Episode 41

Here it is, the final episode of the year 2022. No best-of’s or end-of-the-year lists* and whatnot, just the standard weirdness and general discomfort listeners can expect from this project.

This month leans heavily into the blackened and the punk side of things; so hopefully to your liking. I’m also pretty sure this might be the first episode with two tracks featuring female performers, which is pretty embarrassing if I’m being honest. Here’s hoping for more diversity in personnel for the coming year.

See you the first Wednesday of next month. 

*I always appreciate (assuming the person doesn’t have shit taste) reading a well-curated best-of list. Please do not hesitate to share yours.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Hold Me Down – “Faces”
02) Gnaw Their Tongues – “Nihilism; Tied Up and Burning” (04:00)
03) Fetishism – “Death is the Key” (09:15)
04) Altar of Woe – “The Flame of Truth” (15:45)
05) Begat – “Begat” (20:05)
06) Agalloch – “The Lodge” (23:50)

Side Two:

07) Swordwielder – “Out of Hades” (28:15)
08) Doldrey – “Endless Torment” (35:55)
09) Sørdïd – “Another Day” (38:35)
10) Kobra – “C.P.D.M.” (39:50)
11) Salvation – “Voices in the House” (42:45)
12) The Creatures – “Sky Train” (49:55)
13) Nathalie Stern – “Then You Talk of War” (53:00)

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Episode 36

This episode marks the end of the third “season” of this vanity project. I won’t pretend that anything I’ve undertook here has impacted anything of actual merit; but it’s been an interesting distraction at best, and a rote exercise that enables me to keep track of the date.

I figure now is as good a time as any other to speak the “mission statement (ugh)” of this very project into the ether. If for no other reason than my own hubris and current intoxication. The following points are only to be read by the biggest sickos as they are immaterial to your listening experience. I still feel the need to mention them.

-I do not repeat artists/groups (with exceptions for collaborations)

-I will always feature at least one (hopefully more) group or artist featuring a person of color. There’s a sea of white boys in all of the genres I highlight and they don’t need my shine. If this bothers you, then fuck off.

-I will always feature a group or artist from NYC. It was meant derisively, but “No one ‘loves’ New York like a transplant.”

All of that navel gazing aside, here is episode 36. See you the first Wednesday of next month for the start of Anxiety Eternal’s fourth year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Basic Scream – “Springtime”

02) Kommunity FK – “Tribulations” (04:30)

03) Reeking Nightshade – “The Stars Trace Our Paths”
 (07:48)
04) Beherit – “Witchcraft”
 (14:20)
05) Arkan Azid – “666 Blackholes of Triumph”
 (17:05)
06) Subterranean – “Vengeance We Shall Strike” (20:05)

07) Burial Hex – “Malkuth Rant” (25:08)

Side Two:

08) Squelch Chamber – “Jesus is a Junkman” (28:38)
09) Talk Show – “Night (Renewed By Fire)” (30:26)
10) Musta Paraati – “Hyvää Yötä” (33:44)
11) Grave New World – “God Breathed His Last in Agony” (36:58)
12) Tower 7 – “Delusion of Enlightenment” (41:35)
13) Ire – “Memorial” (44:20)
14) Nightfucker – “Worthless Spirit” (49:42)

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Episode 35

Four weeks have past and I’ve returned with a new collection of songs to sully your day (month?).

June’s chapter finds itself heavy on the slower scale of tempos as a general pace. A few sections reach rollicking heights, but this is largely a lurch. Hopefully this is to your liking. Coincidentally there’s a strong Canadian contingency this month, so cheers to my neighbors to the North.

So without further ado, I’ll bid you adieu. Thanks for the support and we’ll cross paths again the first Wednesday next month when the weather’s even worse.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Nature Nvoke – “Tears”
02) Rivière de Corps – “Génération Perdue” (03:00)
03) Black Bile – “Ray of Blight” (07:28)
04) Decoherence – “Unitarity Violation” (11:45)
05) Brulvahnatu – “The Book of Forgotten Places” (17:50)
06) Skjult – “Lvcifer Hominum Ritual” (21:40)

Side Two:

07) Shrouded Infinity – “Through Caverns Unknown” (28:10)
08) Cerebral Rot – “Odious Descent Into Decay” (32:12)
09) Ritual Warfare – “Repulsive Addiction” (38:18)
10) Munifex – “Images of Industry” (41:21)
11) Battery Humans – “Progress” (43:45)
12) Seized – “Farewell” (47:25)
13) Cavity – “On the Lam” (50:24)

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Episode 32.5: Anxious Karaoke

We’re back. I am, like many humans, a self-centered person. And as such, I like to do karaoke on my birthday and artists covering other artists is effectively “professional karaoke”. Whatever, covers are dumb but occasionally fun. Have a nice weekend and I’ll see you in a couple weeks with a new episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Crucifixion Bell – “Mortuary Drape” by Mortuary Drape
02) Cult of Fire – “Píseň černých vran” by Maniac Butcher (03:00)
03) Encirclement – “Christfire” by Von (07:50)
04) Mortician – “Horrified” by Repulsion (09:55)
05) Wharflurch – “World Eater” by Bolt Thrower (11:39)
06) Bastard Priest – “En hälsning från helvetet” by Bombanfall (16:10)
07) D-Sagawa – “War Machine” by Anti Cimex (17:45)
08) No Sanctuary – “Wardance” by Killing Joke (19:30)
09) Imperial Triumphant – “Happy Home” by The Residents (23:20)

