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Episode 80

Hello to all. I’ve returned with another episode and just under the gun. This episode is pretty heavy on the black metal and industrial realms. As I mentioned this episode is coming later in the day than usual so I’ll leave you to this episode. Thanks as always for any and all support. I’ll be back in two weeks or so with the annual all-covers/”Karaoke” episode. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows. Each track’s start time is noted in the subsequent parentheses:

Side One:

01) Voëmmr – “Untitled III”
02) Suebian Knot – “Eternal Recurrence” (06:20)
03) Örastimar – “Zum Moohl!” (09:05)
04) Negative Plane – “The Number of the Word” (12:40)
05) Tormentum – “Endless Battle” (20:55)
06) Frozen Blood – “Mercilessly” (24:45)

Side Two:

07) Void Rot – “Liminal Forms” (28:50)
08) Knut – “Neon Guide” (34:45)
09) Or Else – “Beautiful Struggle” (38:55)
10) Brighter Death Now – “The Last Call” (40:15)
11) Stormfågel – “Pessimism” (45:40)
12) Raksha Mancham – “Bedun” (49:20)
13) Siouxsie and the Banshees – “Desert Kisses” (53:10)

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Episode 79

Greetings. I’ve returned with the latest edition of the series. This episode was the most eclectic in selection and song-order in quite a while. For the near-term, at least, I hope to lean into the latter trait and not be so orthodox in my tracking. Time will tell if I stay true to this goal.

We start off with a fair amount of body music before lurching into a glut of black metal interpretations. Following that I wanted to slow things down before finishing off with some dirging and noisy punk selections. Hopefully it’s to your liking, but if not there’s always next month.

That being said I will return the first Wednesday of March with the next strike. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows. Each track’s start time is noted in the subsequent parentheses:

Side One:

01) Belladonna Grave – “Difficult to Breathe”
02) In Absentia – “Comprehension” (04:05)
03) Von Magnet – “Alma Là XX” (07:10)
04) Moloko + – “Trance” (12:15)
05) The Revelator – “Commandment” (16:45)
06) Calvary – “Ravenous Lands” (20:55)
07) Burning Hammer – “Bloodstains and Ashes” (25:20)

Side Two:

08) Egyptian Ropes – “Unknown” (28:25)
09) Pagan Moon – “A Mountain, a Throne” (30:40)
10) Vrexiza – “Iron Spectres” (36:55)
11) Ebriach – “Ohne Titel” (41:50)
12) Fight Amp – “Bound and Hagged” (47:55)
13) Mutant Strain – “Pill” (52:10)
14) Haram – “جهاد, جهادي = Jihad, Jihadi” (54:25)

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Episode 78

New year and more of the same. This is the first episode composed completely using my new computer. Kinda odd that my old computer was relatively new when I started this project. But enough navel gazing.

This month’s episode offers little in the way of melody but it features a lot of death metal and black metal, so that’s pretty great. I don’t feel like writing much more due to jet lag/sleep deprivation, but thanks for all the support over the years. Sic Semper Tyrannis and Fuck 12.

I will return the first Wednesday of February with more filth and irresponsible music in general. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Deformity – “Bug”
02) Mentally Challenged – “Prey for Monsters” (01:45)
03) Skalp – “Nato Nel Dolore” (03:35)
04) NME – “Louder Than Hell” (05:45)
05) Gates of Londra – “The Tragic Millennium” (07:50)
06) Oil Spill – “Trepidation” (11:05)
07) Kryptamok – “Kuoleman Katarsis” (18:00)
08) Ebony Pendant – “Delirium of Mortality” (24:40)

Side Two:

09) Vomitorium – “Invocation to Ba’qeel” (28:40)
10) Altar of Gore – “Sanguinary Relics” (32:10)
11) Iniquity – “Encysted and Dormant” (37:55)
12) Dismember – “In Death’s Sleep” (43:40)
13) Gowl – “Roxy” (48:50)
14) Thousandswilldie – “Clone” (50:55)
15) Ian MacPhee – “Hollow” (52:35)

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Episode 77

Welcome to the final episode of 2025. It was nearly the final episode of this series but I’ve decided to carry on; hopefully with a new computer to facilitate this monstrosity. Please, Santa Baby.

