Episode 31

Welcome to another installment of isolation theatre. I’ve survived another month and have a dozen-plus tracks of depravity for your consumption. Lots of lurching rhythms in this month’s episode; hopefully you find it to your liking. Until next month, cheers.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Caffa – “Despondency”
02) Noroth – “It Dwells Amongst Us” (03:45)
03) Potop – “Untitled” (06:33)
04) Nervous Sex – “Beast Boxer” (12:10)
05) Hallucination – “Hallucinations” (13:55)
06) Low Places – “Malcontent” (15:15)
07) Oaf – “Revenge” (17:25)
08) Black Turmoil – “-“ (20:08)
09) Hwwauoch – “Distorted Perception” (23:52)

Side Two:

10) Impetuous Ritual – “Sullen” (28:27)
11) dodenbezweerder – “Zwarte Sluiers Over Dode Gezichten” (34:40)
12) Lydia Lunch & Lucy Hamilton – “A Quiet Night of Murder in Greenwich, CT” (39:38)
13) The Snipers – “The Parents of God” (42:10)
14) The Soft Moon – “Total Decay” (46:25)
15) The Mall – “An Answer” (50:19)
16) Silicon Teens – “A State of Shock (Part Two)” (53:53)

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Episode 30

The new year has arrived and I have a new episode for your consumption. Not much to say this month, hopefully we’re not wiped out by another mutation (or mutant…) before I can send out another missive. See you all next month and thank you for listening.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Louse – “Idiot”
02) tile – “Walk-in Closet” (03:05) 
03) Harry Pussy – “Sick Again” (06:35)
04) Kūka’ilimoku – “Mō’ī To Be Held In Awe” (08:05)
05) svrm – “Старість” (10:30)
06) Tergum Ambulare – “Departure to the Plains Unknown” (13:45)
07) Conqueror – “Domitor Invictus” (18:50)
08) Cryptae – “Monastic Tomb” (24:35)

Side Two:

09) Goatlord – “Sacrifice” (28:20)
10) Water Torture – “Population Control” (32:03)
11) E-Saggila – “Hidden Arena” (34:00)
12) Alvar – “Confusion By” (38:40)
13) Xeno & Oaklander – “Another” (42:08)
14) The Witch Trials – “The Tazer” (45:25)
15) Sons of Perdition – “Fallout” (51:15)

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Episode 29

Another calendar year is reaching its conclusion and I bring you a slow and somber episode to usher in the New Year. This might be the noisiest episode I’ve assembled yet, so if you wanted more of the go-go-go velocity this might not scratch that itch, but you might be surprised, too. Who knows.

I aim to have my cassette dubbing setup back in order soon. When that occurs I will notify all three of you. Either way, see you in the New Year.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Human Tide – “You Belong Here”
02) Westendhall – “Slow Down Death” (04:30)
03) Richard H. Kirk – “Plate Glass Replicas” (09:18)
04) Years of Denial – “Genocide Cheat” (12:53)
05) Noise Unit – “Disease” (17:15)
06) Mental Inquisition – “Herzstiche” (22:33)
07) Griiim – “Pull the Trigger” (24:30)

Side Two:

08) Niteris – “Memento Mori” (28:45)
09) Moloch – “Nur der Tod ist wirklich” (32:21)
10) Sadistik Exekution – “Evoke War Vomit” (36:37)
11) Winter – “Servants of the Warsmen” (40:57)
12) Electric Wizard – “…a Chosen Few” (45:07)
13) Yew – “Beneath Sorrow’s Sun” (51:05)

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Episode 28

Welcome back, it has NOT been a while. Hopefully the cooling weather (for us in the Northern Hemisphere, at least) finds you well. This month’s installment finds me with an apparent split-personality. Side one is very heavy on metal while side two is almost solely in the vast realm of post-punk. Hopefully you don’t find it too jarring. Until next time.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Entropy Created Consciousness – “Nights II – IX”
02) Sainte Marie des Loups – “Progéniture” (04:32)
03) Black Witchery – “Into Damnation Eternal” (10:08)
04) Cyanic – “Endless Scorn” (13:04)
05) Fleshrot – “Bubbling Cerebric Waste” (15:03)
06) Funeral Leech – “The Burden of Flesh” (17:40)
07) Blood Iscariot – “Untitled Two” (24:20)

Side Two:

08) Moral Order – “This is the Life You Must Live” (28:25)
09) Territorial Gobbing – “Moniker” (32:00)
10) Kris Baha – “Fuels the Fire” (34:35)
11) Sink – “Dream Map” (41:00)
12) Soror Dolorosa – “Trembling Androgyneous” (45:00)
13) Crux Ansata – “No Time For Lies” (50:40)

Episode 27.5

The leaves are falling and/or have changed their hues; the weather has began cooling; the days are shorter; that means it’s time for the second annual “Dungeon Synth/Dark Ambient” special episode!

