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Episode 43

And we’re back on the normal schedule/cycle. This month is slightly more narrow in its total scope, but pleasing, nonetheless; Not much from the more experimental/avant garde, but engaging in their own way. The orthodox has a charm of its own, you know.

Thank you for the continued support and I will return the first Wednesday of next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Black Candle Wax – “Hangman’s Hood”
02) Despondent Moon – “Realms of Despair” (03:20)
03) Marblebog – “A Broken Circle” (09:00)
04) Bleib Modern – “Forest” (15:10)
05) Lathe of Heaven – “Moon-Driven Sea” (19:35)
06) Arch Criminals – “Mr. Kingdom Man” (24:30)

Side Two:

07) SSSSSSS – “In Town” (28:30)
08) Neurosis – “Enemy of the Sun” (30:55)
09) Atone – “Divine Degradation” (36:00)
10) Dearth – “The Reverence of Swine” (41:55)
11) Left Cross – “Inexorable March” (46:40)
12) Terminal Filth – “Into the Stillness” (49:50)
13) Sadist – “Mask” (52:15)

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Episode 39

The rain and the cool have returned which brings much joy to my heart. Gone (for now, at least) is the heat and the stinging brightness of Summer and in its place is a comforting chill.

Perhaps this abrupt switch in climate lead to this month’s episode being heavier on the black metal than recent installments from the hotter and sunnier months. Either way, this episode likely appeals to the “black metallers” out there. I haven’t much else to say this month. Enjoy and thank you for the support.

See you in three weeks for the third annual dungeon synth / dark ambient special.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Pa Vesh En – “A Funeral Procession”

02) Odz Manouk – “Damiens (The Regicide)”
 (04:55)
03) Chambre Froide – “Les enfants de Baal” (09:55)

04) Soldier-Tower – “Lon Laith”
 (15:45)
05) Current 93 – “Invocation of Almost”
 (19:50)
06) This Heat – “Triumph” (26:00)

Side Two

07) Stratvm Terror – “Darkgrave” (28:25)
08) Terror Cell Unit – “The Nuclear Family” (32:45)
09) Slick Son – “How to Erase Yourself” (36:30)
10) Persona – “Getting Fucked” (40:00)
11) Game – “Foundation and Empire” (43:00)
12) The Arm and Sword of a Bastard God – “Annex Wasteland” (47:25)
13) Swamp Witch – “Bayou Tomb” (52:00)

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Episode 38

Welcome back, friends. The heat is breaking and it rained all day today which places me in a superior mood for this monthly exercise. Hopefully you, the listener, find this installment to be smoother and less formulaic than the last few. I try not to fall into a pattern but no one is immune to the siren song of “That’ll do.”

That being said, I feel like this episode is very natural in its unfurling and eventual denouement. Hopefully you find it enjoyable.

See you the first Wednesday of next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Tortvred Realm – “‘Neath a Storm ov Savage Steel”

02) Waskerley Way – “Flower Show”
 (03:45)
03) Fall of Saigon – “On the Beach at Fontana”
 (07:40)
04) Twin Stumps – “Beyond the Door”
 (10:45)
05) Black Army Jacket – “Empire of Tears” (15:10)

06) Gag – “Prison Wife” (21:00)
07) Fashion Change – “Death is a Mirror 2” (22:20)

08) Arnaut Pavle – “Eat the Soil from This Grave” (24:00)

Side Two:

09) Bobak – “And the Moon” (28:20)
10) Vorde – “Hatewave” (31:35)
11) Cabinet – “Claustrophobic Dysentery Excreted From the Chiffonier” (37:55)
12) Slog – “Hidden Realities” (43:00)
13) Then Tingari – “Hungry” (47:25)
14) Dead Can Dance – “In Power We Entrust the Love Advocated” (53:10)

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Episode 36

This episode marks the end of the third “season” of this vanity project. I won’t pretend that anything I’ve undertook here has impacted anything of actual merit; but it’s been an interesting distraction at best, and a rote exercise that enables me to keep track of the date.

I figure now is as good a time as any other to speak the “mission statement (ugh)” of this very project into the ether. If for no other reason than my own hubris and current intoxication. The following points are only to be read by the biggest sickos as they are immaterial to your listening experience. I still feel the need to mention them.

-I do not repeat artists/groups (with exceptions for collaborations)

-I will always feature at least one (hopefully more) group or artist featuring a person of color. There’s a sea of white boys in all of the genres I highlight and they don’t need my shine. If this bothers you, then fuck off.

-I will always feature a group or artist from NYC. It was meant derisively, but “No one ‘loves’ New York like a transplant.”

All of that navel gazing aside, here is episode 36. See you the first Wednesday of next month for the start of Anxiety Eternal’s fourth year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Basic Scream – “Springtime”

02) Kommunity FK – “Tribulations” (04:30)

03) Reeking Nightshade – “The Stars Trace Our Paths”
 (07:48)
04) Beherit – “Witchcraft”
 (14:20)
05) Arkan Azid – “666 Blackholes of Triumph”
 (17:05)
06) Subterranean – “Vengeance We Shall Strike” (20:05)

07) Burial Hex – “Malkuth Rant” (25:08)

Side Two:

08) Squelch Chamber – “Jesus is a Junkman” (28:38)
09) Talk Show – “Night (Renewed By Fire)” (30:26)
10) Musta Paraati – “Hyvää Yötä” (33:44)
11) Grave New World – “God Breathed His Last in Agony” (36:58)
12) Tower 7 – “Delusion of Enlightenment” (41:35)
13) Ire – “Memorial” (44:20)
14) Nightfucker – “Worthless Spirit” (49:42)

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Episode 35

Four weeks have past and I’ve returned with a new collection of songs to sully your day (month?).

