Episode 30

The new year has arrived and I have a new episode for your consumption. Not much to say this month, hopefully we’re not wiped out by another mutation (or mutant…) before I can send out another missive. See you all next month and thank you for listening.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Louse – “Idiot”
02) tile – “Walk-in Closet” (03:05) 
03) Harry Pussy – “Sick Again” (06:35)
04) Kūka’ilimoku – “Mō’ī To Be Held In Awe” (08:05)
05) svrm – “Старість” (10:30)
06) Tergum Ambulare – “Departure to the Plains Unknown” (13:45)
07) Conqueror – “Domitor Invictus” (18:50)
08) Cryptae – “Monastic Tomb” (24:35)

Side Two:

09) Goatlord – “Sacrifice” (28:20)
10) Water Torture – “Population Control” (32:03)
11) E-Saggila – “Hidden Arena” (34:00)
12) Alvar – “Confusion By” (38:40)
13) Xeno & Oaklander – “Another” (42:08)
14) The Witch Trials – “The Tazer” (45:25)
15) Sons of Perdition – “Fallout” (51:15)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 23

Greetings! Gotta admit, my mind may have been (further) warped by this heat because I am here to present you with a surprisingly catchy, straight-forward episode this month. Crack yourself a domestic of your choice and let those eyeballs swim.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caustic Wound – “Cataclysmic Gigaton”
02) Friendship – “Grief” (3:21)
03) Repulsion – “Horrified” (5:54)
04) Sacrocurse – “Kirie Eleison” (7:38)
05) Laudanum – “Invoke” (10:50)
06) Teeth of Lions Rule the Divine – “New Pants & Shirt” (15:40)
07) Casing – “Circular Tombs” (21:00)
08) Oozepus – “Lypemania” (23:40)

Side Two

09) Anima Nostra – “Solemn Majesty” (27:50)
10) Kujo – “شعب عظيم”
11) Autoerotichrist – “If I Take My Meds It Will Stop” (37:15)
12) Thousand-Eyed Goat – “Blood Loti” (39:39)
13) Adverso – “Adventus” (42:38)
14) Imperial Triumphant – “Rotted Futures” (48:12)
15) The Sisters of Mercy – “Fix” (52:22)

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Episode 21

Warm weather is rapidly approaching and with it comes a general lethargy that I think you’ll find adequately represented in these songs. I guess that’s an indirect way to imply that a lot of slow music awaits you. Not much else to say, get fucked up and zone out.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Buzzov*en – Loricet
02) Burning Witch – Tower Place (3:31)
03) Pan-Amerikan Native Front – Anti-Expansionist Diplomacy (8:39)
04) Wørsen – Broken Spirit (13:00)
05) Black Shoals – 1 (17:07)
06) Floating Black Prism – Hope Eater (22:35)

Side Two

07) Blitzkrieg Baby – Just Another Throat to Slit (27:54)
08) Lard – Generation Execute (31:12)
09) Children With Dog Feet – Commit Crimes With Me (36:44)
10) D-Sagawa – Destroy Me (39:52)
11) Early Graves – Mayday (42:00)
12) Vastum – Incel (44:51)
13) Asphyx – Riflegun Redeemer (51:18)

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Episode 20

Winter is winding down and the first (hopefully only) anniversary of the ongoing quarantine’s arrival is mere days away. The world is still hell, so let’s just get to the meat.

This might be the “heaviest” episode yet if that’s something anyone cares about. Lotsa death metal and heavy electronics throughout the affair. Strap in and we’ll meet again next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Diabolic Oath – Opening The Gates To 
Blasphemic Domination
02) Antichrist Siege Machine – Hanged by the 
Bell Rope (4:52)
03) Triumvir Foul – Endless Spiritual Violence (7:43)
04) Autokrator – Le Sang Impur (11:15)
05) Diva Serpent – Under a White Sun (17:25)
06) Burnt Skull – Sewer Birth (21:18)
07) Evil Sermon – Christ? (24:20)

Side Two

08) Hexentanz – Attic (27:52)
09) Click Click – Sweet Stuff (31:43)
10) Alaric – Your God (36:15)
11) Church Whip – Incandescere (40:42)
12) Blot & Bod – UI (43:23)
13) Katharsis – Kross Fyre […] (47:05)
14) Blasphemy – Blasphemy (52:58)

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Episode 19

Another one in the books. It’s been a curious experience to compile the last two episodes while completely sober. I’m curious as to whether there is a noticeable difference to a listener. Meh.