I don’t know how coherent this year’s episode is, but I trust you’ll find it enjoyable. Or at least a bit of macabre fun.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Ruin Lust – “Seer”
02) Phobonoid – “GU Psc b” (0:52)
03) Blasphemy – “Ross Bay Intro” (3:00)
04) Neurosis – “Become the Ocean” (3:54)
05) Two – “Thoughts for B” (5:15)
06) Hexentanz – “Coven” (6:05)
07) Haunt – “Seance” (7:45)
08) Filthcult – “Eyehateboss” (10:30)
09) Departure Chandelier – “Napoleon’s Sword” (11:10)
10) Varathron – “His Majesty at the Swamp” (13:15)
11) Tergum Ambulare – “Infestation of the Howling Shadows” (15:05)
12) Odz Manouk – “Interlude” (16:55)
13) Asphyx – “The Quest of Absurdity” (18:12)
14) Prosanctus Inferi – “Echoes of Pestilential Synod” (19:30)
15) Roman Master – “Into Night Air” (21:45)
16) Dogman – “Intro” (24:40)
17) Beherit – “Nuclear Girl” (25:00)
18) Cancerian Moon – “Foul Winds” (26:25)

Episode 27

The weather is finally, mercifully transitioning to a station more to my favor; this likely contributed to a stronger presence of black metal than more recent episodes.

Beware the latter portion of this episode if you lack the endurance for noise. Other than that, enjoy yourself and let’s reacquaint next month.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) The Contortions – “Jaded”
02) Condominium – “Barricade” (03:40)
03) City Hunter – “Beyond Recognition” (06:41)
04) Ruach Raah – “A Ira do Lucifer” (07:33)
05) Goatpenis – “Anesthetic Vapors” (11:20)
06) Novae Militiae – “Orders of the Most-High” (14:45)
07) Carcinoma – “A Light to Pierce the Void” (19:20)
08) Swans – “Clay Man” (23:30)

Side Two:

09) Eyehategod – “Broken Down But Not Locked Up” (28:15)
10) Disembowelment – “Excoriate” (32:00)
11) The Ruins of Beverast – “Euphoria When the 
Bombs Fell” (36:20)
12) Slow Slow Loris – “Little Grey of Worm” (41:30)
13) Hate Audition – “This Is How You Will Live 
in the Land of the Law” (46:24)
14) Sedativ – “1” (50:50)
15) Blessure Grave – “Learn to Love the Rope” (54:13)

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Episode 26

Back at it from a short layoff, but that’s just how the calendar works. This month’s episode isn’t the most dynamic or diverse (genre-wise), but it’s pretty snappy, if I do say so myself.

I’m eager for autumn to begin officially in a few short (I hope) weeks as I just cannot stand summer time. Hopefully the cooling weather doesn’t lead to more Covid variants mutating in the lungs of the stupidest members of society. It’s been pleasant attending shows again after such a long layoff. That’s all I’ve got for this month. Be well.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Lamp of Murmuur – “Chalice Of Oniric Torment”
02) Lunar Kingdom – “The Call of the Blood” (05:30)
03) The Secret – “Love Your Enemy” (11:35)
04) Unruh – “Five Year Wager” (13:43)
05) Rusted Shut – “Feed the Beast” (17:00)
06) Useless Children – “Rest My Bones” (20:30)
07) Hatred Surge – “Bestial” (23:20)
08) Marc Barreca – “Church and State” (25:08)

Side Two

09) Miami Death II – “Strange Presents” (28:07)
10) Human Failure – “Crown on the Head of a King of Mud” (30:08)
11) Tomb Mold – “Demon Ruins” (34:00)
12) Bloodsoaked Necrovoid – “Viciously Consumed by the Unfolding Unknown” (39:00)
13) Uniform – “Headless Eyes” (44:16)
14) The Unholy Two – “Rabid Wolverine” (48:12)
15) Swann Danger – “Converge” (53:13)

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Episode 25

Hey, so, happy second “anniversary” to me/Anxiety Eternal!! It has now been two years that I’ve been undertaking this idiotic exercise. Thanks to all supporters for your, well, support. I hope you’ve discovered (or reacquainted yourself) with some cool (in my opinion) music.