This month’s installment is admittedly a lil clunky in the transitions of sound/theme. I trust you’ll be able to soldier through if you’ve made it this far. If you’re a neophyte, it’s always ok to ask for assistance. I’ll leave you with this preface and thank you for any and all support. See you in the new year, the first Wednesday as always. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Zeni Geva – “Shi No Umi”
02) KEN Mode – “Ahriman” (04:05)
03) Sheer Terror – “Walls” (09:00)
04) Yellowcake – “Mind Scabbed Over” (11:40)
05) Dead in the Dirt – “The Pit of Me” (14:25)
06) Krypts – “Vanishing” (16:30)
07) Plague Patrol – “God From the Nameless Mist” (20:40)
08) Grave – “Inhuman” (24:20)

Side Two:

09) Consummation – “Heautontimoroumenos” (28:10)
10) Dogman – “Desperation” (35:10)
11) Foul Light “I” (39:15)
12) High Speed Violence – “Lust” (44:15)
13) Jon McCallum – “Across the River” (48:10)
14) Corpse Desecration – “Not Just Another White Man” (50:10)
15) Blood Tower – “The Fisherman” (54:25)

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Episode 76

Short turnaround but here we are with a baker’s dozen + of bizarre musical choices. This month’s offering begins with a lurch and honestly stays pretty “punky” for a big chunk of its duration. Lots of other weird explorations for you to ponder. I don’t have much else to say, so I will thank you for any support in the past, present, and future.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Treeline – “Viaduct”
02) Sunsmasher – “Mujeres Libres” (04:05)
03) Nëbrahhartën – “Serenity of Mortality” (09:30)
04) Constant Nausea – “Habitus ostatecznej alienacji” (15:35)
05) Portal Tomb – “Self” (18:05)
06) Vole – “Ortel” (24:30)
07) Extreme Noise Terror – “Bullshit Propaganda” (26:30)

Side Two:

08) Nikudorei – “Meat Slave” (28:30)
09) Voice Crack – “Turn Table Wax” (34:00)
10) Nurse With Wound – “Two Mock Projections” (37:35)
11) The Mob – “I Hear You Laughing” (43:40)
12) Flower – “What Else?” (48:25)
13) Naúx – “Too Much Sex” (51:15)
14) Crash Course in Science – “Flying Turns” (54:30)

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Episode 75.5: Samhain Special VI

Here we go again, the sixth installment of the Samhain series is now ready for your attention. For the uninitiated, this is an annual experiment in testing my listeners’ patience. A shorter episode in which I basically make a Halloween sound effects tape out of “intro(s),” “outro(s),” “interlude(s),” and other snippets of (mostly) instrumental passages. It’s a bullshit “dungeon synth” album, I guess. Anyway, I hope (think?) you’ll enjoy it. If not, a regular episode will be arriving shortly.

Thanks for the continued support and I will return with a new episode the first Wednesday of November.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Electric Wizard – “Our Witchcult Grows…”
02) Ærekær – “IV” (02:35)
03) Dune Mear – “Upon the Portcullis Rising…” (03:50)
04) Geheimnisvoll – “Intro: Into Nothingness” (05:00)
05) Savage Pleasure – “The Shimmering Darkness” (06:10)
06) Caver – “The Sum of All Decay” (06:45)
07) Doldrey – “Lentum Mortiis” (08:00)
08) DiabolicuM – “The Grandeur of Hell (Moloch)” (09:25)
09) Kapala – “Unto Ash (Outro)” (10:30)
10) Human Agony – “Outro” (12:15)
11) Abandon – “Abandon” (14:20)
12) Ludicra – “Tragaedia” (16:10)
13) Nightfell – “I” (18:15)
14) Bašmu – “Dimension of Agony” (19:45)
15) Stingray – “Controversy” (21:10)
16) Water Torture – “Product 2” (22:45)
17) Germfask – “004397 Hoehn, Maurice S.” (25:20)
18) Blut aus Nord – “Acceptance (Aske)” (27:00)

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Episode 75

I have returned and I hope this offering finds you well. What we have here is a song collection that’s pretty long in the tooth. Due to reasons I won’t bore you with I made a conscious effort to input songs I had long liked but had yet to include here, until now.

This collection of death and optimism will please your sensibilities, I trust, if you’ve found yourself in my corner of the internet.

