Episode 79

Greetings. I’ve returned with the latest edition of the series. This episode was the most eclectic in selection and song-order in quite a while. For the near-term, at least, I hope to lean into the latter trait and not be so orthodox in my tracking. Time will tell if I stay true to this goal.

We start off with a fair amount of body music before lurching into a glut of black metal interpretations. Following that I wanted to slow things down before finishing off with some dirging and noisy punk selections. Hopefully it’s to your liking, but if not there’s always next month.

That being said I will return the first Wednesday of March with the next strike. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows. Each track’s start time is noted in the subsequent parentheses:

Side One:

01) Belladonna Grave – “Difficult to Breathe”
02) In Absentia – “Comprehension” (04:05)
03) Von Magnet – “Alma Là XX” (07:10)
04) Moloko + – “Trance” (12:15)
05) The Revelator – “Commandment” (16:45)
06) Calvary – “Ravenous Lands” (20:55)
07) Burning Hammer – “Bloodstains and Ashes” (25:20)

Side Two:

08) Egyptian Ropes – “Unknown” (28:25)
09) Pagan Moon – “A Mountain, a Throne” (30:40)
10) Vrexiza – “Iron Spectres” (36:55)
11) Ebriach – “Ohne Titel” (41:50)
12) Fight Amp – “Bound and Hagged” (47:55)
13) Mutant Strain – “Pill” (52:10)
14) Haram – “جهاد, جهادي = Jihad, Jihadi” (54:25)

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Episode 77

Welcome to the final episode of 2025. It was nearly the final episode of this series but I’ve decided to carry on; hopefully with a new computer to facilitate this monstrosity. Please, Santa Baby.

This month’s installment is admittedly a lil clunky in the transitions of sound/theme. I trust you’ll be able to soldier through if you’ve made it this far. If you’re a neophyte, it’s always ok to ask for assistance. I’ll leave you with this preface and thank you for any and all support. See you in the new year, the first Wednesday as always. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Zeni Geva – “Shi No Umi”
02) KEN Mode – “Ahriman” (04:05)
03) Sheer Terror – “Walls” (09:00)
04) Yellowcake – “Mind Scabbed Over” (11:40)
05) Dead in the Dirt – “The Pit of Me” (14:25)
06) Krypts – “Vanishing” (16:30)
07) Plague Patrol – “God From the Nameless Mist” (20:40)
08) Grave – “Inhuman” (24:20)

Side Two:

09) Consummation – “Heautontimoroumenos” (28:10)
10) Dogman – “Desperation” (35:10)
11) Foul Light “I” (39:15)
12) High Speed Violence – “Lust” (44:15)
13) Jon McCallum – “Across the River” (48:10)
14) Corpse Desecration – “Not Just Another White Man” (50:10)
15) Blood Tower – “The Fisherman” (54:25)

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Episode 75.5: Samhain Special VI

Here we go again, the sixth installment of the Samhain series is now ready for your attention. For the uninitiated, this is an annual experiment in testing my listeners’ patience. A shorter episode in which I basically make a Halloween sound effects tape out of “intro(s),” “outro(s),” “interlude(s),” and other snippets of (mostly) instrumental passages. It’s a bullshit “dungeon synth” album, I guess. Anyway, I hope (think?) you’ll enjoy it. If not, a regular episode will be arriving shortly.

Thanks for the continued support and I will return with a new episode the first Wednesday of November.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Electric Wizard – “Our Witchcult Grows…”
02) Ærekær – “IV” (02:35)
03) Dune Mear – “Upon the Portcullis Rising…” (03:50)
04) Geheimnisvoll – “Intro: Into Nothingness” (05:00)
05) Savage Pleasure – “The Shimmering Darkness” (06:10)
06) Caver – “The Sum of All Decay” (06:45)
07) Doldrey – “Lentum Mortiis” (08:00)
08) DiabolicuM – “The Grandeur of Hell (Moloch)” (09:25)
09) Kapala – “Unto Ash (Outro)” (10:30)
10) Human Agony – “Outro” (12:15)
11) Abandon – “Abandon” (14:20)
12) Ludicra – “Tragaedia” (16:10)
13) Nightfell – “I” (18:15)
14) Bašmu – “Dimension of Agony” (19:45)
15) Stingray – “Controversy” (21:10)
16) Water Torture – “Product 2” (22:45)
17) Germfask – “004397 Hoehn, Maurice S.” (25:20)
18) Blut aus Nord – “Acceptance (Aske)” (27:00)

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Episode 67

Welcome back. I’ve returned with some more odd tunes to sate your appetite for the fringes of society. We start with a lot of punk before easing into more metallic territory. It subsequently goes off the rails a teensy bit which for those familiar shouldn’t mind.

