Episode 39

The rain and the cool have returned which brings much joy to my heart. Gone (for now, at least) is the heat and the stinging brightness of Summer and in its place is a comforting chill.

Perhaps this abrupt switch in climate lead to this month’s episode being heavier on the black metal than recent installments from the hotter and sunnier months. Either way, this episode likely appeals to the “black metallers” out there. I haven’t much else to say this month. Enjoy and thank you for the support.

See you in three weeks for the third annual dungeon synth / dark ambient special.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Pa Vesh En – “A Funeral Procession”

02) Odz Manouk – “Damiens (The Regicide)”
 (04:55)
03) Chambre Froide – “Les enfants de Baal” (09:55)

04) Soldier-Tower – “Lon Laith”
 (15:45)
05) Current 93 – “Invocation of Almost”
 (19:50)
06) This Heat – “Triumph” (26:00)

Side Two

07) Stratvm Terror – “Darkgrave” (28:25)
08) Terror Cell Unit – “The Nuclear Family” (32:45)
09) Slick Son – “How to Erase Yourself” (36:30)
10) Persona – “Getting Fucked” (40:00)
11) Game – “Foundation and Empire” (43:00)
12) The Arm and Sword of a Bastard God – “Annex Wasteland” (47:25)
13) Swamp Witch – “Bayou Tomb” (52:00)

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Episode 30

The new year has arrived and I have a new episode for your consumption. Not much to say this month, hopefully we’re not wiped out by another mutation (or mutant…) before I can send out another missive. See you all next month and thank you for listening.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Louse – “Idiot”
02) tile – “Walk-in Closet” (03:05) 
03) Harry Pussy – “Sick Again” (06:35)
04) Kūka’ilimoku – “Mō’ī To Be Held In Awe” (08:05)
05) svrm – “Старість” (10:30)
06) Tergum Ambulare – “Departure to the Plains Unknown” (13:45)
07) Conqueror – “Domitor Invictus” (18:50)
08) Cryptae – “Monastic Tomb” (24:35)

Side Two:

09) Goatlord – “Sacrifice” (28:20)
10) Water Torture – “Population Control” (32:03)
11) E-Saggila – “Hidden Arena” (34:00)
12) Alvar – “Confusion By” (38:40)
13) Xeno & Oaklander – “Another” (42:08)
14) The Witch Trials – “The Tazer” (45:25)
15) Sons of Perdition – “Fallout” (51:15)

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Episode 27

The weather is finally, mercifully transitioning to a station more to my favor; this likely contributed to a stronger presence of black metal than more recent episodes.

Beware the latter portion of this episode if you lack the endurance for noise. Other than that, enjoy yourself and let’s reacquaint next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) The Contortions – “Jaded”
02) Condominium – “Barricade” (03:40)
03) City Hunter – “Beyond Recognition” (06:41)
04) Ruach Raah – “A Ira do Lucifer” (07:33)
05) Goatpenis – “Anesthetic Vapors” (11:20)
06) Novae Militiae – “Orders of the Most-High” (14:45)
07) Carcinoma – “A Light to Pierce the Void” (19:20)
08) Swans – “Clay Man” (23:30)

Side Two:

09) Eyehategod – “Broken Down But Not Locked Up” (28:15)
10) Disembowelment – “Excoriate” (32:00)
11) The Ruins of Beverast – “Euphoria When the 
Bombs Fell” (36:20)
12) Slow Slow Loris – “Little Grey of Worm” (41:30)
13) Hate Audition – “This Is How You Will Live 
in the Land of the Law” (46:24)
14) Sedativ – “1” (50:50)
15) Blessure Grave – “Learn to Love the Rope” (54:13)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)

Episode 23

Greetings! Gotta admit, my mind may have been (further) warped by this heat because I am here to present you with a surprisingly catchy, straight-forward episode this month. Crack yourself a domestic of your choice and let those eyeballs swim.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caustic Wound – “Cataclysmic Gigaton”
02) Friendship – “Grief” (3:21)
03) Repulsion – “Horrified” (5:54)
04) Sacrocurse – “Kirie Eleison” (7:38)
05) Laudanum – “Invoke” (10:50)
06) Teeth of Lions Rule the Divine – “New Pants & Shirt” (15:40)
07) Casing – “Circular Tombs” (21:00)
08) Oozepus – “Lypemania” (23:40)

Side Two

09) Anima Nostra – “Solemn Majesty” (27:50)
10) Kujo – “شعب عظيم”
11) Autoerotichrist – “If I Take My Meds It Will Stop” (37:15)
12) Thousand-Eyed Goat – “Blood Loti” (39:39)
13) Adverso – “Adventus” (42:38)
14) Imperial Triumphant – “Rotted Futures” (48:12)
15) The Sisters of Mercy – “Fix” (52:22)

