt like giving some larger acts their flowers, so to speak. This month is heavier than normal (I guess) on acts from the electronic/experimental realm. Do with that information what you see fit.

I will be returning in a little over two weeks for the third installment of the all-covers “Anxious Karaoke” special. So look forward to that nonsense if you’re so inclined. On that note, enjoy the sounds and thanks for taking the time to listen.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Mas – “Celui Qui N’avait Qu’un Coeur”
02) Cyberplasm – “Perfect Body Pt. II” (04:15)
03) Pilgrim Screw – “Picher, Oklahoma” (07:40)
04) Rudimentary Peni – “The Only Child” (11:20)
05) Lindow Moss – “….and They Shall Gut Our Corpses with Their Silver Spoons” (12:45)
06) Boloto – “Призраки Прошлого” (16:50)
07) Master’s Hammer – “Útok” (21:10)

Side Two:

08) Infandus – “Dead Mountain” (28:35)
09) Abysmalist – “Black Lacquer” (31:40)
10) Thecodontion – “Stagonolepis (Robertsoni/Wellesi/Olenkae)” (37:20)
11) Stromstad – “Blood Consciousness” (42:00)
12) Delta Point – “No One is Looking Out For You” (45:45)
13) German Army – “Life In A Maze” (49:30)
14) Tristwch Y Fenywod – “Ferch Gyda’r Llygaid Du” (52:30)

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Episode 42

This installment was a fucking pain in the ass to introduce to the ether, but here we are. Probably the most diverse, sonically-speaking, episode in some time, but I think you’ll enjoy its odd cohesion.

Thank you for your continued support and I am looking forward to another year of miserable sounds.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Barren Soil – “Commodified Neurons”
02) Cloak – “Death Scene” (03:40)
03) Prehistoric War Cult – “Raiding the Enemy Village (As Foretold by the Sacred Bones)” (06:15)
04) Vile Ritual – “Ritual Burial” (09:20)
05) Certain Sacrifice – “Second Fall” (12:25)
06) Murderous Vision – “Numb” (18:05)
07) Xmal Deutschland – “Vito” (23:50)

Side Two:

08) Straw Man Army – “The Silver Bridge” (28:00)
09) Bastard – “Tragic Insane” (30:40)
10) Malleus – “Storm of Witchcraft” (33:50)
11) Geheimnisvoll – “Venomous Sorcery Through Hidden Darkness” (38:20)
12) SS-18 – “Undead City” (43:45)
13) Bacterium – “Sorites Paradox” (49:20)

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