Not much else to report other than to thank you for any and all continued support. It’s greatly appreciated. I will return the first Wednesday of March for episode 68. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Masakari – “Forever Cursed”
02) Suffocating Madness – “Their Legacy Shall Die” (02:00)
03) Lifeless Dark – “Medusa” (05:35)
04) Thanatos – “Terminal Breath” (10:50)
05) Infiltrator “Forgotten Virtue” (16:50)
06) Antimonument – “To Nothing” (21:50)
07) Crurifragium – “Deformed Lamb” (24:00)

Side Two:

08) Necromantic Worship – “The Scarlet Whore” (29:05)
09) Turiacus Tenebris – “Menhir na Sombra da Lua Cheia” (35:50)
10) Wind Cathedral – “Scatter the Carrion Crows” (39:05)
11) Peace Through Decay – “Lacerations” (44:20)
12) Courage of Lassie – “The Rose” (47:55)
13) The Black Maghreb – “The Spiraling Chasm” (50:45)
14) Ozeregroth – “Inevitable Tomb” (53:05)

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Episode 63.5: Samhain Special V

Greetings, fellow travelers. The time has come to immerse ourselves in the new season. The days shorten, the nights cool, and the atmosphere drys. If you’re in the Southern Hemisphere then this means nothing to you, of course. Apologies if I made this lame joke last year (and the year before).

As in years past, you’ll find ~30 minutes of odd and abstract sounds culled from various musical acts’ interludes, intros, and outros. Hopefully resulting in a coherent piece of audio for you to enjoy this Autumn/Halloween/whatever.

I’ll return in approximately one week’s time with the next “regular” installment of oddness. Thank you for the continued support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Abigail – “Intercourse and Lust”
02) Ründgard – “Vollmonddomänen” (01:25)
03) Cult of Youth – “Awakening II” (02:50)
04) Lore Liege – “Calm of the Woods” (04:30)
05) Howls of Ebb – “Gaunt Vertigo” (05:35)
06) (Dolch) – “Unbekannt” (06:45)
07) City Hunter – “Watching Blood Darken” (08:00)
08) Pain Teens – “Valley of the Sun” (08:35)
09) Ballard – “NullJ.S.” (10:15)
10) Stimulant – “Submission” (11:25)
11) Today is the Day – “Satan is Alive” (13:00)
12) Wildildlife – “Whooping Church” (15:40)
13) Saidan – “Untitled” (17:00)
14) SSSSSSS – “The Air” (19:20)
15) Bok – “Let the Sickness Guide You” (21:15)
16) Alpdruck – “Hell’s Maw” (22:10)
17) Sulfuric Hatred – “Transmission I” (23:35)
18) Reverorum Ib Malacht – “Credamus” (24:45)
19) Lamp of Murmuur – “Unconceivable Spectral Vision” (26:45)
20) Hellmoon – “Centuries of Blood” (27:30)
21) Toorvond – “Ode” (28:00)

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Episode 51.5: Samhain Special IV

I’ve taken to sweeping the discarded leaves of Summer which means the cool of Autumn is officially here. With that I offer you the fourth installment of the Samhain Special of dark ambient/dungeon synth material.

May your Hallows’ Eve be sinister and I trust this collection of sounds will help you usher in the season. I’ll see you in one week’s time with the next regular installment. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Profane Order – “A Barren and Everlasting Isolation”
02) Grave Chalice – “Bleeding Out the Stars” (02:20)
03) Lust Hag – “Winds of Hell’s Gate” (03:40)
04) Blood of Raui’Ahn – “Inhaled Fumes of Death” (04:45)
05) Nebulous of Blood – “The Coming of the New Lord” (05:50)
06) Pa Vesh En – “With Pain He Waits in Vain” (08:25)
07) Claws of Moriis – “The Night Is So Lovely” (11:15)
08) Sarcófago – “Recrucify” (13:45)
09) Bog Body – “Frigid Shivs Slit Their Throats” (16:00)
10) Nexul – “Memoriam” (17:45)
11) Gateway – “Nachtritueel (Evocation)” (20:20)
12) Cabinet – “Foul Structural Rot” (22:10)
13) Portal – “Outre'” (24:45)
14) Merciless Scum – “333” (27:20)

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Episode 51

Welcome back. The leaves are falling and a return to seasonal normalcy approaches. This month’s episode is pretty guitar-centric, but it kicks off with two electronic oddities. Not much in the way of melody this month either, but I doubt the faithful few of you will find that objectionable either. Not much else to say other than thanks for the support.

