Episode 77

Welcome to the final episode of 2025. It was nearly the final episode of this series but I’ve decided to carry on; hopefully with a new computer to facilitate this monstrosity. Please, Santa Baby.

This month’s installment is admittedly a lil clunky in the transitions of sound/theme. I trust you’ll be able to soldier through if you’ve made it this far. If you’re a neophyte, it’s always ok to ask for assistance. I’ll leave you with this preface and thank you for any and all support. See you in the new year, the first Wednesday as always. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Zeni Geva – “Shi No Umi”
02) KEN Mode – “Ahriman” (04:05)
03) Sheer Terror – “Walls” (09:00)
04) Yellowcake – “Mind Scabbed Over” (11:40)
05) Dead in the Dirt – “The Pit of Me” (14:25)
06) Krypts – “Vanishing” (16:30)
07) Plague Patrol – “God From the Nameless Mist” (20:40)
08) Grave – “Inhuman” (24:20)

Side Two:

09) Consummation – “Heautontimoroumenos” (28:10)
10) Dogman – “Desperation” (35:10)
11) Foul Light “I” (39:15)
12) High Speed Violence – “Lust” (44:15)
13) Jon McCallum – “Across the River” (48:10)
14) Corpse Desecration – “Not Just Another White Man” (50:10)
15) Blood Tower – “The Fisherman” (54:25)

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Episode 74

Hello again. Back with more of what you didn’t ask for. Heavier presence of electronics on this installment which I try to balance with all the crunch and screaming. Not too much noise, but we can’t have everything we want. I’m currently exhausted so I won’t be writing much more. Thanks for the continued support. I’ll be back the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Snowy Red – “The Right to Die”
02) DFHK – “Decay Force Hong Kong” (04:25)
03) Culled Hands – “Tree of Life” (06:30)
04) Morbid Suggestion – “I II III” (10:00)
05) Noktvrnvs – “Iter Vermivm” (16:30)
06) Mars Ultor – “Apotheosis” (22:00)

Side Two:

07) Abysmal Lord – “Bestiary of Immortal Hunger” (29:20)
08) Invultation – “Severed Umbilical Chaos” (32:15)
09) Somatic Decay – “Total Human Obsolescence” (36:20)
10) Thou – “House of Ideas” (40:10)
11) Groinoids – “Crematorium” (46:05)
12) Ed Hall – “White House Girls” (50:05)
13) Paul Roland – “The Puppet Master” (53:25)

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Episode 71

Greetings, fellow odds. This month’s installment kicks off quick with some hardcore punk nastiness before settling into some metal of death. Episode 71 also features the longest track I’ve included to date. Always trying to push boundaries, I guess.

That’s all I have to say. Thanks as always for any support. Hopefully this finds you well. I’ll be back the first Wednesday in July, likely losing my grip on reality due to heat exhaustion.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Loose Nukes – “Paranoid”
02) Salvaje Punk – “Separados” (01:45)
03) Cancer Spreading – “Buried Under Years of Dust” (04:00)
04) Chainsword – “Primarch” (07:00)
05) Death Pulsation – “Death Salvation” (11:25)
06) Samiarus – “Eradicating Wind” (15:30)
07) Mournful Congregation – “Astralic Dreams” (18:05)

Side Two:

08) Cobalt – “Arsonry” (28:05)
09) Offret – “Зверь” (33:45)
10) Apologoethia – “De Humanae Natura” (37:05)
11) Doxa Sinistra – “No Car, No Job” (43:30)
12) Clock DVA – “Relentless” (46:15)
13) Glorious Din – “Empty Milkbar” (51:20)

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Episode 66

Greetings, pardon for the delay in my return. I was out of town longer than planned and returned to my lair only for the dreaded noro virus to strike a member of my family. All seems well now so let’s get down to business.

I must admit this episode might feel a little rough around the edges. I still think all the songs are phenomenal, but it might seem a bit odder than usual the order of things. Oh well, right?

Some newer music as well as a track or two that I’ve been trying to get to for a few years now which is a bit of a relief if I’m being honest. Not much else to say other than thanks for the continued report and barring unforeseen circumstances I’ll return the first Wednesday of February. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Vorum – “In Grime in Lust”
02) Suffocation – “Bloodchurn” (02:55)
03) Assück – “Wartorn” (05:35)
04) Engulfed – “Occult Incantations” (07:00)
05) MSW – “O Brother” (14:30)
06) Of the Wand & the Moon – “Tear it Apart” (21:20)
07) King Dude – “Our Everlasting Life” (25:45)

Side Two:
08) Zohra – “Discipline” (28:00)
09) Houses of Heaven – “All Possible Obstacles are Present” (34:00)
10) Cave Sex – “Survival / Affliction” (37:30)
11) Placebo Effect – “Move (Animation Remix)” (40:40)
12) Hässlig – “Watch Them Hang” (44:35)
13) Necrosorcery – “Pastoral Impalement” (48:00)
14) Drelnoch – “Abhorrent Alchemy” (53:45)

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Episode 60

Greetings, faithful listeners. This episode marks the completion of the fifth cycle of the Anxiety Eternal psy-op. I hope this missive finds you well in this hellscape we call the present day.

