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Episode 66

Greetings, pardon for the delay in my return. I was out of town longer than planned and returned to my lair only for the dreaded noro virus to strike a member of my family. All seems well now so let’s get down to business.

I must admit this episode might feel a little rough around the edges. I still think all the songs are phenomenal, but it might seem a bit odder than usual the order of things. Oh well, right?

Some newer music as well as a track or two that I’ve been trying to get to for a few years now which is a bit of a relief if I’m being honest. Not much else to say other than thanks for the continued report and barring unforeseen circumstances I’ll return the first Wednesday of February. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Vorum – “In Grime in Lust”
02) Suffocation – “Bloodchurn” (02:55)
03) Assück – “Wartorn” (05:35)
04) Engulfed – “Occult Incantations” (07:00)
05) MSW – “O Brother” (14:30)
06) Of the Wand & the Moon – “Tear it Apart” (21:20)
07) King Dude – “Our Everlasting Life” (25:45)

Side Two:
08) Zohra – “Discipline” (28:00)
09) Houses of Heaven – “All Possible Obstacles are Present” (34:00)
10) Cave Sex – “Survival / Affliction” (37:30)
11) Placebo Effect – “Move (Animation Remix)” (40:40)
12) Hässlig – “Watch Them Hang” (44:35)
13) Necrosorcery – “Pastoral Impalement” (48:00)
14) Drelnoch – “Abhorrent Alchemy” (53:45)

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Episode 65

Greetings. I’ve returned like the snow did last night, albeit almost phantom-like in its fleetingness. There is much in the way of your metals of death and blackness this month. This installment also features a hefty amount of noise/sonic weirdness, not to mention electronics. Hopefully it soothes your nerves. Thank you for the continued support.

Schedule alert: I’ll be back the second Wednesday of January. I’m not wasting my time churning one of these out for New Year’s Day. January 8th will mark my return. May the end of 2024 find you well. Onward.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Paineater – “Genocide King”
02) In Obscurity Revealed – “Magnum Spectrum” (04:20)
03) Necrony – “Under the Black Soil” (07:05)
04) Pestilength – “Phorme” (11:30)
05) Flying Testicle – “Dark Eyes” (15:25)
06) Jimmy Smack – “Death is Certain” (23:00)
07) Lisa Gerrard – “The Rite” (24:55)

Side Two:

08) The Sun of Mithras “IV” (28:10)
09) Kampfar – “Flammen fra Nord” (31:15)
10) Satanic Magick – “Unbreakable Domination” (36:40)
11) Veins Like Vines – “The Wound-Bearer and His Lance…” (41:30)
12) Caroliner Rainbow Throw Up Fantasy – “Bow Tie Buddy” (45:40)
13) Schleimer K – “Come to Me” (49:10)
14) Nocturnal Emissions – “Don’t Believe It’s Over” (51:35)

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Episode 64

Greetings. I love doing this thing on the first Wednesday of every month. Anyway, I won’t wade into the failings of US electoral politics, there’s enough gloom in these songs. The short of it would be the first half is heavy on post-punk and its off-shoots; the second half is heavy on metal and punk off-shoots. It was a late night in the AE dungeon so I’ll leave you at this point. Thank you to all for your continued support.

As hinted at above, I’ll see you the first Wednesday of December. Keep the flame lit.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Fade to Black – “Cinema Blue”
02) Joy Division – “A Means to an End” (04:00)
03) Noj – “No Room Cut to Fit” (08:00)
04) Techno Animal – “DC-10” (12:45)
05) Mezire – “Radioactive Fall Out” (17:00)
06) The Walking Korpses – “Nothing Does” (23:15)
07) Maledictus Anguis – “Drowning Into the Abyss” (26:50)

Side Two:

08) Satyricon – “Black Winds” (28:45)
09) Caver – “Dwelling of No Light” (35:45)
10) Archgoat – “All Christianity Ends” (40:00)
11) Deicide – “Sacrificial Suicide” (45:30)
12) Defaced – “Queen Whore (Redux)” (48:15)
13) All is Suffering – “Mauthausen” (51:00)
14) Regional Justice Center – “Taught to Steal” (55:20)
15) No Knock – “Can’t Afford Suicide” (56:15)

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Episode 63.5: Samhain Special V

Greetings, fellow travelers. The time has come to immerse ourselves in the new season. The days shorten, the nights cool, and the atmosphere drys. If you’re in the Southern Hemisphere then this means nothing to you, of course. Apologies if I made this lame joke last year (and the year before).

As in years past, you’ll find ~30 minutes of odd and abstract sounds culled from various musical acts’ interludes, intros, and outros. Hopefully resulting in a coherent piece of audio for you to enjoy this Autumn/Halloween/whatever.

