Episode 20

Winter is winding down and the first (hopefully only) anniversary of the ongoing quarantine’s arrival is mere days away. The world is still hell, so let’s just get to the meat.

This might be the “heaviest” episode yet if that’s something anyone cares about. Lotsa death metal and heavy electronics throughout the affair. Strap in and we’ll meet again next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Diabolic Oath – Opening The Gates To 
Blasphemic Domination
02) Antichrist Siege Machine – Hanged by the 
Bell Rope (4:52)
03) Triumvir Foul – Endless Spiritual Violence (7:43)
04) Autokrator – Le Sang Impur (11:15)
05) Diva Serpent – Under a White Sun (17:25)
06) Burnt Skull – Sewer Birth (21:18)
07) Evil Sermon – Christ? (24:20)

Side Two

08) Hexentanz – Attic (27:52)
09) Click Click – Sweet Stuff (31:43)
10) Alaric – Your God (36:15)
11) Church Whip – Incandescere (40:42)
12) Blot & Bod – UI (43:23)
13) Katharsis – Kross Fyre […] (47:05)
14) Blasphemy – Blasphemy (52:58)

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Episode 19

Another one in the books. It’s been a curious experience to compile the last two episodes while completely sober. I’m curious as to whether there is a noticeable difference to a listener. Meh.

This month’s installment is more akin to non-identical twins than a loopy, schizophrenic only child.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vile Spirit -Skew
02) Puro Odio – Condena (1:50)
03) Nocturnal Departure – Ritualistic Vomit (3:37)
04) Nachtmystium – Pitch Black Cadence (7:23)
05) Hail Conjurer – Blood Magician (11:43)
06) Tzompantli – Tlehco Tonatiuh – 1 (14:55)
07) Act of Impalement – As Their Temples Burn (18:18)
08) Tetragrammacide – Meontological Marga of Misanthropic Computation & Extensive Backwards Physics (21:10)
09) Lust For Youth – Ruins (24:48)

Side Two

10) December – Never.The.Sun (27:30)
11) L.O.T.I.O.N. Multinational Corporation – Hardware (31:19)
12) Ministry – You Know What You Are (34:22)
13) Scraping Foetus Off The Wheel – I’ll Meet You In Poland Baby (38:46)
14) O.L.D. – Outlive (43:27)
15) The Blight – Antihuman (46:55)
16) Crispy Ambulance – Four Minutes From The Frontline (51:43)

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Episode 18

First episode of the New Year. This episode is a lot noisier than more recent iterations, if that’s not to your liking, then skip around. I don’t know what to tell you. Try something new.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Philip Johnson – New Age Sewage
02) Thy Sepulchral Moon – Spell I – Rain As Funerary Attendants (2:45)
03) Dragged Into Sunlight – To Hieron (5:33)
04) Akhlys – Tides of Oneiric Darkness (8:33)
05) FUROR – DIE REINA (13:13)
06) STCLVR – Fuck My Future (18:17)
07) Dead Boomers – All Daddy No Sugar (21:22)
08) Einstürzende Neubauten – Aufrecht Gehen (24:47)

Side Two:

09) Skin Chamber – Horde (28:25)
10) Stimulant – Untitled + Oil Based (31:33)
11) System Fucker – 自分自身を持て (32:36)
12) Crazy Spirit – Cool Death (34:13)
13) Subdued – Wander In the Dark (35:30)
14) Chaotic End – Fugitives of Silence (38:07)
15) Deus Vermin – Planetary Illness (41:11)
16) Halo – Raping the Raper (46:14)
17) Atrax Morgue – A Quiet Night of Murder (51:12)