To my tinnitus-addled ears this episode is as close to a representative example of the AE ethos as I’ve been able to muster for quite some time. This project is largely an of-the-moment exercise that isn’t always as diverse as I’d wish; time will routinely preclude me from checking as many genre boxes as I’d like while maintaining cohesion. Hopefully the sonic trail I lead you down isn’t too uneven.

With that being said, thanks to any and all support these past five years. I will return the first Wednesday of August with the next installment.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Numb – “Two Faces”
02) Midnight Climax – “Omnicide (Stench of Death)” (04:45)
03) Pierre Noir – “Welcome to the Black Rave” (09:10)
04) Medwegya – “Space Oddity” (14:00)
05) Eoforan – “Winterflagellea” (18:20)
06) Hagetisse – “Salvation for the Unpure” (21:30)
07) Putrid Temple – “Scorned Progeny” (25:50)

Side Two:

08) Nocturnal Blood – “Genocide Death Prayer” (28:35)
09) Mythic – “Winter Solstice” (32:00)
10) Hell – “Inscriptus” (35:35)
11) Bad Breeding – “Contempt” (40:30)
12) Severed Head in a Bag – “Mr. Dixon” (46:00)
13) Ritual Howls – “A Thoughtful Beast” (49:05)
14) Teenage Jesus and the Jerks – “I Woke Up Dreaming” (54:50)

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Episode 51

Welcome back. The leaves are falling and a return to seasonal normalcy approaches. This month’s episode is pretty guitar-centric, but it kicks off with two electronic oddities. Not much in the way of melody this month either, but I doubt the faithful few of you will find that objectionable either. Not much else to say other than thanks for the support.

Also, I will return in a few weeks with the newest installment in my Samhain/dark ambient special. Stay tuned for that and be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Börning Mashiah – “Carcosa Dream”
02) [Code/Neda] – “Red Book of Terror” (03:35)
03) Saw Throat – “Inde$troy {edit}” (08:45)
04) Kärsimysnäytelmä! – “Juudas” (13:05)
05) Mons Veneris – “The Nightsky Spectres” (18:40)
06) Thy Black Blood – “I’ll Spit On Your Cross” (23:30)

Side Two:

07) Prayer Position – “The Garden” (28:40)
08) Manat – “Manat” (31:15)
09) Gore Beyond Necrosy – “Gurgling Spiral Repulsion” (33:50)
10) Conjureth – “Clotted Scripture” (35:00)
11) Musmahhu – “Thirsting for Life’s Terminus” (38:15)
12) Assumption – “Liquescent Hours” (45:45)
13) Converge – “You Fail Me” (50:30)

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Episode 42

This installment was a fucking pain in the ass to introduce to the ether, but here we are. Probably the most diverse, sonically-speaking, episode in some time, but I think you’ll enjoy its odd cohesion.

Thank you for your continued support and I am looking forward to another year of miserable sounds.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Barren Soil – “Commodified Neurons”
02) Cloak – “Death Scene” (03:40)
03) Prehistoric War Cult – “Raiding the Enemy Village (As Foretold by the Sacred Bones)” (06:15)
04) Vile Ritual – “Ritual Burial” (09:20)
05) Certain Sacrifice – “Second Fall” (12:25)
06) Murderous Vision – “Numb” (18:05)
07) Xmal Deutschland – “Vito” (23:50)

Side Two:

08) Straw Man Army – “The Silver Bridge” (28:00)
09) Bastard – “Tragic Insane” (30:40)
10) Malleus – “Storm of Witchcraft” (33:50)
11) Geheimnisvoll – “Venomous Sorcery Through Hidden Darkness” (38:20)
12) SS-18 – “Undead City” (43:45)
13) Bacterium – “Sorites Paradox” (49:20)

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Episode 32

First Wednesday of the month means it’s time for more filth. This month’s installment feels pretty parabolic to me, but that could be the lack of sleep. Not a lot of noise/experimental material this time around, but there’s lots of feedback, so worry not.

Reminder that the second annual covers/”karaoke” episode will be dropping Friday, March 18th. Set your expectations for mediocre. See you in a few weeks. Thanks for stopping by.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Near Death – “Except Me”
02) Mutant Video – “Headboard” (04:07)
03) Luminous Vault – “Birthblood” (08:14)
04) Byyrth – “Cry of the Wurdelak” (15:15)
05) Sarcófago – “Nightmare” (19:04)
06) Dogman – ”Vampyric Death” (24:32)

Side Two

07) Misrule – “Maggot” (28:02)
08) Coffins – “Decapitated Crawl” (29:47)
09) Bowel – “No Escape” (33:43)
10) Necrot – “Blood Offerings” (40:07)
11) Sarin Reaper – “Godless Transmogrifier” (45:15)
12) fosso – “Semente do Infinito Pt II” (47:57)
13) Envy – “A Suicide” (52:00)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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