Episode 49

I’ve returned with a new collection of depraved songs to dazzle and disappoint. This month’s episode is pretty heavy on black metal and its offshoots. At least relative to my recent output. Perhaps it’s my subconscious straining and bucking from the heat.

I’ve now officially been making song selections for strangers (at least this cohort) for four years. Thank you to all who have listened over the years. Hopefully you continue to do so as I begin year five of this project.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Gitrog – “I Am the Tower”
02) Kaarna – “Vaskimies ja punainen kirves” (02:40)
03) Absolute Key – “Absent Doors” (08:25)
04) Grok – “Emptied Out” (13:45)
05) Maeglin – “My Father’s Father’s War” (19:05)
06) Grave Chalice – “Descending Mirror of Ascending Flesh” (22:55)

Side Two:

07) Eggs of Gomorrh – “Elation Devout” (28:20)
08) Messe Mortuaire – “Filius Diaboli” (33:40)
09) Reputdeath – “The Reek of Emptiness” (40:00)
10) Grief – “Isolation” (46:00)
11) Anti-Cimex – “Prelude E-Minor / Criminal Trap” (49:50)
12) Hüstler – “Uniform Fetish” (53:35)

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Episode 40

Back to our normal state of affairs after last week’s Autumnal/Dungeon special. Hopefully you faithful listeners were sated by episode 39.5’s subterranean hums, beeps, and groans over the Halloween weekend.

Which brings us to this month’s installment depraved collection of songs. The pace is largely lurching this go-around and hopefully it’s to your liking. The blood is thickening (or congealing depending on your condition) so breakneck speed isn’t a priority. Rest your bones and drink up the misery.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Желчь – “Tymop”
02) Grime – “Burning Down the Cross” (05:15)
03) Cavurn – “II” (08:45)
04) Superstition – “Passage of Nullification” (16:20)
05) Mortuary Drape – “Black Night” (21:00)
06) Tombs – “Golden Eyes” (25:30)

Side Two:

07) Claws of Moriis – “Worse than Hell” (28:25)
08) Weregeld – “All Fall Before Me” (32:50)
09) Ærekær – “VII” (35:05)
10) PP? – “I Am The Devil” (38:55)
11) Controlled Bleeding – “Dry Lungs” (43:20)
12) Misery Engine – “Sending The Invaders To Their Graves” (47:55)
13) Pö – “Laydo” (52:30)

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Episode 38

Welcome back, friends. The heat is breaking and it rained all day today which places me in a superior mood for this monthly exercise. Hopefully you, the listener, find this installment to be smoother and less formulaic than the last few. I try not to fall into a pattern but no one is immune to the siren song of “That’ll do.”

That being said, I feel like this episode is very natural in its unfurling and eventual denouement. Hopefully you find it enjoyable.

See you the first Wednesday of next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Tortvred Realm – “‘Neath a Storm ov Savage Steel”

02) Waskerley Way – “Flower Show”
 (03:45)
03) Fall of Saigon – “On the Beach at Fontana”
 (07:40)
04) Twin Stumps – “Beyond the Door”
 (10:45)
05) Black Army Jacket – “Empire of Tears” (15:10)

06) Gag – “Prison Wife” (21:00)
07) Fashion Change – “Death is a Mirror 2” (22:20)

08) Arnaut Pavle – “Eat the Soil from This Grave” (24:00)

Side Two:

09) Bobak – “And the Moon” (28:20)
10) Vorde – “Hatewave” (31:35)
11) Cabinet – “Claustrophobic Dysentery Excreted From the Chiffonier” (37:55)
12) Slog – “Hidden Realities” (43:00)
13) Then Tingari – “Hungry” (47:25)
14) Dead Can Dance – “In Power We Entrust the Love Advocated” (53:10)

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Episode 34

I have returned with nearly an hour’s worth of filth and depravity. Not a great deal of variety ( genre-wise, at least) on this month’s episode, but there are some real gems in here. Those unfamiliar or perhaps even averse to more experimental sounds, steel yourself as you’re likely familiar with the artists’ other work. Namely Uniform, Intensive Care, Endless Blockade, et al. Other than that, I don’t have much to report; I’ll let the sounds do the work.

Thank you as always for any and all support and I’ll see you the first Wednesday of next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Devil City Cult – “Big Bad Wolves”
02) Tundra – “Hate” (03:00)
03) Jewel Throne – “Temple of Evil and Necromansy” (07:05)
04) Pig’s Blood – “A Flock Slaughtered (Unfettered Maniacs)” (11:50)
05) Vile Command – “Lesser Than a Still” (15:05)
06) Leechmilk – “Imbalance” (17:30)
07) Class Traitor – “Spaceless” (22:00)

Side Two:

08) Miscarriage – “III” (27:55)
09) Gall + Tooth Decay – “Illusive Silence” (34:28)
10) Michael Berdan – “Jesus Wept” (37:30)
11) G 7 – “Fataler Krieg” (41:55)
12) Skinny Puppy – “First Aid” (45:30)
13) Andrew Nolan – “Already Seen” (49:45)
14) Conway the Machine, ft. DJ Muggs – “Black Spoons” (53:49)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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Episode 28