This month’s installment is more akin to non-identical twins than a loopy, schizophrenic only child.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vile Spirit -Skew
02) Puro Odio – Condena (1:50)
03) Nocturnal Departure – Ritualistic Vomit (3:37)
04) Nachtmystium – Pitch Black Cadence (7:23)
05) Hail Conjurer – Blood Magician (11:43)
06) Tzompantli – Tlehco Tonatiuh – 1 (14:55)
07) Act of Impalement – As Their Temples Burn (18:18)
08) Tetragrammacide – Meontological Marga of Misanthropic Computation & Extensive Backwards Physics (21:10)
09) Lust For Youth – Ruins (24:48)

Side Two

10) December – Never.The.Sun (27:30)
11) L.O.T.I.O.N. Multinational Corporation – Hardware (31:19)
12) Ministry – You Know What You Are (34:22)
13) Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel – I’ll Meet You In Poland Baby (38:46)
14) O.L.D. – Outlive (43:27)
15) The Blight – Antihuman (46:55)
16) Crispy Ambulance – Four Minutes From The Frontline (51:43)

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Episode 18

First episode of the New Year. This episode is a lot noisier than more recent iterations, if that’s not to your liking, then skip around. I don’t know what to tell you. Try something new.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Philip Johnson – New Age Sewage
02) Thy Sepulchral Moon – Spell I – Rain As Funerary Attendants (2:45)
03) Dragged Into Sunlight – To Hieron (5:33)
04) Akhlys – Tides of Oneiric Darkness (8:33)
05) FUROR – DIE REINA (13:13)
06) STCLVR – Fuck My Future (18:17)
07) Dead Boomers – All Daddy No Sugar (21:22)
08) Einstürzende Neubauten – Aufrecht Gehen (24:47)

Side Two:

09) Skin Chamber – Horde (28:25)
10) Stimulant – Untitled + Oil Based (31:33)
11) System Fucker – 自分自身を持て (32:36)
12) Crazy Spirit – Cool Death (34:13)
13) Subdued – Wander In the Dark (35:30)
14) Chaotic End – Fugitives of Silence (38:07)
15) Deus Vermin – Planetary Illness (41:11)
16) Halo – Raping the Raper (46:14)
17) Atrax Morgue – A Quiet Night of Murder (51:12)

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Episode 17

Welcome to another installment of insomnia-addled clattering and clanging noise. Pretty heavy on the death metal this month, so have at it if that’s your thing. I feel like this ended up very couplet-filled, which can be nice, I guess. Until next month/year. I bid you good day.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vide – Shadows
02) Stinkfist – Crumb (05:20)
03) Pain Teens – Inside Me (10:43)
04) Golpe – Non Piegarti (14:22)
05) Funeral Chic – Rotten to the Core (15:45)
06) Infernal Coil – Bodies Set in Ashen Death (18:35)
07) Gravecoven – Furious Fires (23:48)

Side Two

08) Dagger Lust – Dagger Emergence (Slit) (28:31)
09) Dead Congregation – Voices (30:50)
10) Sourvein – Dirgewine (34:49)
11) Dystopia – Hands That Mold (39:16)
12) S.H.I.T. – Losing in the 21st Century (45:23)
13) Verglas – Rechute (47:37)
14) Gall – Hereditary Defect (50:12)
15) Vile Horrendous Aerial Bombardment – The Narmada Damned (50:53)
16) Sixth Comm – Foretold (51:53)

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Episode 14

This is the fourteenth episode of this project. This month’s episode is much heavier on the “punk” side of things than previous episodes for no apparent reason. Listeners can still expect the same overall feelings of dread and claustrophobia, however. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cabaret Voltaire – Loves in Vein
02) No Sanctuary – Wytchtanyc Hellbykers (4:00)
03) Sanctum – Forging Minds (08:44)
04) Crematory Stench – Septic Offals (12:10)
05) Ulthar – Cudgel (16:55)
06) Witch Ward – Sacrificial Monolith (21:50)
07) Adzalaan – Vermilion in Abstentia (24:10)

Side Two

08) Revenant Marquis – Propagator of an Unspeakable Incestuous Coven (28:28)
09) Couch Slut – The Stupid Man (33:10)
10) Oily Boys – Stick Him (37:50)
11) Destripados – Cuerpos Kemados Kalcinados (42:05)
12) Human Agony – Eviscerated for Ritual (44:08)
13) Whippet of Trench – Scraping Hands (47:05)
14) Rakta – Falha Comum (51:38)