Episode 83

Greetings from the center and the edge of the universe. I’ve returned with a smattering of songs to tame your restraint and encourage your worst behavior.

We start off with a chunk of industrial/experimental work before hitting a pocket of punk and punk-adjacent material before finally hitting some black metal and death metal. Innovative!

Surprising amount of horns this month, but it may not be obvious. I don’t have much else to add other than my gratitude for any and all support.

I’ll be back in four weeks on the first Wednesday of July with more idiocy. Thanks for listening. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Madre – “Amniotic Wine”
02) War On Heaven – “Where Nothing is Sacred” (03:15)
03) Corrections House – “Grin With a Purpose” (07:00)
04) J. Gallego – “Chase Through the Wash” (11:45)
05) Slurpy Gloop – “An End to a Start” (14:25)
06) Giallo – “Black Cat” (17:45)
07) Who Pays – “Life” (21:15)
08) Zygote – “Motion” (23:25)

Side Two:

09) The Decadent – “Opposition Proposition” (28:40)
10) Pure Mourning – “Can’t Walk” (32:15)
11) Burning Sword – “Corpses // Ashes” (34:40)
12) Sodom – “Blasphemer” (35:55)
13) Virulent Specter – “Perverse Invokations of the Black Grimoire” (38:45)
14) Tulpae – “To Disturb My Place of Hiding” (43:25)
15) Disimperium – “Fuming Nexus” (46:50)
16) Lie In Ruins – “I Am the Dark” (49:55)

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Episode 82

Greetings from a time later than usual. There has been plague in the AE dungeon so I apologize for my mild truancy.

Lots of metal on the front end (metal of death, I suppose) while side two is decidedly more of the punk variety. You get what you get and forget if you’re upset. I don’t have much else to add this month. Breathe the air and stay off the internet if you can.

Thanks for the continued support and I’ll be back the first Wednesday of June. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Excoriate – “…From Morbid Ruins”
02) Krisiun – “Black Force Domain” (05:55)
03) Prophetic Suffering – “Oppressor Beheaded” (11:05)
04) Summoning Hellgates – “Conciliábulo” (14:05)
05) Nacior Udun – “The Return to Chaos – IV” (18:25)
06) Second Column – “Hamortia” (26:00)

Side Two:

07) Old Nick – “Haunted Loom!!” (28:55)
08) Black Limbs – “Do You Like Horses?” (32:05)
09) State Manufactured Terror – “Doxxed” (34:40)
10) Lebenden Toten – “Android” (36:45)
11) World Peace – “Faith Alone” (38:55)
12) Dial – “Permanent Opium War” (40:00)
13) Harrow – “Fallow Fields” (46:10)
14) Strawberry Switchblade – “Spanish Song” (54:45)

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Episode 80.5: Anxious Karaoke VI

I’m back with the annual glib adventure that is Anxious Karaoke. It’s been fun to relent in my obnoxious devotion to earnestness with this once-a-year exercise. Hope you enjoy it. I’ll be back in a couple weeks (less, actually) with a new episode of the regular doom and gloom. Happy Spring Equinox and Bear Down.

Thanks for the continued support. Onward. 

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Un Hombre Solo – “Cebras” by Alaska y Dinarama
02) Absolute Body Control – “Baby’s on Fire” by Brian Eno (04:35)
03) Displeasure – “Nothing But a Nightmare” by Rudimentary Peni (07:45)
04) Scarecrow – “Kill the Police” by Jesus and the Gospelfuckers (09:25)
05) Cursed – “Search and Destroy” by Iggy and the Stooges (12:00)
06) Schleimer K – “On the Road Again” by Canned Heat (15:25)
07) Królówczana Smuga – “Serce” by Siekiera (19:40)
08) War Drum – “First Steps” by Severed Heads (23:55)

Side Two:

09) Vermapyre – “To Walk the Night” by Samhain (28:05)
10) Yahwist – “Death II” by Pulp (30:30)
11) Cruel Master – “Legalize Murder” by GG Allin (34:25)
12) Merda Mundi – “The Bitter Taste of Emotional Void” by Mütiilation (36:00)
13) Oath of Cruelty – “Denied Birth” by Merciless (43:10)
14) Yellow Cross – “Artifacted Irreligion” by Benediction (46:55)
15) Insect Warfare – “Caught in a Dream” by Napalm Death (49:55)
16) Sleep – “Lord of This World” by Black Sabbath (51:25)