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Episode 17

Welcome to another installment of insomnia-addled clattering and clanging noise. Pretty heavy on the death metal this month, so have at it if that’s your thing. I feel like this ended up very couplet-filled, which can be nice, I guess. Until next month/year. I bid you good day.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Vide – Shadows
02) Stinkfist – Crumb (05:20)
03) Pain Teens – Inside Me (10:43)
04) Golpe – Non Piegarti (14:22)
05) Funeral Chic – Rotten to the Core (15:45)
06) Infernal Coil – Bodies Set in Ashen Death (18:35)
07) Gravecoven – Furious Fires (23:48)

Side Two

08) Dagger Lust – Dagger Emergence (Slit) (28:31)
09) Dead Congregation – Voices (30:50)
10) Sourvein – Dirgewine (34:49)
11) Dystopia – Hands That Mold (39:16)
12) S.H.I.T. – Losing in the 21st Century (45:23)
13) Verglas – Rechute (47:37)
14) Gall – Hereditary Defect (50:12)
15) Vile Horrendous Aerial Bombardment – The Narmada Damned (50:53)
16) Sixth Comm – Foretold (51:53)

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Episode 16

Wrote something longer and it was accidentally deleted. Fuck off to right-wing herbs. This project isn’t for thin-skinned conservative fucks.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Public Image Limited – The Order of Death
02) Akitsa – Grand Tyrans (4:32)
03) Cult of Extinction – Black Nuclear Magick Attack (8:12)
04) Yarrow – 10.19 (12:07)
05) Slavescene – Beekeeper (14:53)
06) Lingua Ignota – For I Am The Light (And Mine Is 
The Only Way) (17:10)
07) (Dolch) – Hiob 1.1 (22:00)
08) Fad Gadget – For Whom the Bell Tolls (24:56)

Side Two

09) Nailbomb – Sum of Your Achievements (28:27)
10) Meth Drinker – Desperation (30:52)
11) Askevault – Denizens Decline (35:25)
12) Spy – Service Weapon (39:08)
13) Physique – Miserable Existence (41:24)
14) Cruel Master – No Longer Human (43:00)
15) Abduction – Permissible Death (47:10)
16) Blu Anxxiety – I Haunt Myself (52:03)

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Episode 15.5

A special, non-canonical* episode for this Samhain season. The following mix is comprised solely of interludes, intros, and outros from groups within the metal underground, forming what I would lazily call a dungeon synth/dark ambient affair.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Superstition – Unholy Transformation pt. 3
02) Cemetery Urn – Destroyer of Worlds (1:05)
03) Teitanblood – Insight (1:50)
04) Sepulchral Rift – Maledictum (Ascending Void) (3:18)
05) Blasphamagoatachrist – Intro (50 Cal. Demonic Chant) (6:33)
06) Tetragrammacide – Transcranial Ka’abatronic Stimulation Collapse (8:58)
07) Nocturnal Departure – The Incantation (10:48)
08) Khthoniik Cerviiks – KC Exhalement 4.0 (Welcome to HAL) (13:07)
09) Mayhem – Silvester Anfang (15:30)
10) Kommodus – Iron Dawn: A New Crusade Rides Out (17:15)
11) Avzhia – Into the War (18:44)
12) Sainte Marie des Loups – Absurdités et Blasphémes (20:30)
13) Gravesend – Scurrying (22:00)
14) The Ruins of Beverast – Subterranean Homicide Lamentation (22:59)
15) The Bottle Doom Lazy Band – L’Ankou Twisted Song (24:51)
16) Ride For Revenge – Ask It Again In Hell (27:20)

*I do not (yet) repeat groups on mixes, but this “special edition” is not beholden to that rule. Think of it as the Treehouse of Horror precedent.

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Episode 15

Welcome to the fifteenth installment in the A|E project. I’ve got a lot of skronk and punk for y’all this month; must be something with the warmer months but I haven’t been listening to much black metal. It’s also noisier without really venturing into much noise territory. Whatever, you’re not here for musings, enjoy.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Update: I replaced a track by an artist that requested their music be removed. Ended up switching things up and added another additional song.