This episode is fairly mid tempo and punk-ish in general demeanor. I hope you find it enjoyable, or at least interesting.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Kaleidoscope – “Girmitya”
02) Culture Shock – “Stuck” (2:08)
03) 偏執症者 (Paranoid) – “まだ見ぬユートピア (Mada Minu Yuutopia)” (3:34)
04) Alement – “Seas of Consequence” (6:35)
05) Nightfell – “I Am Decay” (9:46)
06) Grave Miasma – “Death’s Meditative Trance” (15:35)
07) Demoncy – “Winter Bliss” (21:30)
08) Sixx – “Sister Devil” (25:25)

Side Two

09) New Skeletal Faces – “Empathy Asphyxia” (28:38)
10) Silvanthrone – “I” (33:42)
11) Drawn From Ichor – “Offering Their Way” (37:50)
12) Isolant – “Oblivion” (43:35)
13) LA Vampires & Zola Jesus – “Looking In” (50:31)
14) Air – “Dead Bodies” (54:15)

Episode 24

Hello, and welcome to the newest episode of Anxiety Eternal. This episode also happens to mark the completion of my second year on this project. I’m somewhat surprised I’ve stuck it out this long; kudos to me.

This episode is heavy on the black metal and industrial (perhaps a ‘rebellion against this oppressive heat?) and I have to admit that some of these transitions/cuts aren’t my best. I was out of town and away from music for most of June, so forgive any awkward jumps in subject. Other than that, on with the show.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Throbbing Gristle – “10 Pence”
02) Two – “Untitled” (5:05)
03) Moenen of Xezbeth – “Pandemonial Curse” (7:35)
04) Berzek – “The Void’s Hymn” (12:05)
05) Isengard – “I Kamp Med Kvitekrist” (15:22)
06) Oppression – “Contre la vague” (19:55)
07) Fealty – “Submit” (23:45)
08) Filthcult – “Assassin” (25:30)

Side Two

09) Creation is Crucifixion – “The Allegory of the Algorithm 
(Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Mimesis)” (28:08)
10) Profane Order – “Antichrist Abomination” (30:50)
11) Vasaeleth – “Adorned & Iridescent” (35:37)
12) Mother Destruction / Sixth Comm – “Mithras (The Wrath)” (38:58)
13) Hair Police – “Thief’s Spring” (43:12)
14) G.G.F.H. – “Sister Cathleen” (45:30)
15) LPF 12 – “Share Minds” (48:50)
16) My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult – “A Daisy Chain 4 Satan
(Acid and Flowers Mix)” (50:25)

Episode 23

Greetings! Gotta admit, my mind may have been (further) warped by this heat because I am here to present you with a surprisingly catchy, straight-forward episode this month. Crack yourself a domestic of your choice and let those eyeballs swim.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows, with each start time noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One

01) Caustic Wound – “Cataclysmic Gigaton”
02) Friendship – “Grief” (3:21)
03) Repulsion – “Horrified” (5:54)
04) Sacrocurse – “Kirie Eleison” (7:38)
05) Laudanum – “Invoke” (10:50)
06) Teeth of Lions Rule the Divine – “New Pants & Shirt” (15:40)
07) Casing – “Circular Tombs” (21:00)
08) Oozepus – “Lypemania” (23:40)

Side Two

09) Anima Nostra – “Solemn Majesty” (27:50)
10) Kujo – “شعب عظيم”
11) Autoerotichrist – “If I Take My Meds It Will Stop” (37:15)
12) Thousand-Eyed Goat – “Blood Loti” (39:39)
13) Adverso – “Adventus” (42:38)
14) Imperial Triumphant – “Rotted Futures” (48:12)
15) The Sisters of Mercy – “Fix” (52:22)

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