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Episode 80

Hello to all. I’ve returned with another episode and just under the gun. This episode is pretty heavy on the black metal and industrial realms. As I mentioned this episode is coming later in the day than usual so I’ll leave you to this episode. Thanks as always for any and all support. I’ll be back in two weeks or so with the annual all-covers/”Karaoke” episode. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows. Each track’s start time is noted in the subsequent parentheses:

Side One:

01) Voëmmr – “Untitled III”
02) Suebian Knot – “Eternal Recurrence” (06:20)
03) Örastimar – “Zum Moohl!” (09:05)
04) Negative Plane – “The Number of the Word” (12:40)
05) Tormentum – “Endless Battle” (20:55)
06) Frozen Blood – “Mercilessly” (24:45)

Side Two:

07) Void Rot – “Liminal Forms” (28:50)
08) Knut – “Neon Guide” (34:45)
09) Or Else – “Beautiful Struggle” (38:55)
10) Brighter Death Now – “The Last Call” (40:15)
11) Stormfågel – “Pessimism” (45:40)
12) Raksha Mancham – “Bedun” (49:20)
13) Siouxsie and the Banshees – “Desert Kisses” (53:10)

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Episode 77

Welcome to the final episode of 2025. It was nearly the final episode of this series but I’ve decided to carry on; hopefully with a new computer to facilitate this monstrosity. Please, Santa Baby.

This month’s installment is admittedly a lil clunky in the transitions of sound/theme. I trust you’ll be able to soldier through if you’ve made it this far. If you’re a neophyte, it’s always ok to ask for assistance. I’ll leave you with this preface and thank you for any and all support. See you in the new year, the first Wednesday as always. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Zeni Geva – “Shi No Umi”
02) KEN Mode – “Ahriman” (04:05)
03) Sheer Terror – “Walls” (09:00)
04) Yellowcake – “Mind Scabbed Over” (11:40)
05) Dead in the Dirt – “The Pit of Me” (14:25)
06) Krypts – “Vanishing” (16:30)
07) Plague Patrol – “God From the Nameless Mist” (20:40)
08) Grave – “Inhuman” (24:20)

Side Two:

09) Consummation – “Heautontimoroumenos” (28:10)
10) Dogman – “Desperation” (35:10)
11) Foul Light “I” (39:15)
12) High Speed Violence – “Lust” (44:15)
13) Jon McCallum – “Across the River” (48:10)
14) Corpse Desecration – “Not Just Another White Man” (50:10)
15) Blood Tower – “The Fisherman” (54:25)

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Episode 75

I have returned and I hope this offering finds you well. What we have here is a song collection that’s pretty long in the tooth. Due to reasons I won’t bore you with I made a conscious effort to input songs I had long liked but had yet to include here, until now.

This collection of death and optimism will please your sensibilities, I trust, if you’ve found yourself in my corner of the internet.

I won’t keep you (or me) here for long as it’s much too nice outside and the dungeon can wait for my return. That being said, I will return in a few weeks with the newest iteration of the Samhain Special. Ready your armor! And thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Immolation – “Put My Hand in the Fire”
02) Master – “Master” (04:00)
03) Nexul – “Hexecration” (06:50)
04) Ordeals – “Scorn Ceremony” (12:00)
05) Ill Omen – “Sentenced Suffering” (17:45)
06) Hollow Shade of Night – “Bound by Ritual Viscera” (23:55)

Side Two:

07) Money – “No Cut” (28:30)
08) Pig City – “Solitary Ideation” (30:45)
09) G.O.O.N. – “Pig II” (32:45)
10) Deception Bay – “Not Far From This” (40:05)
11) Vertical Hold – “Injustice” (45:05)
12) Conflict – “A State of Mind” (48:35)
13) Sigillum S – “Crystal” (53:20)

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Episode 74

Hello again. Back with more of what you didn’t ask for. Heavier presence of electronics on this installment which I try to balance with all the crunch and screaming. Not too much noise, but we can’t have everything we want. I’m currently exhausted so I won’t be writing much more. Thanks for the continued support. I’ll be back the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Snowy Red – “The Right to Die”
02) DFHK – “Decay Force Hong Kong” (04:25)
03) Culled Hands – “Tree of Life” (06:30)
04) Morbid Suggestion – “I II III” (10:00)
05) Noktvrnvs – “Iter Vermivm” (16:30)
06) Mars Ultor – “Apotheosis” (22:00)

Side Two:

07) Abysmal Lord – “Bestiary of Immortal Hunger” (29:20)
08) Invultation – “Severed Umbilical Chaos” (32:15)
09) Somatic Decay – “Total Human Obsolescence” (36:20)
10) Thou – “House of Ideas” (40:10)
11) Groinoids – “Crematorium” (46:05)
12) Ed Hall – “White House Girls” (50:05)
13) Paul Roland – “The Puppet Master” (53:25)

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Episode 73

Six years in the can and still going strong. I am finally over the halfway point at which point I can dubiously claim I’ve been at this for nearly a decade; or, if in a moment of embarrassment, it’s been “just a few years.”

