Episode 49

I’ve returned with a new collection of depraved songs to dazzle and disappoint. This month’s episode is pretty heavy on black metal and its offshoots. At least relative to my recent output. Perhaps it’s my subconscious straining and bucking from the heat.

I’ve now officially been making song selections for strangers (at least this cohort) for four years. Thank you to all who have listened over the years. Hopefully you continue to do so as I begin year five of this project.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Gitrog – “I Am the Tower”
02) Kaarna – “Vaskimies ja punainen kirves” (02:40)
03) Absolute Key – “Absent Doors” (08:25)
04) Grok – “Emptied Out” (13:45)
05) Maeglin – “My Father’s Father’s War” (19:05)
06) Grave Chalice – “Descending Mirror of Ascending Flesh” (22:55)

Side Two:

07) Eggs of Gomorrh – “Elation Devout” (28:20)
08) Messe Mortuaire – “Filius Diaboli” (33:40)
09) Reputdeath – “The Reek of Emptiness” (40:00)
10) Grief – “Isolation” (46:00)
11) Anti-Cimex – “Prelude E-Minor / Criminal Trap” (49:50)
12) Hüstler – “Uniform Fetish” (53:35)

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Episode 41

Here it is, the final episode of the year 2022. No best-of’s or end-of-the-year lists* and whatnot, just the standard weirdness and general discomfort listeners can expect from this project.

This month leans heavily into the blackened and the punk side of things; so hopefully to your liking. I’m also pretty sure this might be the first episode with two tracks featuring female performers, which is pretty embarrassing if I’m being honest. Here’s hoping for more diversity in personnel for the coming year.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

*I always appreciate (assuming the person doesn’t have shit taste) reading a well-curated best-of list. Please do not hesitate to share yours.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Hold Me Down – “Faces”
02) Gnaw Their Tongues – “Nihilism; Tied Up and Burning” (04:00)
03) Fetishism – “Death is the Key” (09:15)
04) Altar of Woe – “The Flame of Truth” (15:45)
05) Begat – “Begat” (20:05)
06) Agalloch – “The Lodge” (23:50)

Side Two:

07) Swordwielder – “Out of Hades” (28:15)
08) Doldrey – “Endless Torment” (35:55)
09) Sørdïd – “Another Day” (38:35)
10) Kobra – “C.P.D.M.” (39:50)
11) Salvation – “Voices in the House” (42:45)
12) The Creatures – “Sky Train” (49:55)
13) Nathalie Stern – “Then You Talk of War” (53:00)

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Episode 37

Greetings from the beginning of Heat Death: North America.

This episode marks three years completed on this project and a tumultuous three years in general. Thanks to all who have supported over the years, I’m eager to be starting the fourth cycle of this project with the episode you’re about to hear.

I won’t drone on, other than to mention (in passing) how this episode features more “big” bands than previous episodes. It wasn’t intentional, but I felt like acknowledging it.

See you next time on the first Wednesday of the month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Cronos Compulsion – “Nameless, Ageless”
02) Mortician – “Zombie Apocalypse” (02:33)
03) Damaar – “The Goatphoenix” (04:36)
04) Sulfuric Hatred – “Sickening Munitions” (09:08)
05) Varathron – “Orgasmic Nightmares of the Arch Desecrator” (12:08)
06) Illkynja – “Ég er ljósið, eldurinn og upphafið” (17:45)
07) Myrdød – “Sky Pierced by Conjured Blades of Annis” (22:27)

Side Two:

08) Ditch State – “Worn” (28:00)
09) Minimal Man – “She Was a Visitor” (31:10)
10) Innenstadtfront – “Real. Simbólico. Imaginário” (34:28)
11) 1919 – “Alien” (36:45)
12) Flipper – “Survivors of the Plague” (39:45)
13) True Radical Miracle – “Scotch For Breakfast” (44:35)
14) Sex Vid – “Communal Living I and II” (49:50)
15) Terrorist – “Insane” (54:25)

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Episode 28

Welcome back, it has NOT been a while. Hopefully the cooling weather (for us in the Northern Hemisphere, at least) finds you well. This month’s installment finds me with an apparent split-personality. Side one is very heavy on metal while side two is almost solely in the vast realm of post-punk. Hopefully you don’t find it too jarring. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Entropy Created Consciousness – “Nights II – IX”
02) Sainte Marie des Loups – “Progéniture” (04:32)
03) Black Witchery – “Into Damnation Eternal” (10:08)
04) Cyanic – “Endless Scorn” (13:04)
05) Fleshrot – “Bubbling Cerebric Waste” (15:03)
06) Funeral Leech – “The Burden of Flesh” (17:40)
07) Blood Iscariot – “Untitled Two” (24:20)

