Episode 31

Welcome to another installment of isolation theatre. I’ve survived another month and have a dozen-plus tracks of depravity for your consumption. Lots of lurching rhythms in this month’s episode; hopefully you find it to your liking. Until next month, cheers.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Caffa – “Despondency”
02) Noroth – “It Dwells Amongst Us” (03:45)
03) Potop – “Untitled” (06:33)
04) Nervous Sex – “Beast Boxer” (12:10)
05) Hallucination – “Hallucinations” (13:55)
06) Low Places – “Malcontent” (15:15)
07) Oaf – “Revenge” (17:25)
08) Black Turmoil – “-“ (20:08)
09) Hwwauoch – “Distorted Perception” (23:52)

Side Two:

10) Impetuous Ritual – “Sullen” (28:27)
11) dodenbezweerder – “Zwarte Sluiers Over Dode Gezichten” (34:40)
12) Lydia Lunch & Lucy Hamilton – “A Quiet Night of Murder in Greenwich, CT” (39:38)
13) The Snipers – “The Parents of God” (42:10)
14) The Soft Moon – “Total Decay” (46:25)
15) The Mall – “An Answer” (50:19)
16) Silicon Teens – “A State of Shock (Part Two)” (53:53)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)

Episode 21

Warm weather is rapidly approaching and with it comes a general lethargy that I think you’ll find adequately represented in these songs. I guess that’s an indirect way to imply that a lot of slow music awaits you. Not much else to say, get fucked up and zone out.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Buzzov*en – Loricet
02) Burning Witch – Tower Place (3:31)
03) Pan-Amerikan Native Front – Anti-Expansionist Diplomacy (8:39)
04) Wørsen – Broken Spirit (13:00)
05) Black Shoals – 1 (17:07)
06) Floating Black Prism – Hope Eater (22:35)

Side Two

07) Blitzkrieg Baby – Just Another Throat to Slit (27:54)
08) Lard – Generation Execute (31:12)
09) Children With Dog Feet – Commit Crimes With Me (36:44)
10) D-Sagawa – Destroy Me (39:52)
11) Early Graves – Mayday (42:00)
12) Vastum – Incel (44:51)
13) Asphyx – Riflegun Redeemer (51:18)

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Episode 20.5

Well, I decided to drop another “surprise” episode to break up the monotony of my current day-to-day and hopefully yours. We’ve entered year two of Life in Quarantine if you hadn’t noticed and most social gatherings are still largely taboo. It being my birthday shortly I would normally be slamming beers and belting out DLR at some hellhole karaoke bar. Alas, it will wait another year.

In lieu of such debauchery, I offer you, imaginary reader/listener, an extra mix for the month of nothing but cover songs. I have sworn off including covers in Anxiety Eternal episodes since they’re pretty LCD; but fuck it, it’s time for dumb fun.

I’ll be back the first Wednesday next month as usual with a new, canonical episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Family of Dog (The Feast of Ghouls)” by Necromantia
02) Kommodus – “Lord of the Storms” by Emperor (6:03)
03) Black Witchery – “Demoniac” by Blasphemy (8:14)
04) Gravecoven – “Hades” by Bathory (11:01)
05) Coffins – “Bonesawer” by Pungent Stench (13:44)
06) Depressor – “Largactyl” by Amebix (17:21)
07) Wound Man – “Disease of Ease” by His Hero is Gone (20:17)
08) Reverend Bizarre – “The Gate of Nanna” by Beherit (21:51)

Side Two

09) Coil – “Tainted Love” by Gloria Jones (28:30)
10) Hateful Abandon – “Spies in the Wire” by Cabaret Voltaire (34:02)
11) Pol Pot – “Eisbär” by Grauzone (37:38)
12) Nomads – “Lucretia, My Reflection” by The Sisters of Mercy (42:21)
13) Systral – “Confide in Me” by Kylie Minogue (46:24)
14) Physique – “Life’s Hard” by Framtid (49:01)
15) Battletruk – “Ready to Fight” by Negative Approach (50:32)
16) Pollution – “Downer” by Lush (51:24)
17) Slug Guts – “Order of Death” by Public Image, Ltd. (53:53)

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Episode 20

Winter is winding down and the first (hopefully only) anniversary of the ongoing quarantine’s arrival is mere days away. The world is still hell, so let’s just get to the meat.