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Episode 21

Warm weather is rapidly approaching and with it comes a general lethargy that I think you’ll find adequately represented in these songs. I guess that’s an indirect way to imply that a lot of slow music awaits you. Not much else to say, get fucked up and zone out.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Buzzov*en – Loricet
02) Burning Witch – Tower Place (3:31)
03) Pan-Amerikan Native Front – Anti-Expansionist Diplomacy (8:39)
04) Wørsen – Broken Spirit (13:00)
05) Black Shoals – 1 (17:07)
06) Floating Black Prism – Hope Eater (22:35)

Side Two

07) Blitzkrieg Baby – Just Another Throat to Slit (27:54)
08) Lard – Generation Execute (31:12)
09) Children With Dog Feet – Commit Crimes With Me (36:44)
10) D-Sagawa – Destroy Me (39:52)
11) Early Graves – Mayday (42:00)
12) Vastum – Incel (44:51)
13) Asphyx – Riflegun Redeemer (51:18)

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Episode 20.5

Well, I decided to drop another “surprise” episode to break up the monotony of my current day-to-day and hopefully yours. We’ve entered year two of Life in Quarantine if you hadn’t noticed and most social gatherings are still largely taboo. It being my birthday shortly I would normally be slamming beers and belting out DLR at some hellhole karaoke bar. Alas, it will wait another year.

In lieu of such debauchery, I offer you, imaginary reader/listener, an extra mix for the month of nothing but cover songs. I have sworn off including covers in Anxiety Eternal episodes since they’re pretty LCD; but fuck it, it’s time for dumb fun.

I’ll be back the first Wednesday next month as usual with a new, canonical episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Family of Dog (The Feast of Ghouls)” by Necromantia
02) Kommodus – “Lord of the Storms” by Emperor (6:03)
03) Black Witchery – “Demoniac” by Blasphemy (8:14)
04) Gravecoven – “Hades” by Bathory (11:01)
05) Coffins – “Bonesawer” by Pungent Stench (13:44)
06) Depressor – “Largactyl” by Amebix (17:21)
07) Wound Man – “Disease of Ease” by His Hero is Gone (20:17)
08) Reverend Bizarre – “The Gate of Nanna” by Beherit (21:51)

Side Two

09) Coil – “Tainted Love” by Gloria Jones (28:30)
10) Hateful Abandon – “Spies in the Wire” by Cabaret Voltaire (34:02)
11) Pol Pot – “Eisbär” by Grauzone (37:38)
12) Nomads – “Lucretia, My Reflection” by The Sisters of Mercy (42:21)
13) Systral – “Confide in Me” by Kylie Minogue (46:24)
14) Physique – “Life’s Hard” by Framtid (49:01)
15) Battletruk – “Ready to Fight” by Negative Approach (50:32)
16) Pollution – “Downer” by Lush (51:24)
17) Slug Guts – “Order of Death” by Public Image, Ltd. (53:53)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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Episode 12

The twelfth episode in my monthly mix series. Looking forward to beginning year two next month. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) The Swankys – Finally She Run Out of Patience
02) Geld – Balaclava Mask (1:34)
03) Bolt Thrower – World-Eater (3:05)
04) Seventh Circle – Dwelling Lucifer (7:38)
05) Gevurah – Cosmic Putrefaction (13:36)
06) Temple Koludra – Grey Apparition (18:06)
07) Intensive Care – Dust (23:05)

Side Two

08) Neon – Spiders (28:05)
09) Gara – La Arrière-Monde (33:03)
10) Raspberry Bulbs – Given Over to History (38:15)
11) Cult Ritual – Saturday’s Blood (42:35)
12) Deafkids – Vírus Da Imagem Do Ser (47:54)
13) Suppression – The Blood of Millions (49:59)
14) Butthole Surfers- 22 Going on 23 (51:29)

Episode 11

The (long-delayed) eleventh episode in my monthly mix series. The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caveman Cult – La eterna guerra sangrienta
02) Pisschrïst – All Out War (4:05)
03) Sacrilege – Lifeline (6:30)
04) Bathory – The Return of the Darkness and Evil (10:37)
05) Nächtlich – The Wonderful Blasphemy (14:00)
06) N.K.V.D. – U.C.K (17:37)
07) Harsh R – Dog People (21:31)
08) Part 1 – Ghost (24:18)

Side Two

09) Gnaw – Vacant (28:21)
10) Zenocide -Exit (33:12)
11) Black Curse – Crowned in (Floral) Vice (38:35)
12) Deathwomb – Enochian Keys (43:02)
13) Urfaust – Der hässlichste Mensch (45:50)
14) Christian Death – Dogs (49:51)
15) Hierophant – A Shadow Behind Your Shadow (52:28)