Also, I will return in a few weeks with the newest installment in my Samhain/dark ambient special. Stay tuned for that and be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Börning Mashiah – “Carcosa Dream”
02) [Code/Neda] – “Red Book of Terror” (03:35)
03) Saw Throat – “Inde$troy {edit}” (08:45)
04) Kärsimysnäytelmä! – “Juudas” (13:05)
05) Mons Veneris – “The Nightsky Spectres” (18:40)
06) Thy Black Blood – “I’ll Spit On Your Cross” (23:30)

Side Two:

07) Prayer Position – “The Garden” (28:40)
08) Manat – “Manat” (31:15)
09) Gore Beyond Necrosy – “Gurgling Spiral Repulsion” (33:50)
10) Conjureth – “Clotted Scripture” (35:00)
11) Musmahhu – “Thirsting for Life’s Terminus” (38:15)
12) Assumption – “Liquescent Hours” (45:45)
13) Converge – “You Fail Me” (50:30)

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Episode 48

Greetings, I’ve returned with more grinding discomfort for all. This month is pretty heavy on death metal and grindcore; lots of black metal and speed, in general. Must be the heat which is currently hampering my brain and spirit.

I’m currently on a vacation so I’ll keep this short and sweet. This episode ends the fourth year of this project and I don’t plan on quitting anytime soon. Thanks for any and all support. I’ll see you the first Wednesday of August for the start of Year Five. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Spore – “Already Here”
02) Insect Warfare – “Nuclear Deterrence”
03) Coffin Nail – “Blackjaw”
04) Phrenelith – “Chimaerian Offspring (Part 2)”
05) Anticreation – “Kathagiasis”
06) Degraved – “Exhumed Remnants”
07) Axxe Crazy – “Sand Made Glass”
08) Melissa – “Lara”

Side Two:

09) Fleshtemple – “Stump”
10) Immortal – “Cold Winds of Funeral Dust”
11) Mystical Forces – “Midnight Revelations”
12) Véreux – “Empester la mort”
13) Night Gospel – “The Beast of Bayville: The Return”
14) Alien Sex Fiend – “Hee-Haw (Here Come the Bone People)”
15) Poison Ruïn – “Frozen Blood”
16) Supay – “The Lord of Blind Justice”

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Episode 40

Back to our normal state of affairs after last week’s Autumnal/Dungeon special. Hopefully you faithful listeners were sated by episode 39.5’s subterranean hums, beeps, and groans over the Halloween weekend.

Which brings us to this month’s installment depraved collection of songs. The pace is largely lurching this go-around and hopefully it’s to your liking. The blood is thickening (or congealing depending on your condition) so breakneck speed isn’t a priority. Rest your bones and drink up the misery.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Желчь – “Tymop”
02) Grime – “Burning Down the Cross” (05:15)
03) Cavurn – “II” (08:45)
04) Superstition – “Passage of Nullification” (16:20)
05) Mortuary Drape – “Black Night” (21:00)
06) Tombs – “Golden Eyes” (25:30)

Side Two:

07) Claws of Moriis – “Worse than Hell” (28:25)
08) Weregeld – “All Fall Before Me” (32:50)
09) Ærekær – “VII” (35:05)
10) PP? – “I Am The Devil” (38:55)
11) Controlled Bleeding – “Dry Lungs” (43:20)
12) Misery Engine – “Sending The Invaders To Their Graves” (47:55)
13) Pö – “Laydo” (52:30)

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Episode 39.5

Here arrives the third installment in the annual “Samhain” episode. Once you begin this sonic journey you’ll be prepared for the darker months ahead of you. Unless, of course, you do not reside in the hemisphere in which this collection was assembled. In which case, I suppose you could utilize these sounds to cool your brow.

Hopefully this selection of songs finds you well. I tried to be more representative of the wider swath of genres I dabble within, so I may have over-shot myself. You tell me if this is incoherent. Enjoy and thank you for your support.

See you in one week for the 40th episode in our regularly scheduled malevolence.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Trench Stench – “Fullmoon Sacrifice”
02) Aucun – “Staring from the Hollows” (01:25)
03) Blot & Bod – “Kom i hu” (03:45)
04) Innumerable Forms – “Catacombs Beneath the Frozen Sea” (05:35)
05) Geld – “The Floor” (06:25)
06) Burnt Skull – “Abduction (Lost Underground)” (07:00)
07) Human Failure – “Disassembling Morality” (08:45)
08) Raspberry Bulbs – “Interlude II” (11:15)
09) The Gault – “Ire” (13:00)
10) Witchcraft – “Bewitchment at the Avernus Gate” (15:30)
11) Aisna – “Celsclan” (16:55)
12) Gate Master – “Ritual…Declaration…” (19:05)
13) Voids of Nirvana – “Orthopraxy Abandoned” (20:35)
14) Akitsa – “Dernier souffle” (22:00)
15) Vide – “It Just Is.” (24:05)
16) Agalloch – “A Celebration for the Death of Man…” (24:50)
17) Ifernach – “↟ ↟ ↟” (27:10)

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