I won’t keep you (or me) here for long as it’s much too nice outside and the dungeon can wait for my return. That being said, I will return in a few weeks with the newest iteration of the Samhain Special. Ready your armor! And thank you for your support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Immolation – “Put My Hand in the Fire”
02) Master – “Master” (04:00)
03) Nexul – “Hexecration” (06:50)
04) Ordeals – “Scorn Ceremony” (12:00)
05) Ill Omen – “Sentenced Suffering” (17:45)
06) Hollow Shade of Night – “Bound by Ritual Viscera” (23:55)

Side Two:

07) Money – “No Cut” (28:30)
08) Pig City – “Solitary Ideation” (30:45)
09) G.O.O.N. – “Pig II” (32:45)
10) Deception Bay – “Not Far From This” (40:05)
11) Vertical Hold – “Injustice” (45:05)
12) Conflict – “A State of Mind” (48:35)
13) Sigillum S – “Crystal” (53:20)

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Episode 74

Hello again. Back with more of what you didn’t ask for. Heavier presence of electronics on this installment which I try to balance with all the crunch and screaming. Not too much noise, but we can’t have everything we want. I’m currently exhausted so I won’t be writing much more. Thanks for the continued support. I’ll be back the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Snowy Red – “The Right to Die”
02) DFHK – “Decay Force Hong Kong” (04:25)
03) Culled Hands – “Tree of Life” (06:30)
04) Morbid Suggestion – “I II III” (10:00)
05) Noktvrnvs – “Iter Vermivm” (16:30)
06) Mars Ultor – “Apotheosis” (22:00)

Side Two:

07) Abysmal Lord – “Bestiary of Immortal Hunger” (29:20)
08) Invultation – “Severed Umbilical Chaos” (32:15)
09) Somatic Decay – “Total Human Obsolescence” (36:20)
10) Thou – “House of Ideas” (40:10)
11) Groinoids – “Crematorium” (46:05)
12) Ed Hall – “White House Girls” (50:05)
13) Paul Roland – “The Puppet Master” (53:25)

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Episode 73

Six years in the can and still going strong. I am finally over the halfway point at which point I can dubiously claim I’ve been at this for nearly a decade; or, if in a moment of embarrassment, it’s been “just a few years.”

Some house-cleaning to get out of the way first. It is currently a temperate 80 degrees in NYC but there is a surge in air pollution due to Canadian wildfires. So it goes. Can’t win ’em all.

As for this month’s song selections, I kept it to the basics for this “momentous” (ha!) occasion. I just looked it up and some not-shady-looking websites informed me that the sixth anniversary is the “iron” anniversary. Naturally I’ve decided to provide you maniacs with nearly an hour of death metal, grindcore, black metal, and doom metal. But, sticking with tradition/ethos, I did trojan horse some weird electronic/experimental pieces in at the end.

That’s all I have for this month. Thank you for any and all support–past, present, and future. I will return the first Wednesday of September. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Napalm Death – “Success?”
02) Psykoosi – “Monetized Addiction” (01:05)
03) 324 – “Demons in the Basement” (02:20)
04) Kontusion – “Endless Horror” (04:40)
05) Demigod – “Towards the Shrouded Infinity” (07:10)
06) Ceremented – “Disease.Death.Kontrol (Contravene of Death’s Hand)” (10:45)
07) Black Wound – “Warping Structure” (17:30)
08) Broder – “Kraniekløversken” (24:05)

Side Two:

09) Necrobode – “Necrobode” (28:00)
10) Bok – “Metastasis Dei” (32:30)
11) Spectral Outrider – “Beneath the Standing Stones” (37:30)
12) Brånd – “Wie de Schlång” (41:50)
13) Henchmen From Planet Earth – “Euro Note” (45:55)
14) Louis and Bebe Barron – “Krell Shuttle Ride and Power Station” (47:50)
15) The Neon Judgment – “TV Treated” (50:00)

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Episode 72

Greetings, this episode marks the end of the sixth cycle of this project. Next month will mark its sixth anniversary; I’m not good at basic math.

We kick things off with some noisy experimentation before gliding into more familiar blackened material. The second side begins with slower material before smashing into a sizable crust blossom that subsides into some slow-burn material.

That’s all I have to say subject matter-wise. Look after your own and don’t let these fascist bastards wear you down. I will return the first Wednesday of August for the sixth anniversary.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Shiver – “Prey”
02) Inevitable – “Renal Hypoxia” (05:00)
03) Cultum Interitum – “S” (09:50)
04) Knelt Rote – “Rumination” (14:50)
05) Temple Moon – “Ceremonial Decay” (18:20)
06) Gates of Dawn – “Crimson Mess” (21:40)His Hero

Side Two:

07) Devs Mortvorvm – “Orgy in the Graveyard” (29:00)
08) Gawthrop – “Odynometer” (34:55)
09) The Black Hand – “Straight Shooter” (37:55)
10) Forclose – “Gunfire” (40:45)
11) Phobia – “Blackened Day” (42:25)
12) His Hero is Gone – “Cavities + Chain of Command” (45:10)
13) Swimming in Bengal – “Apricot Haze” (49:40)

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