Side Two:

10) Buzzov*en – “Don’t Bring Me Down” by Electric Light Orchestra (28:00)
11) Whipstriker – “Stand Up and Be Counted” by Venom (32:05)
12) Lamp of Murmuur – “As Evening Falls” by Christian Death (35:55)
13) Nine Inch Nails – “Physical” by Adam and the Ants (39:08)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Nothing Left Inside” by Black Flag (44:00)
15) Talk Show – “Shallow Bay Waters” by Field of Fear (47:20)
16) Puerto Rico Flowers – “When Your Lonely Heart Breaks” by Neil Young (51:53)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)

Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 20.5

Well, I decided to drop another “surprise” episode to break up the monotony of my current day-to-day and hopefully yours. We’ve entered year two of Life in Quarantine if you hadn’t noticed and most social gatherings are still largely taboo. It being my birthday shortly I would normally be slamming beers and belting out DLR at some hellhole karaoke bar. Alas, it will wait another year.

In lieu of such debauchery, I offer you, imaginary reader/listener, an extra mix for the month of nothing but cover songs. I have sworn off including covers in Anxiety Eternal episodes since they’re pretty LCD; but fuck it, it’s time for dumb fun.

I’ll be back the first Wednesday next month as usual with a new, canonical episode.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cultes Des Ghoules – “Family of Dog (The Feast of Ghouls)” by Necromantia
02) Kommodus – “Lord of the Storms” by Emperor (6:03)
03) Black Witchery – “Demoniac” by Blasphemy (8:14)
04) Gravecoven – “Hades” by Bathory (11:01)
05) Coffins – “Bonesawer” by Pungent Stench (13:44)
06) Depressor – “Largactyl” by Amebix (17:21)
07) Wound Man – “Disease of Ease” by His Hero is Gone (20:17)
08) Reverend Bizarre – “The Gate of Nanna” by Beherit (21:51)

Side Two

09) Coil – “Tainted Love” by Gloria Jones (28:30)
10) Hateful Abandon – “Spies in the Wire” by Cabaret Voltaire (34:02)
11) Pol Pot – “Eisbär” by Grauzone (37:38)
12) Nomads – “Lucretia, My Reflection” by The Sisters of Mercy (42:21)
13) Systral – “Confide in Me” by Kylie Minogue (46:24)
14) Physique – “Life’s Hard” by Framtid (49:01)
15) Battletruk – “Ready to Fight” by Negative Approach (50:32)
16) Pollution – “Downer” by Lush (51:24)
17) Slug Guts – “Order of Death” by Public Image, Ltd. (53:53)

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Episode 18

First episode of the New Year. This episode is a lot noisier than more recent iterations, if that’s not to your liking, then skip around. I don’t know what to tell you. Try something new.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Philip Johnson – New Age Sewage
02) Thy Sepulchral Moon – Spell I – Rain As Funerary Attendants (2:45)
03) Dragged Into Sunlight – To Hieron (5:33)
04) Akhlys – Tides of Oneiric Darkness (8:33)
05) FUROR – DIE REINA (13:13)
06) STCLVR – Fuck My Future (18:17)
07) Dead Boomers – All Daddy No Sugar (21:22)
08) Einstürzende Neubauten – Aufrecht Gehen (24:47)

Side Two:

09) Skin Chamber – Horde (28:25)
10) Stimulant – Untitled + Oil Based (31:33)
11) System Fucker – 自分自身を持て (32:36)
12) Crazy Spirit – Cool Death (34:13)
13) Subdued – Wander In the Dark (35:30)
14) Chaotic End – Fugitives of Silence (38:07)
15) Deus Vermin – Planetary Illness (41:11)
16) Halo – Raping the Raper (46:14)
17) Atrax Morgue – A Quiet Night of Murder (51:12)

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Episode 17

Welcome to another installment of insomnia-addled clattering and clanging noise. Pretty heavy on the death metal this month, so have at it if that’s your thing. I feel like this ended up very couplet-filled, which can be nice, I guess. Until next month/year. I bid you good day.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vide – Shadows
02) Stinkfist – Crumb (05:20)
03) Pain Teens – Inside Me (10:43)
04) Golpe – Non Piegarti (14:22)
05) Funeral Chic – Rotten to the Core (15:45)
06) Infernal Coil – Bodies Set in Ashen Death (18:35)
07) Gravecoven – Furious Fires (23:48)

Side Two

08) Dagger Lust – Dagger Emergence (Slit) (28:31)
09) Dead Congregation – Voices (30:50)
10) Sourvein – Dirgewine (34:49)
11) Dystopia – Hands That Mold (39:16)
12) S.H.I.T. – Losing in the 21st Century (45:23)
13) Verglas – Rechute (47:37)
14) Gall – Hereditary Defect (50:12)
15) Vile Horrendous Aerial Bombardment – The Narmada Damned (50:53)
16) Sixth Comm – Foretold (51:53)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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