Side One

01) Vaabnet – Himmelstrasse
02) Siege Column – Funeral Fiend (3:32)
03) Atrament – War Seed (7:29)
04) Spectral Voice – Lurking Gloom (10:17)
05) Dogpile – Inferno (15:20)
06) Pouppée Fabrikk – Distraction (19:13)
07) ROHT – Hlíðin (23:12)
08) Ces Cadáveres – Don’t Escape From Death (25:02)

Side Two

09) Jako Maron – Pendulé (28:02)
10) Mróz – Countless Cycles (32:35)
11) Howls of Ebb – The 6th Octopul’th Grin (34:56)
12) Great Falls – Go To Glory (40:15)
13) Wound Man – Rolled (43:56)
14) The Shits – I Know (47:13)
15) Spahn Ranch – Wonder and Perish (49:55)

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Episode 14

This is the fourteenth episode of this project. This month’s episode is much heavier on the “punk” side of things than previous episodes for no apparent reason. Listeners can still expect the same overall feelings of dread and claustrophobia, however. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Cabaret Voltaire – Loves in Vein
02) No Sanctuary – Wytchtanyc Hellbykers (4:00)
03) Sanctum – Forging Minds (08:44)
04) Crematory Stench – Septic Offals (12:10)
05) Ulthar – Cudgel (16:55)
06) Witch Ward – Sacrificial Monolith (21:50)
07) Adzalaan – Vermilion in Abstentia (24:10)

Side Two

08) Revenant Marquis – Propagator of an Unspeakable Incestuous Coven (28:28)
09) Couch Slut – The Stupid Man (33:10)
10) Oily Boys – Stick Him (37:50)
11) Destripados – Cuerpos Kemados Kalcinados (42:05)
12) Human Agony – Eviscerated for Ritual (44:08)
13) Whippet of Trench – Scraping Hands (47:05)
14) Rakta – Falha Comum (51:38)

Episode 13

Welcome to the 13th episode of my mix series. This also marks the beginning of Anxiety Eternal’s second trip around the sun. Thanks to all the supporters this last year, it means a lot. Plans to expand this website/project in the upcoming year are afoot, but let’s get down to the music.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Sonic Violence – Torment
02) Profanatica – Altar of the Virgin Whore (05:28)
03) Convulse – Incantation of Restoration (08:15)
04) Misþyrming – …af þjáningu og þrá (11:39)
05) 夢遊病者 – Never Ailments on Oneself (15:45)
06) Creeping Eruption – Dichotomy (19:33)
07) 6th Circle – Unclean (21:15)
08) Cadaver Em Transe – Vírus Tropical (24:49)

Side Two

09) ISS – Barron Wasteland (28:00)
10) Life Support – Die Like a Man (30:22)
11) Mammoth Grinder – Life Returns (31:56)
12) Pissblood – Smashed Knees (35:22)
13) Gravesend – End of the Line (39:12)
14) Column of Heaven – How Glorious This Hour (41:07)
15) Coil – Penetralia (46:13)
16) LVRIN – Cabal (51:49)

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Episode 12

The twelfth episode in my monthly mix series. Looking forward to beginning year two next month. Thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) The Swankys – Finally She Run Out of Patience
02) Geld – Balaclava Mask (1:34)
03) Bolt Thrower – World-Eater (3:05)
04) Seventh Circle – Dwelling Lucifer (7:38)
05) Gevurah – Cosmic Putrefaction (13:36)
06) Temple Koludra – Grey Apparition (18:06)
07) Intensive Care – Dust (23:05)

Side Two

08) Neon – Spiders (28:05)
09) Gara – La Arrière-Monde (33:03)
10) Raspberry Bulbs – Given Over to History (38:15)
11) Cult Ritual – Saturday’s Blood (42:35)
12) Deafkids – Vírus Da Imagem Do Ser (47:54)
13) Suppression – The Blood of Millions (49:59)
14) Butthole Surfers- 22 Going on 23 (51:29)