Episode 27

The weather is finally, mercifully transitioning to a station more to my favor; this likely contributed to a stronger presence of black metal than more recent episodes.

Beware the latter portion of this episode if you lack the endurance for noise. Other than that, enjoy yourself and let’s reacquaint next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) The Contortions – “Jaded”
02) Condominium – “Barricade” (03:40)
03) City Hunter – “Beyond Recognition” (06:41)
04) Ruach Raah – “A Ira do Lucifer” (07:33)
05) Goatpenis – “Anesthetic Vapors” (11:20)
06) Novae Militiae – “Orders of the Most-High” (14:45)
07) Carcinoma – “A Light to Pierce the Void” (19:20)
08) Swans – “Clay Man” (23:30)

Side Two:

09) Eyehategod – “Broken Down But Not Locked Up” (28:15)
10) Disembowelment – “Excoriate” (32:00)
11) The Ruins of Beverast – “Euphoria When the 
Bombs Fell” (36:20)
12) Slow Slow Loris – “Little Grey of Worm” (41:30)
13) Hate Audition – “This Is How You Will Live 
in the Land of the Law” (46:24)
14) Sedativ – “1” (50:50)
15) Blessure Grave – “Learn to Love the Rope” (54:13)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)

Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 22

Greetings from Hell! Warm weather and all its disgusting acolytes (pollen, sandle-wearers, backsweat, et al) are here. I’ve been on a sobriety kick, so be forewarned of some stranger-than-usual swerves ahead. Lots of bleeps, clicks, and groans. Not much else to include here, so I’ll bid you farewell. Until we meet again.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caged Bastard – “True Colours”
02) Morne – “Force” (3:19)
03) Kommand – “Radiation” (6:41)
04) Death Worship – “The Poisoned Chalice” (10:17)
05) Dødheimsgard – “Kronet Til Konge” (14:45)
06) Morbid Sorcery – “The Black Winds” (18:55)
07) Nox Morbum – “In Delirium” (22:15)
08) Special Interest – “A Depravity Such As This” (25:20)

Side Two

09) Martial Canterel – “Shadow Half” (28:23)
10) Executive Slacks – “So Mote It Be” (31:30)
11) Mommy – “Mommy” (35:42)
12) Horrendous 3D – “Conscience” (38:16)
13) Spine – “Rain Down” (40:06)
14) Egregore – “Astrotheology” (40:44)
15) Germfask – “000162 – Andresen, Bent B.” (43:25)
16) Directive – “Flagellation Command” (47:27)
17) Breathing Problem – “Lust” (49:35)
18) Ariel Kalma – “Casiopee” (54:20)

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Episode 21

Warm weather is rapidly approaching and with it comes a general lethargy that I think you’ll find adequately represented in these songs. I guess that’s an indirect way to imply that a lot of slow music awaits you. Not much else to say, get fucked up and zone out.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Buzzov*en – Loricet
02) Burning Witch – Tower Place (3:31)
03) Pan-Amerikan Native Front – Anti-Expansionist Diplomacy (8:39)
04) Wørsen – Broken Spirit (13:00)
05) Black Shoals – 1 (17:07)
06) Floating Black Prism – Hope Eater (22:35)

Side Two

07) Blitzkrieg Baby – Just Another Throat to Slit (27:54)
08) Lard – Generation Execute (31:12)
09) Children With Dog Feet – Commit Crimes With Me (36:44)
10) D-Sagawa – Destroy Me (39:52)
11) Early Graves – Mayday (42:00)
12) Vastum – Incel (44:51)
13) Asphyx – Riflegun Redeemer (51:18)

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Episode 20.5

Well, I decided to drop another “surprise” episode to break up the monotony of my current day-to-day and hopefully yours. We’ve entered year two of Life in Quarantine if you hadn’t noticed and most social gatherings are still largely taboo. It being my birthday shortly I would normally be slamming beers and belting out DLR at some hellhole karaoke bar. Alas, it will wait another year.

In lieu of such debauchery, I offer you, imaginary reader/listener, an extra mix for the month of nothing but cover songs. I have sworn off including covers in Anxiety Eternal episodes since they’re pretty LCD; but fuck it, it’s time for dumb fun.