June’s chapter finds itself heavy on the slower scale of tempos as a general pace. A few sections reach rollicking heights, but this is largely a lurch. Hopefully this is to your liking. Coincidentally there’s a strong Canadian contingency this month, so cheers to my neighbors to the North.

So without further ado, I’ll bid you adieu. Thanks for the support and we’ll cross paths again the first Wednesday next month when the weather’s even worse.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Nature Nvoke – “Tears”
02) Rivière de Corps – “Génération Perdue” (03:00)
03) Black Bile – “Ray of Blight” (07:28)
04) Decoherence – “Unitarity Violation” (11:45)
05) Brulvahnatu – “The Book of Forgotten Places” (17:50)
06) Skjult – “Lvcifer Hominum Ritual” (21:40)

Side Two:

07) Shrouded Infinity – “Through Caverns Unknown” (28:10)
08) Cerebral Rot – “Odious Descent Into Decay” (32:12)
09) Ritual Warfare – “Repulsive Addiction” (38:18)
10) Munifex – “Images of Industry” (41:21)
11) Battery Humans – “Progress” (43:45)
12) Seized – “Farewell” (47:25)
13) Cavity – “On the Lam” (50:24)

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Episode 31

Welcome to another installment of isolation theatre. I’ve survived another month and have a dozen-plus tracks of depravity for your consumption. Lots of lurching rhythms in this month’s episode; hopefully you find it to your liking. Until next month, cheers.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Caffa – “Despondency”
02) Noroth – “It Dwells Amongst Us” (03:45)
03) Potop – “Untitled” (06:33)
04) Nervous Sex – “Beast Boxer” (12:10)
05) Hallucination – “Hallucinations” (13:55)
06) Low Places – “Malcontent” (15:15)
07) Oaf – “Revenge” (17:25)
08) Black Turmoil – “-“ (20:08)
09) Hwwauoch – “Distorted Perception” (23:52)

Side Two:

10) Impetuous Ritual – “Sullen” (28:27)
11) dodenbezweerder – “Zwarte Sluiers Over Dode Gezichten” (34:40)
12) Lydia Lunch & Lucy Hamilton – “A Quiet Night of Murder in Greenwich, CT” (39:38)
13) The Snipers – “The Parents of God” (42:10)
14) The Soft Moon – “Total Decay” (46:25)
15) The Mall – “An Answer” (50:19)
16) Silicon Teens – “A State of Shock (Part Two)” (53:53)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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**Comment (or DM on the IG account) if you’d like a download link and/or a physical cassette tape (ltd. to 10).

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Episode 27

The weather is finally, mercifully transitioning to a station more to my favor; this likely contributed to a stronger presence of black metal than more recent episodes.

Beware the latter portion of this episode if you lack the endurance for noise. Other than that, enjoy yourself and let’s reacquaint next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) The Contortions – “Jaded”
02) Condominium – “Barricade” (03:40)
03) City Hunter – “Beyond Recognition” (06:41)
04) Ruach Raah – “A Ira do Lucifer” (07:33)
05) Goatpenis – “Anesthetic Vapors” (11:20)
06) Novae Militiae – “Orders of the Most-High” (14:45)
07) Carcinoma – “A Light to Pierce the Void” (19:20)
08) Swans – “Clay Man” (23:30)

Side Two:

09) Eyehategod – “Broken Down But Not Locked Up” (28:15)
10) Disembowelment – “Excoriate” (32:00)
11) The Ruins of Beverast – “Euphoria When the 
Bombs Fell” (36:20)
12) Slow Slow Loris – “Little Grey of Worm” (41:30)
13) Hate Audition – “This Is How You Will Live 
in the Land of the Law” (46:24)
14) Sedativ – “1” (50:50)
15) Blessure Grave – “Learn to Love the Rope” (54:13)

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Episode 26

Back at it from a short layoff, but that’s just how the calendar works. This month’s episode isn’t the most dynamic or diverse (genre-wise), but it’s pretty snappy, if I do say so myself.

I’m eager for autumn to begin officially in a few short (I hope) weeks as I just cannot stand summer time. Hopefully the cooling weather doesn’t lead to more Covid variants mutating in the lungs of the stupidest members of society. It’s been pleasant attending shows again after such a long layoff. That’s all I’ve got for this month. Be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Lamp of Murmuur – “Chalice Of Oniric Torment”
02) Lunar Kingdom – “The Call of the Blood” (05:30)
03) The Secret – “Love Your Enemy” (11:35)
04) Unruh – “Five Year Wager” (13:43)
05) Rusted Shut – “Feed the Beast” (17:00)
06) Useless Children – “Rest My Bones” (20:30)
07) Hatred Surge – “Bestial” (23:20)
08) Marc Barreca – “Church and State” (25:08)

Side Two

09) Miami Death II – “Strange Presents” (28:07)
10) Human Failure – “Crown on the Head of a King of Mud” (30:08)
11) Tomb Mold – “Demon Ruins” (34:00)
12) Bloodsoaked Necrovoid – “Viciously Consumed by the Unfolding Unknown” (39:00)
13) Uniform – “Headless Eyes” (44:16)
14) The Unholy Two – “Rabid Wolverine” (48:12)
15) Swann Danger – “Converge” (53:13)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)