I’ll return in approximately one week’s time with the next “regular” installment of oddness. Thank you for the continued support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time noted in the parentheses after each track:

01) Abigail – “Intercourse and Lust”
02) Ründgard – “Vollmonddomänen” (01:25)
03) Cult of Youth – “Awakening II” (02:50)
04) Lore Liege – “Calm of the Woods” (04:30)
05) Howls of Ebb – “Gaunt Vertigo” (05:35)
06) (Dolch) – “Unbekannt” (06:45)
07) City Hunter – “Watching Blood Darken” (08:00)
08) Pain Teens – “Valley of the Sun” (08:35)
09) Ballard – “NullJ.S.” (10:15)
10) Stimulant – “Submission” (11:25)
11) Today is the Day – “Satan is Alive” (13:00)
12) Wildildlife – “Whooping Church” (15:40)
13) Saidan – “Untitled” (17:00)
14) SSSSSSS – “The Air” (19:20)
15) Bok – “Let the Sickness Guide You” (21:15)
16) Alpdruck – “Hell’s Maw” (22:10)
17) Sulfuric Hatred – “Transmission I” (23:35)
18) Reverorum Ib Malacht – “Credamus” (24:45)
19) Lamp of Murmuur – “Unconceivable Spectral Vision” (26:45)
20) Hellmoon – “Centuries of Blood” (27:30)
21) Toorvond – “Ode” (28:00)

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Episode 63

Greetings! Fall has returned and with it my mood has been buoyed. This month’s installment was nearly tardy as we’ve been experiencing ailments in the AE HQ so my attention had been directed there. However, all is well in the household so I have been able to provide you with another ~hour’s-worth of musical filth.

Front half is pretty heavy on the metal tentpoles of this project and the second half is steeped in punk and its numerous offshoots. Revolutionary stuff, I tell ya. I think you’ll enjoy it.

Not much else to say but thanks as always for any and all support. I will return sooner than usual as October also features my annual dark ambient/dungeon synth/whatever episode. See you then.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Ulver – “Hymne VIII”
02) Dusk Shrine – “Atavism” (04:35)
03) Death Vanish – “From Down There” (10:10)
04) Order of Decay – “Vows of Death” (17:05)
05) Crypt of Kerberos – “The End of Time” (22:35)
06) Somnol – “Necrosis Call” (26:00)

Side Two:

07) Hellbastard – “The Pylons” (29:00)
08) Lasso – “Rombo” (34:20)
09) The Dark – “Face in the Mirror” (35:35)
10) Crime of Passing – “Damrak” (38:20)
11) Ganzheit – “Traitor!” (42:05)
12) Das Kinn – “Sichtbeton” (48:30)
13) Twilight Ritual – “Fading Me” (52:10)

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Episode 62

Welcome back. I’ve got a bit of an “in like a lion, out like a lamb” situation for you all this month. Hopefully the noise and power electronics that kick off this episode doesn’t deter the fainter of heart. New things are good for you. Still lots of guitar-based music if that’s your thing, worry not.

Not much more to add, thanks as always for any and all support. Next month will feature two episodes as you’ll also be “treated” to the annual Samhain special. Before that I will return as usual the first Wednesday of October.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Mouths Agape – “Praise”
02) Tølerant – “Peace Through Strength” (05:50)
03) Enbilulugugal – “XXXIII” (10:30)
04) Hexerei – “Essence of Ancient Evil” (15:05)
05) Como o Breu – “Luz que Fere” (20:20)
06) Ritual Death – “Ritual Death” (24:00)

Side Two:

07) Malicious – “Hideous Transformations” (28:15)
08) Lord of Putrefaction – “Wings Over a Black Funeral” (31:30)
09) Axefear – “Furnace of Fear” (35:30)
10) S.H.I. – “New World Order” (39:10)
11) Armor – “Proper Treatment” (42:45)
12) Deathcharge – “Untitled” (46:15)
13) The Sound – “New Dark Age” (50:55)

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Episode 61

Greetings, with this episode Anxiety Eternal has been a festering sore on the face of society for five years. Much has changed in the world-at-large (and in your selector’s corner) in the past half decade and I appreciate all who have taken the ride. That being said, the music is the focus here, not reflection.