Welcome back, it has NOT been a while. Hopefully the cooling weather (for us in the Northern Hemisphere, at least) finds you well. This month’s installment finds me with an apparent split-personality. Side one is very heavy on metal while side two is almost solely in the vast realm of post-punk. Hopefully you don’t find it too jarring. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Entropy Created Consciousness – “Nights II – IX”
02) Sainte Marie des Loups – “Progéniture” (04:32)
03) Black Witchery – “Into Damnation Eternal” (10:08)
04) Cyanic – “Endless Scorn” (13:04)
05) Fleshrot – “Bubbling Cerebric Waste” (15:03)
06) Funeral Leech – “The Burden of Flesh” (17:40)
07) Blood Iscariot – “Untitled Two” (24:20)

Side Two:

08) Moral Order – “This is the Life You Must Live” (28:25)
09) Territorial Gobbing – “Moniker” (32:00)
10) Kris Baha – “Fuels the Fire” (34:35)
11) Sink – “Dream Map” (41:00)
12) Soror Dolorosa – “Trembling Androgyneous” (45:00)
13) Crux Ansata – “No Time For Lies” (50:40)

Episode 19

Another one in the books. It’s been a curious experience to compile the last two episodes while completely sober. I’m curious as to whether there is a noticeable difference to a listener. Meh.

This month’s installment is more akin to non-identical twins than a loopy, schizophrenic only child.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vile Spirit -Skew
02) Puro Odio – Condena (1:50)
03) Nocturnal Departure – Ritualistic Vomit (3:37)
04) Nachtmystium – Pitch Black Cadence (7:23)
05) Hail Conjurer – Blood Magician (11:43)
06) Tzompantli – Tlehco Tonatiuh – 1 (14:55)
07) Act of Impalement – As Their Temples Burn (18:18)
08) Tetragrammacide – Meontological Marga of Misanthropic Computation & Extensive Backwards Physics (21:10)
09) Lust For Youth – Ruins (24:48)

Side Two

10) December – Never.The.Sun (27:30)
11) L.O.T.I.O.N. Multinational Corporation – Hardware (31:19)
12) Ministry – You Know What You Are (34:22)
13) Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel – I’ll Meet You In Poland Baby (38:46)
14) O.L.D. – Outlive (43:27)
15) The Blight – Antihuman (46:55)
16) Crispy Ambulance – Four Minutes From The Frontline (51:43)

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Episode 15

Welcome to the fifteenth installment in the A|E project. I’ve got a lot of skronk and punk for y’all this month; must be something with the warmer months but I haven’t been listening to much black metal. It’s also noisier without really venturing into much noise territory. Whatever, you’re not here for musings, enjoy.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Update: I replaced a track by an artist that requested their music be removed. Ended up switching things up and added another additional song.

Side One

01) Vaabnet – Himmelstrasse
02) Siege Column – Funeral Fiend (3:32)
03) Atrament – War Seed (7:29)
04) Spectral Voice – Lurking Gloom (10:17)
05) Dogpile – Inferno (15:20)
06) Pouppée Fabrikk – Distraction (19:13)
07) ROHT – Hlíðin (23:12)
08) Ces Cadáveres – Don’t Escape From Death (25:02)

Side Two

09) Jako Maron – Pendulé (28:02)
10) Mróz – Countless Cycles (32:35)
11) Howls of Ebb – The 6th Octopul’th Grin (34:56)
12) Great Falls – Go To Glory (40:15)
13) Wound Man – Rolled (43:56)
14) The Shits – I Know (47:13)
15) Spahn Ranch – Wonder and Perish (49:55)

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Episode 12

The twelfth episode in my monthly mix series. Looking forward to beginning year two next month. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) The Swankys – Finally She Run Out of Patience
02) Geld – Balaclava Mask (1:34)
03) Bolt Thrower – World-Eater (3:05)
04) Seventh Circle – Dwelling Lucifer (7:38)
05) Gevurah – Cosmic Putrefaction (13:36)
06) Temple Koludra – Grey Apparition (18:06)
07) Intensive Care – Dust (23:05)

Side Two

08) Neon – Spiders (28:05)
09) Gara – La Arrière-Monde (33:03)
10) Raspberry Bulbs – Given Over to History (38:15)
11) Cult Ritual – Saturday’s Blood (42:35)
12) Deafkids – Vírus Da Imagem Do Ser (47:54)
13) Suppression – The Blood of Millions (49:59)
14) Butthole Surfers- 22 Going on 23 (51:29)

Episode 03

The third episode in my monthly mix series. The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Tristengrav – Tower of Silence
02) Délirant – Délirant II (4:00)
03) Unleashed – Ancient Death (9:50)
04) Molehill – My Black Jesus (14:25)
05) Departure Chandelier – Catacombs Beneath the Castle of the Marquis (20:13)
06) Storm of Capricorn – No Turning Back Nor Goodbye (24:52)

Side Two

07) Total – You’ll Get Yours Yet (29:23) 
08) Christian Lunch – Bauhaus Retreads (34:52)
09) Glenn Branca – Structure(37:12)
10) Bog Body – Guts of Infinity (40:12)
11) Ice Ages – The Last Time (44:23)
12) Anasazi – Samsara (49:23)
13) Rome – To Die Among Strangers (53:48)