Side Two:

08) Moral Order – “This is the Life You Must Live” (28:25)
09) Territorial Gobbing – “Moniker” (32:00)
10) Kris Baha – “Fuels the Fire” (34:35)
11) Sink – “Dream Map” (41:00)
12) Soror Dolorosa – “Trembling Androgyneous” (45:00)
13) Crux Ansata – “No Time For Lies” (50:40)

Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 21

Warm weather is rapidly approaching and with it comes a general lethargy that I think you’ll find adequately represented in these songs. I guess that’s an indirect way to imply that a lot of slow music awaits you. Not much else to say, get fucked up and zone out.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Buzzov*en – Loricet
02) Burning Witch – Tower Place (3:31)
03) Pan-Amerikan Native Front – Anti-Expansionist Diplomacy (8:39)
04) Wørsen – Broken Spirit (13:00)
05) Black Shoals – 1 (17:07)
06) Floating Black Prism – Hope Eater (22:35)

Side Two

07) Blitzkrieg Baby – Just Another Throat to Slit (27:54)
08) Lard – Generation Execute (31:12)
09) Children With Dog Feet – Commit Crimes With Me (36:44)
10) D-Sagawa – Destroy Me (39:52)
11) Early Graves – Mayday (42:00)
12) Vastum – Incel (44:51)
13) Asphyx – Riflegun Redeemer (51:18)

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Episode 20.5

Well, I decided to drop another “surprise” episode to break up the monotony of my current day-to-day and hopefully yours. We’ve entered year two of Life in Quarantine if you hadn’t noticed and most social gatherings are still largely taboo. It being my birthday shortly I would normally be slamming beers and belting out DLR at some hellhole karaoke bar. Alas, it will wait another year.

In lieu of such debauchery, I offer you, imaginary reader/listener, an extra mix for the month of nothing but cover songs. I have sworn off including covers in Anxiety Eternal episodes since they’re pretty LCD; but fuck it, it’s time for dumb fun.

I’ll be back the first Wednesday next month as usual with a new, canonical episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Family of Dog (The Feast of Ghouls)” by Necromantia
02) Kommodus – “Lord of the Storms” by Emperor (6:03)
03) Black Witchery – “Demoniac” by Blasphemy (8:14)
04) Gravecoven – “Hades” by Bathory (11:01)
05) Coffins – “Bonesawer” by Pungent Stench (13:44)
06) Depressor – “Largactyl” by Amebix (17:21)
07) Wound Man – “Disease of Ease” by His Hero is Gone (20:17)
08) Reverend Bizarre – “The Gate of Nanna” by Beherit (21:51)

Side Two

09) Coil – “Tainted Love” by Gloria Jones (28:30)
10) Hateful Abandon – “Spies in the Wire” by Cabaret Voltaire (34:02)
11) Pol Pot – “Eisbär” by Grauzone (37:38)
12) Nomads – “Lucretia, My Reflection” by The Sisters of Mercy (42:21)
13) Systral – “Confide in Me” by Kylie Minogue (46:24)
14) Physique – “Life’s Hard” by Framtid (49:01)
15) Battletruk – “Ready to Fight” by Negative Approach (50:32)
16) Pollution – “Downer” by Lush (51:24)
17) Slug Guts – “Order of Death” by Public Image, Ltd. (53:53)

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Episode 05

The fifth episode in my monthly mix series. The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Those Poor Bastards – Black Lightning
02) Noose Rot – Bound in a Dark House (5:24)
03) Ydintuho – Victims of Warcrimes (10:46)
04) Ruin Lust – Sacrifice (12:41)
05) Mortiferum – Vitiated Mortality (15:59)
06) In Slaughter Natives – Sacred Worms (20:55)
07) Matador – Angel (24:47)

Side Two

08) Infest – Fetch the Pliers (29:36)
09) Ride for Revenge – Your Blood For His Glory (32:47)
10) Dakhma – Varun (Of Unnatural Lust) (36:57)
11) Spit Mask – In a House Made of Wires (42:11)
12) Cult of Youth – Lace Up Your Boots (46:10)
13) Bodychoke – Your Submission (49:29)
14) Karjalan Sissit – ESS (55:39)