This might be the “heaviest” episode yet if that’s something anyone cares about. Lotsa death metal and heavy electronics throughout the affair. Strap in and we’ll meet again next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Diabolic Oath – Opening The Gates To 
Blasphemic Domination
02) Antichrist Siege Machine – Hanged by the 
Bell Rope (4:52)
03) Triumvir Foul – Endless Spiritual Violence (7:43)
04) Autokrator – Le Sang Impur (11:15)
05) Diva Serpent – Under a White Sun (17:25)
06) Burnt Skull – Sewer Birth (21:18)
07) Evil Sermon – Christ? (24:20)

Side Two

08) Hexentanz – Attic (27:52)
09) Click Click – Sweet Stuff (31:43)
10) Alaric – Your God (36:15)
11) Church Whip – Incandescere (40:42)
12) Blot & Bod – UI (43:23)
13) Katharsis – Kross Fyre […] (47:05)
14) Blasphemy – Blasphemy (52:58)

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Episode 17

Welcome to another installment of insomnia-addled clattering and clanging noise. Pretty heavy on the death metal this month, so have at it if that’s your thing. I feel like this ended up very couplet-filled, which can be nice, I guess. Until next month/year. I bid you good day.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vide – Shadows
02) Stinkfist – Crumb (05:20)
03) Pain Teens – Inside Me (10:43)
04) Golpe – Non Piegarti (14:22)
05) Funeral Chic – Rotten to the Core (15:45)
06) Infernal Coil – Bodies Set in Ashen Death (18:35)
07) Gravecoven – Furious Fires (23:48)

Side Two

08) Dagger Lust – Dagger Emergence (Slit) (28:31)
09) Dead Congregation – Voices (30:50)
10) Sourvein – Dirgewine (34:49)
11) Dystopia – Hands That Mold (39:16)
12) S.H.I.T. – Losing in the 21st Century (45:23)
13) Verglas – Rechute (47:37)
14) Gall – Hereditary Defect (50:12)
15) Vile Horrendous Aerial Bombardment – The Narmada Damned (50:53)
16) Sixth Comm – Foretold (51:53)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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Episode 14

This is the fourteenth episode of this project. This month’s episode is much heavier on the “punk” side of things than previous episodes for no apparent reason. Listeners can still expect the same overall feelings of dread and claustrophobia, however. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cabaret Voltaire – Loves in Vein
02) No Sanctuary – Wytchtanyc Hellbykers (4:00)
03) Sanctum – Forging Minds (08:44)
04) Crematory Stench – Septic Offals (12:10)
05) Ulthar – Cudgel (16:55)
06) Witch Ward – Sacrificial Monolith (21:50)
07) Adzalaan – Vermilion in Abstentia (24:10)

Side Two

08) Revenant Marquis – Propagator of an Unspeakable Incestuous Coven (28:28)
09) Couch Slut – The Stupid Man (33:10)
10) Oily Boys – Stick Him (37:50)
11) Destripados – Cuerpos Kemados Kalcinados (42:05)
12) Human Agony – Eviscerated for Ritual (44:08)
13) Whippet of Trench – Scraping Hands (47:05)
14) Rakta – Falha Comum (51:38)

Episode 13

Welcome to the 13th episode of my mix series. This also marks the beginning of Anxiety Eternal’s second trip around the sun. Thanks to all the supporters this last year, it means a lot. Plans to expand this website/project in the upcoming year are afoot, but let’s get down to the music.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Sonic Violence – Torment
02) Profanatica – Altar of the Virgin Whore (05:28)
03) Convulse – Incantation of Restoration (08:15)
04) Misþyrming – …af þjáningu og þrá (11:39)
05) 夢遊病者 – Never Ailments on Oneself (15:45)
06) Creeping Eruption – Dichotomy (19:33)
07) 6th Circle – Unclean (21:15)
08) Cadaver Em Transe – Vírus Tropical (24:49)

Side Two

09) ISS – Barron Wasteland (28:00)
10) Life Support – Die Like a Man (30:22)
11) Mammoth Grinder – Life Returns (31:56)
12) Pissblood – Smashed Knees (35:22)
13) Gravesend – End of the Line (39:12)
14) Column of Heaven – How Glorious This Hour (41:07)
15) Coil – Penetralia (46:13)
16) LVRIN – Cabal (51:49)

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Episode 12

The twelfth episode in my monthly mix series. Looking forward to beginning year two next month. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) The Swankys – Finally She Run Out of Patience
02) Geld – Balaclava Mask (1:34)
03) Bolt Thrower – World-Eater (3:05)
04) Seventh Circle – Dwelling Lucifer (7:38)
05) Gevurah – Cosmic Putrefaction (13:36)
06) Temple Koludra – Grey Apparition (18:06)
07) Intensive Care – Dust (23:05)

Side Two

08) Neon – Spiders (28:05)
09) Gara – La Arrière-Monde (33:03)
10) Raspberry Bulbs – Given Over to History (38:15)
11) Cult Ritual – Saturday’s Blood (42:35)
12) Deafkids – Vírus Da Imagem Do Ser (47:54)
13) Suppression – The Blood of Millions (49:59)
14) Butthole Surfers- 22 Going on 23 (51:29)