With Summer in full swing I felt the need to inject some speed into the mix which I feel has been lacking of late. Worry not, as the dirges and the misery also show themselves so as not to overwhelm the senses with pace for pace’s sake. There’s not much more to add other than thanks as always for any and all support. I will return the first Wednesday of September with the next installment. Anxiety Eternal is Eternal.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) In Disgust – “Vas a Ver”
02) Kill The Client – “A Mockery of Guidance” (01:05)
03) Kinetic Orbital Strike – “Evil Action” (02:10)
04) Sexpill – “South East Santa” (03:20)
05) Wad – “No Provisions” (06:35)
06) Kilslug – “A Curse Will Fall” (11:40)
07) Ausgang A-Go-Go – “Turn on Tonic” (16:30)
08) Stein Im Brett – “Skalpell” (23:20)

Side Two:

09) Maria Violenza – “Sicilian Ghost” (28:00)
10) Fire Messiah – “Children of Light” (34:50)
11) Dune Mear – “Withered Masque” (39:55)
12) Febris Manea – “Vanity & Vexation of Spirit” (43:00)
13) Southern Spruce – “Summer Morning Exhibition” (45:55)
14) Hardy Kukuk – “.. …. So” (49:00)
15) Matt Howden – “Shu – Lord of Light” (52:15)

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Episode 60

Greetings, faithful listeners. This episode marks the completion of the fifth cycle of the Anxiety Eternal psy-op. I hope this missive finds you well in this hellscape we call the present day.

To my tinnitus-addled ears this episode is as close to a representative example of the AE ethos as I’ve been able to muster for quite some time. This project is largely an of-the-moment exercise that isn’t always as diverse as I’d wish; time will routinely preclude me from checking as many genre boxes as I’d like while maintaining cohesion. Hopefully the sonic trail I lead you down isn’t too uneven.

With that being said, thanks to any and all support these past five years. I will return the first Wednesday of August with the next installment.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Numb – “Two Faces”
02) Midnight Climax – “Omnicide (Stench of Death)” (04:45)
03) Pierre Noir – “Welcome to the Black Rave” (09:10)
04) Medwegya – “Space Oddity” (14:00)
05) Eoforan – “Winterflagellea” (18:20)
06) Hagetisse – “Salvation for the Unpure” (21:30)
07) Putrid Temple – “Scorned Progeny” (25:50)

Side Two:

08) Nocturnal Blood – “Genocide Death Prayer” (28:35)
09) Mythic – “Winter Solstice” (32:00)
10) Hell – “Inscriptus” (35:35)
11) Bad Breeding – “Contempt” (40:30)
12) Severed Head in a Bag – “Mr. Dixon” (46:00)
13) Ritual Howls – “A Thoughtful Beast” (49:05)
14) Teenage Jesus and the Jerks – “I Woke Up Dreaming” (54:50)

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Episode 59

Greetings, thank you for returning with me this month. I’ve been feeling a bit sped up lately so you’re likely to notice that a number of the songs in this month’s iteration take their time to unfurl. That isn’t to say that there isn’t much pep, either. One pace is no pace to aspire to.

With that I’ll express my gratitude to any and all support this project has received as it nears the five-year mark. No plans to stop or slow down, either. Forever in/of/for the underground; or some other platitude. See you the first Wednesday of July.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Harvey Milk – “Plastic Eggs”
02) The Misanthrope Project – “Self Harm” (06:20)
03) Rigorous Institution – “Despotism” (09:50)
04) Stingray – “Trench Demon” (13:15)
05) Gehenna – “Know War / No Peace” (15:35)
06) Cult of Daath – “Conceived Through Black Mass Rape 
(Obscene Rites Part I)” (17:30)
07) Occult Blood – “Hexing in the Sepulchre” (24:40)

Side Two:

08) Nekus – “Stygian” (28:30)
09) Gath Šmānê – “Genocidal Alchemy” (34:15)
10) Unhinge – “Moral Anxiety” (41:15)
11) Sissy Spacek – “Untitled I” (42:15)
12) Corpse Desecration – “No Spiritual Values” (46:25)
13) Shadowseeds – “Kali’s Moon (Gamaliel)” (49:20)

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Episode 58

Welcome back. This month’s installment is heavy on the death metal side of things while featuring a good helping of the experimental side of electronics. Funny how it works out like that at times.

Hopefully this month’s installment is to your liking. I will return the first Wednesday of next month. thanks for the continued support.

The artists and their respective tracks are as follows with each track time  noted in the parentheses after each track:

Side One:

01) Oath of Cruelty – “At the Tyrant’s Behest”
02) Mortal Incarnation – “Infinite Consciousness Unchained From the Mortal Incarnation” (04:40)
03) Plague Bearer – “Antichristian Inquisition” (11:00)
04) Impure – “Worship Them” (14:35)
05) Goat Tyrant – “Descend Into Damnation” (17:55)
06) Feeble Rot – “Halls of Whisper” (21:25)
07) Soft Shell – “Strange Shadows, Shifting Masses” (22:55)

Side Two:

08) Formal Defect – “Feel Your Crime” (28:30)
09) Martyr Colony – “Leviathan” (32:35)
10) Serration – “Weakness in Remorse” (37:15)
11) Catafalque – “We Listened For a Clap. There Was Nothing and We Laughed” (42:50)
12) Ash Prison – “Black Horizon” (48:05)
13) Cave In – “Casio Killtoy” (51:00)
14) Alternative – “Love and Life” (53:25)

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