I’ll be back the first Wednesday next month as usual with a new, canonical episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Family of Dog (The Feast of Ghouls)” by Necromantia
02) Kommodus – “Lord of the Storms” by Emperor (6:03)
03) Black Witchery – “Demoniac” by Blasphemy (8:14)
04) Gravecoven – “Hades” by Bathory (11:01)
05) Coffins – “Bonesawer” by Pungent Stench (13:44)
06) Depressor – “Largactyl” by Amebix (17:21)
07) Wound Man – “Disease of Ease” by His Hero is Gone (20:17)
08) Reverend Bizarre – “The Gate of Nanna” by Beherit (21:51)

Side Two

09) Coil – “Tainted Love” by Gloria Jones (28:30)
10) Hateful Abandon – “Spies in the Wire” by Cabaret Voltaire (34:02)
11) Pol Pot – “Eisbär” by Grauzone (37:38)
12) Nomads – “Lucretia, My Reflection” by The Sisters of Mercy (42:21)
13) Systral – “Confide in Me” by Kylie Minogue (46:24)
14) Physique – “Life’s Hard” by Framtid (49:01)
15) Battletruk – “Ready to Fight” by Negative Approach (50:32)
16) Pollution – “Downer” by Lush (51:24)
17) Slug Guts – “Order of Death” by Public Image, Ltd. (53:53)

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Episode 19

Another one in the books. It’s been a curious experience to compile the last two episodes while completely sober. I’m curious as to whether there is a noticeable difference to a listener. Meh.

This month’s installment is more akin to non-identical twins than a loopy, schizophrenic only child.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vile Spirit -Skew
02) Puro Odio – Condena (1:50)
03) Nocturnal Departure – Ritualistic Vomit (3:37)
04) Nachtmystium – Pitch Black Cadence (7:23)
05) Hail Conjurer – Blood Magician (11:43)
06) Tzompantli – Tlehco Tonatiuh – 1 (14:55)
07) Act of Impalement – As Their Temples Burn (18:18)
08) Tetragrammacide – Meontological Marga of Misanthropic Computation & Extensive Backwards Physics (21:10)
09) Lust For Youth – Ruins (24:48)

Side Two

10) December – Never.The.Sun (27:30)
11) L.O.T.I.O.N. Multinational Corporation – Hardware (31:19)
12) Ministry – You Know What You Are (34:22)
13) Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel – I’ll Meet You In Poland Baby (38:46)
14) O.L.D. – Outlive (43:27)
15) The Blight – Antihuman (46:55)
16) Crispy Ambulance – Four Minutes From The Frontline (51:43)

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Episode 18

First episode of the New Year. This episode is a lot noisier than more recent iterations, if that’s not to your liking, then skip around. I don’t know what to tell you. Try something new.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Philip Johnson – New Age Sewage
02) Thy Sepulchral Moon – Spell I – Rain As Funerary Attendants (2:45)
03) Dragged Into Sunlight – To Hieron (5:33)
04) Akhlys – Tides of Oneiric Darkness (8:33)
05) FUROR – DIE REINA (13:13)
06) STCLVR – Fuck My Future (18:17)
07) Dead Boomers – All Daddy No Sugar (21:22)
08) Einstürzende Neubauten – Aufrecht Gehen (24:47)

Side Two:

09) Skin Chamber – Horde (28:25)
10) Stimulant – Untitled + Oil Based (31:33)
11) System Fucker – 自分自身を持て (32:36)
12) Crazy Spirit – Cool Death (34:13)
13) Subdued – Wander In the Dark (35:30)
14) Chaotic End – Fugitives of Silence (38:07)
15) Deus Vermin – Planetary Illness (41:11)
16) Halo – Raping the Raper (46:14)
17) Atrax Morgue – A Quiet Night of Murder (51:12)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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Episode 15

Welcome to the fifteenth installment in the A|E project. I’ve got a lot of skronk and punk for y’all this month; must be something with the warmer months but I haven’t been listening to much black metal. It’s also noisier without really venturing into much noise territory. Whatever, you’re not here for musings, enjoy.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Update: I replaced a track by an artist that requested their music be removed. Ended up switching things up and added another additional song.

Side One

01) Vaabnet – Himmelstrasse
02) Siege Column – Funeral Fiend (3:32)
03) Atrament – War Seed (7:29)
04) Spectral Voice – Lurking Gloom (10:17)
05) Dogpile – Inferno (15:20)
06) Pouppée Fabrikk – Distraction (19:13)
07) ROHT – Hlíðin (23:12)
08) Ces Cadáveres – Don’t Escape From Death (25:02)

Side Two

09) Jako Maron – Pendulé (28:02)
10) Mróz – Countless Cycles (32:35)
11) Howls of Ebb – The 6th Octopul’th Grin (34:56)
12) Great Falls – Go To Glory (40:15)
13) Wound Man – Rolled (43:56)
14) The Shits – I Know (47:13)
15) Spahn Ranch – Wonder and Perish (49:55)

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