Some house-cleaning to get out of the way first. It is currently a temperate 80 degrees in NYC but there is a surge in air pollution due to Canadian wildfires. So it goes. Can’t win ’em all.

As for this month’s song selections, I kept it to the basics for this “momentous” (ha!) occasion. I just looked it up and some not-shady-looking websites informed me that the sixth anniversary is the “iron” anniversary. Naturally I’ve decided to provide you maniacs with nearly an hour of death metal, grindcore, black metal, and doom metal. But, sticking with tradition/ethos, I did trojan horse some weird electronic/experimental pieces in at the end.

That’s all I have for this month. Thank you for any and all support–past, present, and future. I will return the first Wednesday of September. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Napalm Death – “Success?”
02) Psykoosi – “Monetized Addiction” (01:05)
03) 324 – “Demons in the Basement” (02:20)
04) Kontusion – “Endless Horror” (04:40)
05) Demigod – “Towards the Shrouded Infinity” (07:10)
06) Ceremented – “Disease.Death.Kontrol (Contravene of Death’s Hand)” (10:45)
07) Black Wound – “Warping Structure” (17:30)
08) Broder – “Kraniekløversken” (24:05)

Side Two:

09) Necrobode – “Necrobode” (28:00)
10) Bok – “Metastasis Dei” (32:30)
11) Spectral Outrider – “Beneath the Standing Stones” (37:30)
12) Brånd – “Wie de Schlång” (41:50)
13) Henchmen From Planet Earth – “Euro Note” (45:55)
14) Louis and Bebe Barron – “Krell Shuttle Ride and Power Station” (47:50)
15) The Neon Judgment – “TV Treated” (50:00)

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Episode 72

Greetings, this episode marks the end of the sixth cycle of this project. Next month will mark its sixth anniversary; I’m not good at basic math.

We kick things off with some noisy experimentation before gliding into more familiar blackened material. The second side begins with slower material before smashing into a sizable crust blossom that subsides into some slow-burn material.

That’s all I have to say subject matter-wise. Look after your own and don’t let these fascist bastards wear you down. I will return the first Wednesday of August for the sixth anniversary.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Shiver – “Prey”
02) Inevitable – “Renal Hypoxia” (05:00)
03) Cultum Interitum – “S” (09:50)
04) Knelt Rote – “Rumination” (14:50)
05) Temple Moon – “Ceremonial Decay” (18:20)
06) Gates of Dawn – “Crimson Mess” (21:40)His Hero

Side Two:

07) Devs Mortvorvm – “Orgy in the Graveyard” (29:00)
08) Gawthrop – “Odynometer” (34:55)
09) The Black Hand – “Straight Shooter” (37:55)
10) Forclose – “Gunfire” (40:45)
11) Phobia – “Blackened Day” (42:25)
12) His Hero is Gone – “Cavities + Chain of Command” (45:10)
13) Swimming in Bengal – “Apricot Haze” (49:40)

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Episode 71

Greetings, fellow odds. This month’s installment kicks off quick with some hardcore punk nastiness before settling into some metal of death. Episode 71 also features the longest track I’ve included to date. Always trying to push boundaries, I guess.

That’s all I have to say. Thanks as always for any support. Hopefully this finds you well. I’ll be back the first Wednesday in July, likely losing my grip on reality due to heat exhaustion.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Loose Nukes – “Paranoid”
02) Salvaje Punk – “Separados” (01:45)
03) Cancer Spreading – “Buried Under Years of Dust” (04:00)
04) Chainsword – “Primarch” (07:00)
05) Death Pulsation – “Death Salvation” (11:25)
06) Samiarus – “Eradicating Wind” (15:30)
07) Mournful Congregation – “Astralic Dreams” (18:05)

Side Two:

08) Cobalt – “Arsonry” (28:05)
09) Offret – “Зверь” (33:45)
10) Apologoethia – “De Humanae Natura” (37:05)
11) Doxa Sinistra – “No Car, No Job” (43:30)
12) Clock DVA – “Relentless” (46:15)
13) Glorious Din – “Empty Milkbar” (51:20)

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